What would you say to him?

"booorrriiiiiiinnggg"

You either pledge allegiance unto Romulus under the authorityship of kukulcan, who is the cobra commander lord Uraeus, baal the tzar of kemet who is the archaeon metatron.

Or you pledge allegiance unto Ahura, under the authorityship of the lord of yod and ocho.

Adonau Av Iesous

That's what it came down to.

I don't know what the future holds between now and when the destruction takes place.

It wont be in any of our lifetimes.

Not Amen/Ra...

Aten.

Oughten...

8/10 ((108))

I hurt and am hurt on every level of my compositional makeup.

I said I wasnt gonna check back for a while, and I guess I probably will not.

But that's what it came down to.

___

And in regards to me personally..

I'm gonna basically have to make the choice:

A. Just straight leave, ditch out on everything and go back out on the streets

B. Stay here and continue to be treated like shit, work like a dog; get paid less than peanuts, be sidelined in lieu of my alcoholic native coworker, my bosses illegal, and his bought and paid for yes sir man.

Either way I'm pretty sure my life ends in ruin.

That's what the voice inside my heart head keeps telling me.

I have a shit ton of sacred cactus, I worked hard; spent my entire last year, into this year's earnings on my effort.

Apparently all for naught.

If I am to be a man of my word, I have to just leave.

Its apparent and obvious, there is no way for me to get enough money to acquire land in the area where the descent took place in 2005.

I earn poverty level income..

... Tucson region, the feds know, the air force knows

For a North American Sacred Cactus genetics preservation sanctuary.

If I stay here, at the very least all my privileges are revoked.

No more mail access, which means I can not order any more seeds.

It took a year to get my boss to let me have the mail key.

I couldn't open a bank account in part because my boss wouldn't let me use the address here.

My boss has been trying to get rid of me, separate me from my plants, and my chickens since the start.

He's a criminal.

He hates Ursula, has claimed our father's namesake as if it's an act of God (acthora), and dishonors daniel of nebuchadnezzar, Darius surha; who is belteshazzar

No cactus foundation, no pilgrimage to India to the guardians temple, no sojourn to china.

The only thing on the horizon as far as is concerning me is death and ruin.

It's what the false light brotherhood wants anyways.

Let them have it.

To take to their graves as a caveat.

It will gain them no dignity in the here after.

Sent directly to jeloya heshai will they be, allahroom jalal that is.

The autoexecutor of genesis isn't even going to look at them.

He'll be looking in the direction they should have been oriented but were not; while he points in the direction they are to be sent.

You don't spend your entire incarnational cycle invoking hell and serving romulus and kukulcan..

Then make it to heaven.

If you don't make it to heaven, Valhalla is not even in sight.

The idiot's didn't know Valhalla is the true Aesir Isle.

But why not.

If it is to be my fate, the sooner the better; that i be dead

I would prefer not to be used any further as a thoughtless tool, in a fabricated ruse.

Godspeed
So mote it be
Just a soon to be dead nobody
Hopefully
Daniel

Btw, I'm not looking for responses; there's nothing any of you creatures could say to me that would make anything better anyways.

I did not read the thread, and am not going to.

You are all on the wrong side of yourselves, you hell low invokers.

That's all of you.

... just as criminal and guilty of misuse of the conscious sentience you house as I am.

I truly am surrounded by little more than ensouled demons with expired redemption values.

The good people of michoqua are not here.

And ye all are not the good people of the geode.

Truth be told, at least from my biased view.

Good luck finding your way.

Seek out the original Tao. The 24 elder tirthankara, and an understanding of the zero containing the astrea rhea.

One day, the you's that are here will understand I was and am telling the truth.

About the unum tree, its structure and substructure.

108 is the synch key...

888 is scion, it's a computational architecture.

Exteriorized, it is the creature from the abyss.

Your DNA has greater capacitance than is currently utilized.

Only 20/512ths, you use.

Your machine architecture is a already smarter, with greater functionality than you currently have access.

As the people continue to allay their individual sovereignty and functional capacity over unto it.

It's not gonna be a pretty place.

I'm sorry for you, for all of us.

Adios.

Hopefully the egg itself learned something in the process from us all when done.

But what is it be amongst those whose names are not written in the book of the adonais, of the colonel of the aesir isle; our father the commissioner of divine immortals.

Other than as a note.

The children of Ursula did not make it.

Helix

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Good luck trinity.

Because it's a pente, including the two shoes


Resignation

It can be compared to the man in a dream
Who is still unaware that he is dreaming.
For once he realizes that it is a dream,
His dream will then change and melt away.
I see "myself" and do not see the dream,
And so consider "myself" to be awake
Not knowing what true awakening is.
Neither awakening nor dreaming exists.

- Su Shih (1037-1101)

I see myself and the dream, best just to trust God and see how big it is... John 14:2

Being neither nor is still being. The difference is depth of awareness. Trusting God places a handshake between awareness.

Close the gap but the darkness gets in between..

the darkness is your friend just like the light.

the only way through it to see the value in both.

i keep trying to tell people this, but all they want to hear is how to avoid one in favor of the other.

it dont work that way.

Ne

Learn from darkness. DO not INTENTIONALLY do BUSINESS, of any sorts with the DARKNESS or be an ASSOCIATE(S) of said darkness by participating in the torture and ultimate MURDER of a high functioning autistic male, who happens to be attractive to some PEOPLE. People who made up LIES against this individual as an excuse to violate all their rights as a HUMAN being. In every way imaginable. People who made MONEY off of this individual and think opening up a store to "HELP" people will balance out their negative KARMA. Guess what....it wont.
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fear promote anger, anger promotes hate.

only hope can defeat fear! lol

lol

i have no idea what youre talking about. being high functioning myself i can tell you that my experience with darkness is akin to embracing a headache instead of taking an aspirin.

not that one has to do with the other, but i've found autism to be incredibly useful in being neutral towards everything and analysing all.

treat every situation as it presents itself, and you will run out of enemies.

at least, the kind of enemy that is willing to say so to your face. lol

although, ive had to reconsider the whole high functioning autist aspect, since the definition was created by normies.

it really boils down to having access to the part of the brain that allows you to view yourself somewhat objectively.

subjective experience is a bitch, but when you step outside of it and see yourself from another perspective, then allow your weaknesses to be visible without the emotional turmoil said weakness usually induces, growth becomes much easier.

just a thought.

lol

The definition of the anomalies.

Everyone else is feeding duality.

john denver is full of shit, man.

it's a choice, not a birthright.

only kindness can defeat anger! lol

only love can defeat hate! lol

thats just more of the same yo. to hate something requires love.

understanding defeats all.

your come from a lineage of deceivers and a liar never has a chance in hell! lol

its like bruce lee said:

"fear not the man that does 10,000 kicks one time, but the man that does one kick 10,000 times."

(from memory, forgive lack of precisness)

prove it.. lol

I'm a bastard yo, so if you have any info on my other half, im all ears..

let your fate prove it! lol



lol

everything i know about my paternal dna comes from a lie that he told my mom (that his great grandma was some sub branch of cherokee, but my dna suggest much different) and the one picture my mom kept of him.

that picture looked like a headshot for a pornstar though, with a c.h.i.p.s. moustache laying in front of a fireplace.

not the kinda pic you show your friends at school. lol

lol, there's no such thing as fate, only fools.