Just know a full soul healing process is... let's say the single greatest difficult horror show one can ever endure. After all the only one you're proving yourself worthy to be you is you. So yeah, OP, good luck with properly healing up, and becoming the individual you've quite possibly been wanting to become for an exceptionally long time now. Also just to let you know, OP, the memories that come back to you may not be pleasant memories, but unimaginably horrific memories that threaten to destroy you mind, body, and soul... especially your soul.

Threatening to undoing every bit of progress you've accomplished thus far. If you're strong enough you'll find whatever non-Corrupt Path you can find so you can really work on your full healing process. Once you've completed your full healing process, OP, you'll be able to move on and accomplish whatever it is you had been working on long ago, or even just move on and do something else up to entirely.