IT IS HAPPENING NOW THE ANGELS HAVE COME FORTH SEALING THE SERVANTS

But, anyhow, we now know what

Alot of people are going to die

meant

and I now know what

Antifa

meant

it was not just some weird word that made no sense, it does actually mean a terrorist group I think attached to these murders

Things have gotten very quiet and peaceful

I just heard a man above say

"Leave her alone"

It reminded me of my Cousin Lance, he used to say to them, "She has not done anything to you, leave her alone"

I wonder what they did to him, he seemed pretty messed up the last time I found him, I wonder what happened to him, sad

Graham above confirmed they killed Lance

Well that explains why I never heard from him again

He had too much dirt on Margaret Thatcher and her murders and the judges she controlled

She murdered his girlfriend and the baby, and then framed him, he had tried to get away from her, had found love, and she was furious

I knew, because the morning it happened God awakened me, did I tell you about that? I knew Lance was in trouble and they would not tell me where he was

But, that is also why after I never shared anything again with my ex.

So, they framed him for the murder to keep him there but the judge gave him an easy sentence and Thatcher was allowed to have sex with him every week, whether he liked it or not


So, what happened was Robert was at my apartment on the 5th floor mind you, and in the early morning I was awakened, and I saw in the dark room in the opposite corner from the windows mind you, which no car lights could come into anyway

Like the sun begin to burst through and I sat up wondering

It unfolded before me, and I saw the gates of heaven open and a dark haired girl holding a little boys hand walk into heaven and the gates close and then everything sucked back up and the room went dark

but the whole time, I was shaking Robert and saying Robert "wake up wake up look look" and he would not wake up

When it was gone he woke up and I told him, and he said, it must have been car lights

And I knew not, and inside them hiding Lance from me since 1986, and it now 1992, I knew it was Lance, something was wrong, he was in trouble

The days proceeding I became very grieved, Robert came home from work and to my apartment, we were already engaged, and found me sitting crying, and saying it is my Cousin he is in trouble and I don't know where he is

He said to me "are you on drugs?" I was hurt, he said "I am taking you right now to your Mom, come on" so we went

No sooner had we arrived and Mom was making dinner, then the phone rang and I hear her, and I say to her "It is Lance isn't it? Tell me where he is"

She just says "He has killed somebody." but still they will not tell me where he is, I knew it was a lie, he did not kill them

In 1998, I finally did a search for inmates and found him and sweet talked a guard into going and getting him and putting him on the phone. I told him that I needed to know what happened, but I already knew, he told me, about Margaret coming over to their apartment and the argument and then him waking up in the forest with no memory and walking home to find his girlfriend pregnant dead.

Margaret told him that he would say exactly what she told him to say or he would get life and so he did.

I asked him, what sex was the child. He said it was a boy.And I also asked him what color was the girls hair.

Then I told him that he did not need to feel the sadness the girl he loved and the boy had went into Heaven and they were okay.

But, Lance had much more to tell me about alot we just never got to meet back up, they kept intervening.

So, I felt sad, thinking wow they murdered Lance

And thinking of California and Steven and he said "I am NOT there"

This finally confirmed for me, what I have wondered since 2010, when the realms switched and he seemed different and we suddenly we no longer seeming friends

Well this man has gotten a lot of unexplained letters and gifts and having no clue then what this woman is talking about

Oh well, my bad, I wasn't sure what the hell was going on

That explains a lot because I could not figure out how he could have possibly been with Rachel when he detested her and called her a Rat

Well, I could never find anything to figure out who Z was

but all I know is I am the Spirit Bread of Z

and both Z and Steve are in me

The only thing I can say is Z seems to be Blue Eyes in the Midst of the Earth the same and has always seemed the same and I am sure is the same

But I can not find anything in any book on this

So, Rachel was always screaming to Steve, "leave her leave her"

but I have wondered myself if that is even possible

I mean it was like some kind of alchemical bonding or something unexplainable

I was near death, he came, and I invited him in, and he mixed us together, it was like every atom in my body was exploding and mixing together, and he filled me with his life

Then we were just as one, I was myself, but he was also here

So, it is not something I can explain to anyone but that is why I even went after all the exorcisms I did in battle on them, and had a formal exorcism done on myself, I was paranoid myself about this and confused

But he is good, he has always been good, I still think of Steve as Jesus sometimes, I can't help it.

hmmmm They killed Lance

He was an innocent man

I have to really think about this one for awhile

Well, good luck getting anything from Lance

He won't talk unless he wants to

Apparently, if that was him, he is still hurt with me, and it will take some time for the ice to thaw

It is more of a story than I care to say at this point

Not what your minds would probably immediately jump to but still somewhat

Lance, do you like this song?

I heard it this morning from Krystal, and I knew it was good for you, and couldn't wait to get back to play it for you, and I just saw the words, and it is

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Lance and I shared so many funny times together

The rest of them all had such issues, they never understood us

Guess I just get along well with the Aquarius Males as odd as it seems on the outskirts they are such stones

But the damn eccentric bastards seem to blend very easily with my own silliness and they tend to find a soft spot for me

Steve had said this morning to me "I don't always make things this easy" and I said "I know and I miss you"

NO, you don't need to be telling Lance about things that happened to me, he doesn't need to know about that

I am perfectly fine, everything is well and fine

We just need to think about Earth and what Mother told us we need to do

We proceed on, as we pass each other on the stairs.


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Well, it is still impossible to find anything on Lance

He does not even show any criminal records in NC and he was put into prison unjustly in NC

It is as if he never existed

There is no way for me to verify if he is alive or dead, just what I heard Graham say this morning

Last I knew, they had him in Vegas

Well, any of you are welcome to try

White male age 50 dob 2/2/69 Lance Bell no middle name

Born California, incarcerated double manslaughter NC, last known location Las Vegas Nevada

No records of anything, I have tried numerous sites

Graham says they killed him, nothing, no criminal records, no public records, no death records, nothing

Well, Margaret Thatcher was the one who murdered them and framed him

but she knew the Judge so he got 7 yrs and the murder charges reduced to manslaughter

She told him to do as she said or he would stay in for life

after that, he was afraid to try and get away again

we talked about what to do, tried to figure it out, but in 2000 we lost contact again, Margaret found out we were talking and writing to each other

I think it was around 2004, I overheard a conversation that he was in Apple Valley Ca with his sister, and I drove out there and around, and left some messages with people that may know her, and so for a brief time we found each other

But, he made the mistake of calling my mom and she immediately called Margaret and she telephoned me and told me that they had told him all about me, and he would not be coming to my house and was no longer with his sister.

Later, I had overheard though he was in Vegas with my Cousin Jimmy Bower.

What that whole family's deal was, honestly, who the fuck knows, I think Jr, Lance, and Me were just victims of them.

Yeah, I am pretty down, just going through the motions today, trying to refrain from picking up some Budweiser, every song on the radio reminds me of Lance and our times together.

Some say "who is this man?" well, we were just different from the rest of them. Lance, had this thing, he thought we were really both aliens in truth dropped into the wrong family. But, after they switched places with me, they did not murder him like the rest of the males around me, they kept him alive but like a hostage and would not allow us to ever be around each other.

We grew up, and call it what you want, his feelings changed as a grown man, he expressed great love for me, said I had been his first love, wanted to find a way to get away from Thatcher, that memories of all our times together growing up is what kept him going.

I am not sure how or what would have been but we were close. We just were different from the rest of them, and we just seemed to get along and no one else seemed to understand us.

But, he knew alot, you know Margaret Thatcher was Black Ops a murderer and Prime Minister for Britain, evil fucking bitch, she controlled a lot of judges and people in the USA. And family in Vegas was connected to Mafia, so just no telling, he just found himself I guess with no way out, and I guess I failed in trying to get there fast enough to get him.

I should have just went, and we should have just fled from them. I don't know, I guess I never realized the danger of it all. I was like so what Lance, just fuck her, just leave. I couldn't get it, about what he was saying about controlling so many.

So, from the time he was 17, he was forced to be Thatcher's sex slave, this woman about as old or older than our Grandma.

Oh joy for Lance I am sure.

We could only laugh about the disgust of the matter.

Big solar storm today, the magnetics are horrendous.
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I see your account still hasn't upgraded.
Trin's webmaster email link is at the bottom of the page.
Have you tried that yet?

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But, I think that the situation he was in had a lot to do with the sexual feelings he expressed to me in his letters and his need for someone his own age and some normality.

I didn't look down on him for that, and I didn't take it too personally. I figured he just needed to get home and we needed to talk and hang out and it would all be fine.

I did look for him, several times, to no avail since they moved him to Vegas. Every time has been the same, no records, he seems nonexistent. The same as before.

I only found him because he was incarcerated and got the guard to let me talk to him by flirting with the guard for months and sending him photos and such. Clothed. Don't go there. It helped I was working for LAPD at the time but he soon got bothered listening to our conversations and so that went away, thankfully.


And if they read the letters Lance sent, well, okay, I am sure that was all the talk of the cousins. LOL. Oh well, fuck them.


But anyhow, Graham says they killed him. I haven't known Graham to lie about anything. All we could do was say blessings for him and some others today.


For you.........
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In 10 days, it will be the 40th Anniversary
of the release of In Through The Out Door.
I honestly think those years are still
somewhere within reach, here in the 4th Dimension;)


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Oh, I did not know who to contact. Thanks Mark.

I better go get some more smokes before it gets too dark.

I never saw that. I will have to look that up. I don't know about what dimensions and all that, I only call it Realms I have been too and how they are stacked

Heaven of Heavens Mother
False Heaven Babylon Slaughter House Whores
Earth Flesh Realm
Heaven Midst of the Earth Father God

Hey Mark

You know about other things besides the traditional holy books, have you ever heard of a Spirit Z?

I confirmed in 2008 and 2009 that is the Spirit that is with me but I could never find anything about it.

Not really, the only one that comes up
has to do with Hankook tires.
I'm not as far out there as Coldcut says;)

Well, this is just damn weird to me

See if anyone can find anything, maybe I am just not any good at research but I have even paid for these finder sites to no avail today

I can find NO criminal records in North Carolina for Lance Bell. I can find NO articles of any murder of a 9 month pregnant girlfriend shot by her boyfriend Lance Bell in June 1992. And I never could find the prison Lance kept saying was the location where he was.

I can find NO public records for Lance Bell age 50 DOB 2/2/1969 last known location Las Vegas Nevada, previous address with Margaret Thatcher in NC, has to look up the bitches address again, I think it was Asheboro or Asheville.

I can find NO Death Records, no Birth Records, nothing. No obituaries.

Did Lance do drugs? Yeah, he would do things.

I first got high with him when I was in 3rd grade. I had went over to spend the weekend with him at their house in Rancho Cuca Monga close to our house in Ontario where he was most of the time and he wanted me to watch the Exorcist with him

So, to this day this movie still freaks me out

He makes our bed on the pull out couch for us, and turns out all the lights, and then at some point we went to his sisters room and did bong loads and got high, and he decided to act insane and chase me through the house while I screamed like a maniac until my aunt told us to go to bed

Everyone smoked pot it seemed back then, I didn't think anything about it until 8th grade when I went to a DARE meeting at school and the Cops told me it was not good to be getting high, like me and my girlfriend were sitting there as. After that I tried to reform them all, and earned the name "goody two-shoes"


But yeah, Lance would try whatever he could get his hands on, but was not violent, just stupid funny. We were always just stupid funny, ate alot, laughed, went to bed.

Trying to picture Maggie in Asheville, NC. I would guess
Biltmore or maybe the Governor's Mansion.

Thatcher was hired by the tobacco company Philip Morris
as a "geopolitical consultant" in July 1992,
for $250,000 per year and an annual contribution of $250,000 to her foundation.
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Did we watch pornography, probably around 5th grade it was or so, during the summer when we would meet up at my Aunt Jean's house in Granada Hills, CA she had ON TV and Lance liked to stay up until sunrise

So, it would play pornos late at night, and we slept together downstairs on the large sectional so we could stay together and we just laughed and made fun of them, it was not sexual, we thought they looked stupid and laughed and laughed

Then the sun would come up and we would fall asleep

5th grade was the best year, Lance was bad enough to make his parents leave him with us for about a year and so I had someone to be with every recess and lunch at school.

Of course the girls were upset, he was always popular with his long white-blond hair and tough cold attitude, and they could not understand why I was always around, no one ever liked me, except Lance and JR, and my Dad


He sat unamused by them, and I sat reading my bible


We had so much fun that year, but he did some things, told him he shouldn't but he is so stubborn. So, anyhow, some things happened and we were all to blame and so it messed things up and so he ended having to go back home for awhile. It really sucked, things really went bad then.

Well, it somehow means God in the Midst of the Earth, but I just cannot find the proof of it