sketchy religious parents

I dont even know if I'm adopted or kidnapped. They act so sketchy and sometimes hint at me being adopted. My mother never cooked for me. For lunch, I'd get a piece of bread with cheese on it. Like both stale. My mother keeps on talking about how she's an ancient israelite. It's really creepy, because in one of her books it says that some of the ancient israelites killed people/had slaves. she keeps on trying to get rid of me like senting me to the miiltary etc. It's just creepy. My dad also cheats on his taxes all the time.