I know that dragon leader fairly well, OP. I'll be sticking with the same strategy I've been sticking with for over two years now on this forum which is not to be giving out specific names. Not that most people on this forum would believe me and/or anyone else for that matter should I give out such people's names. It's the Corrupt who are here that I must keep an eye out for. So it's just to keep quiet on such matters for the time being, OP.

Chances are, OP, you were forced yet into Lucifer's unnatural Reincarnation Cycle. He and his people have been using the Moon, it's various spiritual technologies, and it's holographic technologies to create the infamous "Light at the end of the Tunnel" scheme when someone physically dies or has a Near Death Experience. This is a recent development though. So chances are you got hit by one or more of the high voltage cattle prod devices the Corrupt in the Moon uses on people's souls to both pacify said soul and to force their minds to blank out every memory they had up to that point.

You, me, and a great many billions of others on this planet are Lucifer and Satan's experiments. Their end goal is to Corrupt the Spirit of Humanity and these days it's a major battle between them to Corrupt Humanity. Whoever Corrupts Humanity will permanently own all humans mind, body, and soul for as long as what's left of Humanity continues to exist. Unfortunately for us all on this planet Humanity is very dangerously leaning on the edge of oblivion as the species.

I've not given up on Humanity, but I am not looking forward to saving Humanity in it's current form, but post-Apocalyptically. This will make what's left of Humanity alot more manageable if the Spirit of Humanity isn't already Corrupted. If Humanity's Spirit is indeed Corrupt by this point in time then I am quite certain their creator will be deeply saddened but do what must be done to further protect the Universe rather than Humanity then onwards. After all, what's been going on since Humanity abandoned God of the Universe and their creator is entirely Humanity's fault and they've been refusing to take the blame for they did to themselves. This to be expected from an infant species though. So I am not entirely upset with Humanity due to this fact.

As for Lucifer himself, OP, he's Corrupt. No Corrupt being can raise themselves for long durations of time. Being Corrupt is the greatest of horrors and atrocities imaginable as far as I'm concerned. Both Lucifer and Satan will get what's coming to them when the time comes. Now, if you're talking about the "good times" about the Corrupt, OP, the only time that can even remotely come true is when one's Corruption does go dormant.

Because Corruption is the cosmic parasite that alot of people have been calling it for a long time now(but can't be removed through nearly all means including most Magickal means) once it takes root in the mind, body, and soul of it's victim it forms a hardy form of symbiosis. A part of this symbiosis is an incredibly powerful drug like sensation that makes you truly believe you're far more powerful than God Himself. This is part of the drug like highs one's Corruption gives you. The lows on the other hand... oh man... You'll do whatever it takes to get your next drug like fix even when it means raping, murdering, and/or other stuff you normally wouldn't do. The pins and needles you'll feel is a normal part of this symbiosis as well. The pins and needles feel to be physical yet not at the same time. The pain will be excruciating initially, but the longer you've been Corrupt the more of a chance this will become a great source of sordid pleasures.

One of the greatest horrors the Corrupt have is their unfathomably deep and all-consuming need to propagate themselves via Corrupting others at all costs. Till some years ago for well over a hundred billion years straight the single greatest threat the Corrupt posed was Corrupting most others with amazing ease, and the strongest Corrupt leaders and beings had the ability to do this hundreds of light years away.

For example, OP, I distinctly remember being on six other planets during a particularly powerful Corrupt leader's time of Wars. He himself was over three hundred light years away from the planet and star system I was on. These six planets were in six different star systems, but in a star chart at the time they were almost in a line. Four out of six of those planets I was on till the End Times for the dominant species. I was there till the Corrupt had actually forcibly Corrupted the planet and all life on said planet.

When you're a strong empath it's far beyond extremely painful to feel the deaths of everyone, and everything, and even more so to feel them actively being Corrupted all at the same time. Three out of four of these same planets that fell to Corruption had similar levels of technological achievements as current day Humanity. I got online under various pseudonyms trying to help guide their peoples from the Corrupt. I failed miserably each time. Two planets were just "feeding stations" for the Corrupt. There generally weren't any dominant sentient lifeforms on those two planets, but were full of various lifeforms. My ship's AI and I were both in agreement that those two planets most likely had achieved the zenith of life and death balance suitable for their planets' locations within their star systems' Life Belt.

You mentioned that your current lifetime is a vacation, or at least you think it is. As far as I know there is a non-Corrupt being who manages that part for virtually all Magickal beings with a Job. I forgot their name, but I distinctly remember speaking with that individual prior to my current lifetime for the same purpose. I desperately wanted to be free of my Corruption, and become the being I've long since dreamt about since I was forcibly Corrupted in a past life of mine. I got my freedom with the help of a couple of true friends this lifetime.