I think you are one of the truly honest BRAVE ones. I think you will feel (if you don't already!) much freer, too, and true to yourself. It is obvious really that this holiday and the 'spirit of the holidays' is a very cynically-devised energy-transfer from us to whoever is the grand master of its inception.

It exploits people's emotions, is VERY FAKE, and enriches the Lords of Mammon and impoverishes all of us, ... very evil, if you think about it, and if they ('the man') have even got us to instill insecurity and distrust, and disappointment into our little trusting children (also engendering dissatisfaction with their material things), by lying to them about Santa Claus and all, it is all-around evil.

It isn't even 'Christ's Birthday' anyway, so the whole thing is a lie.

I'm with you, avoid this like the plague upon mankind that it is