Compliments Water hidden fluoride tag

moms mad because i wont drink it and complains that she will drink it then, but she knew all along i was on NO FLUORIDE diet.

i wish she would not say she will drink it, because it makes me think she was sneaking me fluoride because she knows i hate it.


she was having this saying for a long time, i thought it was weird. she would lift something and say "opie-dyson"

but it sounds just like "hope you die, son"

And she always asks me if i want either Subway or Macdonalds, and this is every day for two months now.

Makes me wonder if i have a secret inheritance coming and my mom wants to ill me.


i had a problem getting motivated and i don't like going outside, but i was pretty fine... she hounded me and acctually drove me crazy demanding i try to go on disability for my basically ptsd from the way she fucked me up telling me about and reinforcing that i know all about how my mom got beat by my dad, and growing up living in a household where mom was afraid of all men... any man....


just ranting dont pay attention.

opie dyson...

I asked her

I told her it sounds exactly like Hope you die, son.


she could not deny it.


my grandpa told me he had a friend who died and wanted to leave everything to him, but he could not do it, taking his friends forti=une...
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but what if he decided to give it to me after he died, because i am the grandson... or to give to me and my sister because we are the only two children...

i only wonder that when i think of how my mom has also made sure my sister is also on disability...


We are both fucked in the head, but not disabled.

And my mom also has power of attorney over me for convenience, we agreed? so that i would not have to do paperwork.... because i can't do it... that's part of my mental dissability, but it wasn't a problem, and i live at home...

i thought i was being poisoned because all the bottle caps with the waters at the front of the fridge were cracked... like the plastic was broken. Then I would reach to the back water pile, and try one, and the little plastic things would not be broken.

so it could be luck of the draw, but when i started checking, they were always like that

the reason i was wondering was because mom has access to get my medication that i do not take, and my arms have been hot lately

hot like hot veins that i only felt in the hospital when i started to hear things a few times...

who knows why i was hearing things, but i could have been poisoned.


so i asked mom to buy me a fridge and let me eat all my own food... she finnally said yes, but i had to say" if i had a daughter who wondered if i was secretly medicating her, i would tell her she must have her own fridge and shop with me but get own stuff and keep in own fridge"


after that she said ok

now i'm getting a fridge.

it ain't easy... living.

Last Edited by Yidna on 12/01/2018 11:28 PM

so my grandpa told me that his best friend died who had quite a lot of property and wanted to give it to him but he could not take it.

to me that might mean that he deferred it to someone else in his family.

or he just said no thank you mr. lawyer you can just keep it.... as if right?

he didn't tell me what he chose to do instead of taking his friends fortune.

then he says twice... he's 93... he says to me to different times something about something he has to say to me

and the guy is my moms stepfather according to her, but i know from looks that the one she thinks is her real father wasn't her real father at all, and that's why grandma had 8 abortions not to mix another mans children with her little golden egg with "stepgradpa"

i'm not fucking stupid

she said "opie dyson" was an old Norse saying when you lift something.

i'm gonna try to find it on the google.