OH, and there was this other thing as well

You know all these years while I was dealing with the whole Steven and Rachel thing and remained under great attack.....

I had a hard time again believing that Steven and I would ever be together due to something that happened

You see, since this begin, I have NEVER known God to say something, and then change His mind. If He says it, it always is.

So, in late March I suddenly come awake with energy and I tell Krystal, we left that house vacant, we need to go, let us go quickly, grab your things......

Now a few things are going to happen on this trip back that were very significant but I will talk of this

We stopped in Albuquerque New Mexico for reasons.

And in the morning hours, I was awakened by Father, and He was there with me, and He said "No one will ever understand you, like I do. Therefore, I have decided that I will keep you to myself."

I was not really sure what to make of that......but when Rachel and Steven were playing their games to my detriment, I would tall Steven, huh, you know, I am not sure you are my husband, did you check with Father? I need for Father to tell me that, because I am not sure that we are ever going to be together.