so while the so called Judges in the Sky are now dumbfounded trying to discern right from wrong as I have again went up again and given them their own laws and more that their God as well laid down after that.........and I have peace


I was reviewing with my daughter many events and things that occurred. Now, my Dad's family finds me after I did the DNA test last year.


They claim to have never of met me. They say they have no idea where I was since my parents divorced, none of them have any memory of my visits to New Mexico in 1985. And the my Dad's "family" that I knew does not exist and they had no idea who I was talking about.


They do not know how I knew my dad was dead. They claim that my dad was not spiritual or religious at all, and yet, when we were alone that is all we talked about. Before my dad was supposedly murdered he sent me a picture of Jesus praying and wrote on it, "When you are confronted with Good and Evil, it is better to think more of the Good and less of the Evil"


so I can go on and on about this whole matter and many strange things happening in 2011 and to why I in no way believe he is dead at all.


Then, Steven, the last I talked with him, he does not seem to know who I am. He does not seem to know anything about anything.........and yet, my friends, family, daughter can tell everyone I was around that man for 5 years, and met with him every week. Everyone, everyone thought we were having sex and I was his girlfriend.


Then, in 2009, my Mom's side of the family, not knowing anything that was going on, only knowing I had always been there for them no matter how they had treated me, suddenly goes beserk........my Mom just disappears, unknown where.......others tried to murder me. These people who I have never harmed, done so much for them, are now assaulting me and trying to shoot me.


My daughter and I, because my stepfather who I had cared for for years taking him to all his doctors visits, suddenly assaults me and starts saying all kinds of perverted shit to me "it is my right to play with those big titties" "are you ready to spread your pussy for me" and starts assaulting me...........I am fucking mortified.......my daughter is mortified..........he then will try and shoot me and bust up my truck and so we literally just end up out in the desert wasteland on foot trying to figure out what to do and in shock.

I told my daughter, sometimes I think to myself that I should try and contact your Grandma's side of the family but at this point, the way it is going, and the rate of people developing complete amnesia in the USA they would probably not know us at all either.