OP, you should hit up your doc and get a regular supply of Truvada for PrEP and then start hitting up the local adult bookstore and theater scenes as there are some gay men there that will suck your dick every night and love it and make you forget about chasing 50 year old hefty bags to worm your little dick into.

You can also download Grinder or whatever the current gay hookup app is these days as I'm sure it will get you to some SUPER FAST SEX which is obviously what you need. And assholes are tighter than pussies so you sound pretty gay to all of us anyways and we're sure you'll like it.

But again go ahead and get the Truvada for PrEP first since you WILL get HIV within a year or two once you become a regular pnp boy but it will be worth it because we all know how badly you just need to fuck something with a pulse and your wife probably won't care since she's already been getting good dick from some really hung guys for quite some time now that caused her need multiple pussy surgeries! Good luck!

Here' s a link to Truvada for PrEP:

[link to www.truvada.com (secure)]

PS: ALSO I should add it was really smart for your to come to GLP forums to get some feedback on this monumental potentially life altering decision since everybody here is so grounded and has your best interests at heart like we would for any other AC that we don't know. Rather than talking to some private counselor or person in real life about such issues. As they would CLEARLY steer you off course! Smart choice! When we see a thread like this on GLP, we instantly take it seriously and try our best to help because clearly it's not a troll or somebody trying to brag about sex thread.