I posted alot of threads here.....I guess I just needed to know that somewhere things were documented and things I knew would not be lost

I replay horrific things that occurred and other things I witnessed frequently, I don't hardly go out of the house anymore, I no longer trust people, I can have the sadness of so many things overwhelm me at times so that I am unable to do things for weeks

Life will never be good for me again....life will never be the same......I guess I am grateful for my child or there would be nothing here for me at all