IT IS HAPPENING NOW THE ANGELS HAVE COME FORTH SEALING THE SERVANTS

I do hope to be "sealed" as you have claimed. My sins smell like my commode... My heart lacks caring for others... still I do hope. And yes, that's yet another sin (pandora's box)... it reminds me of one of the 1st songs I learned on guitar... the guitar isn't my "problem". ;)



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And NO, I am not here to drag everyone's dirty little secrets out

That is between your and Father God Almighty.

I have mentioned only a few people here, because it is very relevant and a matter of necessity.

But no, look, hey, if one day we are sitting having some beers listening to music, and you want to Bar-b-que because for some reason, I can't seem to, I burn it all up and want to share something between us, well, okay, and that is where it will stay.

Otherwise, if you did something, then you need to talk to Father about it.

I don't want to know anyone's sex lives, or dirty little deeds, and I am not going to spy on you, or invade your privacy, if I go somewhere, I am taken, and it is a matter of necessity for me to know something.

I do NOT in anyway, have the ability of your Creator God, to know all your Works recorded, or to be able to search ALL of your past lifetimes, or to be able to see everyone involved and around you, and why you may have done the things you did. All of these things are taken into account in Judgment.

Sometimes, we are put into situations that are beyond our control by enemies of God, and we may not handle it so well, and those things are taken into account.

I do NOT have that ability, I am simply returning from Death again, as an emissary on behalf of Saving Earth.

So as for your abilities... you claim to have been sealed into God's kingdom. Or is t Gawd's? Please clarify! My heart does lust for God's kingdom.

Now, April this year feels very scary to me

The Angels did NOT tell me how much time was granted for me to succeed in this mission, or Earth would have to be destroyed.

The first time, I bought 11 years from time that I was to die. However, they would murder me again in 2008, Rachel and the USA Government and I am not sure if she controls those ones or not.

Therefore, it feels scary not knowing, and I realize it is now 2019, coming up on the 11th year anniversary.

Again, I was NOT told this time and I do not know. All I know is that the Angels always visit, when they come in the month of April, towards the second half of the month.

I will have to check to be sure, but I think that I read that April also coincides with the conception of Horus the Immaculant Son.

They are immortal Humans, of incomprehensible power, always attired in ALL White, all White Hair and very bright Blue Eyes, and very bright themselves, like the roof of your home has suddenly been torn off and the Sun is shining directly on you.

They watch everyone, and monitor time for Father Himself.

Abilities that God has given me is Sight of things invisible, not all, but most, as He sees fit, the ability to know and hear what is going on in other Spiritual realms, at times I will hear others thoughts, at times animals will begin to talk English to me and I have even had some old trees do the same. When I am angry and pushed beyond my eyes will go Red and then God will take care of ones attacking me. In battle, He has at times filled me to an extent that his fire came out of my hands and eyes and destroyed demons coming down attacking me.

As far as the Seal, you may be sealed and not know it.

You most likely do NOT feel like I do, I have spirits come everyday and touch me, pull my hair, kiss me, others just like me to acknowledge they are there.

On that day, I was sitting here researching, and I felt a strong presence grab my hand, and I could feel on the top of my hand something and I heard "Sealed" from the presence, but I can only see what God wants me to see.

Then, I again, was concerned for my Daughter, and I said to Father please Father I must know from you, Mother has approved, and Jesus has approved, but I must know from you if what I was shown is correct......I cannot return if my daughter does not come too....we have always reincarnated together.....and so I believe it was the next day......that I was outside and He said "The Road is paved"

At first, I was like huh? and I thought alot about it, then I felt that He was saying to me what I had been shown us walking down the road into Heaven together.

But, most likely, if you are a decently good person, got baptized, honor the Eucharist with some bread and wine and remember the sacrifices of so many including God's Son, then you are OKAY.

And, truly, Sir, no paranormal show has anything on me, my visitations from the dead began when I was 3 years old.

Well per your idea that I may be sealed yet not know... I do believe in that for my reality. AND FURTHERMORE.. Pascal's wager demonstrates that hope (prelim of believing faith) is bigger than my whole life. Bless you OP!



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And also on my heart to tell you, is that the most basic things is do NOT commit sexual immorality.

If you are NOT married to that woman, do not have sex with her, Masturbation is fine and your dirty little thoughts are fine, but do NOT commit the Works.

Do not be a Liar, if you in a situation, and you cannot say the Truth, then say nothing.

Do not be like so many, and forget that God has formed you and created you, and reincarnated you here now for a reason. Do not be like the wicked who blasphemes God, who worship demons and idols, some alien gods, and in no way acknowledge His Greatness and His Love for you. To God being Faithless and perverse are very severe. These hurt Him the most and will cause His Great Anger.

However, I have found God to be more than I could have ever hoped for. The LOVE and His consistency every day is so comforting and stable to me. It is the Best Husband any woman could want.

I have never felt so understood and loved in my entire life except by my children, and of course, even God exceeds them.

I do hope to be "sealed" as you have claimed. My sins smell like my commode... My heart lacks caring for others... still I do hope. And yes, that's yet another sin (pandora's box)... it reminds me of one of the 1st songs I learned on guitar... the guitar isn't my "problem". ;)




What a song to post. LOL. I was starting to get unnerved the other day before they decided to calm their asses down again.....and I had pulled up that song.

No one is perfect here. I have said before, Not every sinner is a Saint, but every Saint has been a sinner.

Look at the apostles, they did all kinds of things before they came to God., look at King David.....just be a good person and LOVE God and talk to Him as if He was standing right there, because He is.

And I apologize to you all

The great vast fortune that was left for me, was stolen by the whores and the Entertainment Industry

Father had set aside an enormous sum, to ensure that I would be able to care for you all during this Great Spiritual Event so that we all could have everything we needed and focus on this matter for Him and Earth and simply the continuance of this species of Humans.

Father is quite furious over this matter and they refuse still to admit what they did in Babylon, or to return all of our stolen things.

To give you an idea.....I was told in 2008, that I was in danger, to leave the USA immediately with the children and go and purchase this castle. And I am saying to them, what money? Where? And Father said "Someone has robbed the Piggy Bank" and He was quite angry.

[link to www.castles-for-sale.com]

I thought you might enjoy that;)
It is the best medicine.
I'm gonna go review my journal from '08.

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Only a few thoughts on my mind today

First of all, Steven is so highly intelligent that I cannot believe he is confused in anyway

Secondly, Horus and Bastet loved their Mom very much, but I again feel that Osiris did not really love Isis.

I think that Osiris actually did prefer to be with Nepthys and that Isis devoted herself and loved a man so greatly to her detriment that did not have the same depth of love for her.

Just like Rachel has been very good doing murdering and very horrific evil things while portraying such an act of innocence to others, I feel Steven is not really being honest either. There is NO way this man is that confused or not getting it.

However, I feel in good conscience about the matter. I feel that I gave everything I could to make sure that he knew damn well the consequences of what he was doing. So, I give it to Father God and let it go. Shogani!

Another thought on my mind today was that freaky book, "A Course in Miracles" that seemed to keep fulfilling itself months later when I picked it up and found that yes, I had went before God in Judgment and yes, He was merciful and I had passed. Has anyone read this book? Did anything happen? Debating whether to go to Barnes and Noble and buy it again. I mean I have no idea how it ends.

Yeah, let me know if you find anything strange in your review in 2008 that was when all Hell broke loose the first time.

Hey, and if you have a journal for 2010, look from April to August that year, and see if you noted anything in dreams or anything out of the ordinary. That was when the battle went psycho, and I finally just dropped to the floor in exhaustion, and all I could do, was start knocking on the floor and screaming for my Father God. And He was very quick to respond, He just destroyed in Hell completely multitudes of them. His Spirit rose up from the Midst of the Earth and it filled me and lifted me to my feet and it continued to rise up to Babylon and then He just destroyed their entire souls and everything from existence and they rest He knocked out of there. From that day all the way until January 2011, I watched them fall from the sky like lightning.

Have a nice day. Take care.

Off hand I remember getting rear-ended in my truck 8/10.
It was 100° here. I got the truck from my brother 3/10.

The coldest temperature ever observed, by satellite, in Antarctica, -135.8°F, 8/10/10.

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Oh, and last night, I heard this Female voice like coming from inside of me, and I could have sworn it was My Mother Maat......but I have not heard Her voice in so long

and She said "You can complete this Work"

However, for myself, there is really NOT anything at this point that I have not touched on with you. I have told you all from the beginning that I know a little of a little.

So, the really big problem on Earth is the Roman Catholic Church who beyond all their crimes on Earth, were over Spiritual Egypt our slaughter house. And the New Testament has so many twists of characters in it that it leads man to confusion and lies and confusion make you weak and easily controlled.

So, again, the One you are referring to as Jesus in the story, was actually John the Son of Elizabeth and He was mixed in Spirit with Magdalene, He was a reincarnation of Osiris the King of Kings and Lord of Lords, the Son of God, but NOT PERFECT LIKE HORUS THE IMMACULANT, He was crucified in Spiritual Egypt it true in Revelation 11:8, and He lived in Flesh.......but then He abandoned His wife and children and left her to raise them alone, and He went to Japan and married Nepthys reincarnate and had children with her.

This explains to me, after years, when I received the message from Steven, I collapsed for 2 months initially, and Father God was furious, He would awaken and so I would know that something was going to happen but not sure what, and I would be awakened to see the Tsunami hit Japan. It would be this event and two more significant events dealing with Japan that I have NO doubt this story about Japan and the Youtube videos are telling the Truth.

[link to www.smithsonianmag.com (secure)]

So, Osiris although Nepthys does use alot of Sorcery to destroy Isis appearance and curse her, oh, and here is another very significant thing........I, have NEVER been a prostitute but she would paint a 15yr old virgin as one and switch places with me, and paint herself as me.......AND THE ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH TO THIS DAY TRIES TO SAY THAT MAGDALENE WAS NOTHING MORE THAN A REPENTED PROSTITUTE.......They tried to say that to me and my daughter as well, and I said "NO she was not, and there is nothing that ever says she was" And the priest admitted that I was right, there was nothing that ever said that she was, but they just believed she was the prostitute.

So, for years I have had so many attack me screaming "prostitute. Whore" and I am like....wow okay...geez when did I start self imposed celibacy again.....because I was tired of getting my heart broke.......2005......yeah, really some prostitute.......what a joke

So, Nepthys does use sorcery to be with Osiris and make him want her but you know, if you know, that is going on, then you need to get help and try and break the spells. But, I have to agree with Mother, the Curses on me and Earth, I have NOT been able to break at all, and to my knowledge we have not done the prayers as She stated to remove it.

So.......know......the one you refer to as Jesus was John who got crucified, cheated on his wife again, and he did return to Babylon or Hell. He was NOT the Son Horus the Immaculant who ascended to the Right Hand of God.

And so, you say, if Jesus was John....then who was John? And I am still kind of just puzzling my way through that because it was Jesus NOT John, who was mixed with me in Spirit, that met me alone on the beach that day, and kissed me like I had never been kissed, and they were definitely lovers...though nothing Divine would ever look on nudity or violate and defile a marriage bed, so of course, I was not shown all that transpired.

I mean it does seem to me, that the one you call Jesus was actually named John in the New Testament, and He was Horus announcing the arrival of His Father who He loved very much......it is known that Isis was with Osiris, and then He goes off with Nepthys and she is with Horus the Immaculant Right Hand of God.

And this reminds me of something.....I did NOT know the New Testament that well at all when all this begin.....and I kept saying NO that is NOT right, Jesus who you are calling John, the son of Elizabeth, did NOT die before the crucifixtion.....I kept saying that.....and I also kept saying NO I am not sure he was beheaded........

So, I am unsure about this......and the timing of these things......I just know they showed me the one called John mixed in spirit with Magdalene........then the one called Jesus embracing her and kissing her on the beach.....

But, this has been done intentionally by them, to control mankind and keep them confused and held their hostages and victims by Babylon.

OH, and there was this other thing as well

You know all these years while I was dealing with the whole Steven and Rachel thing and remained under great attack.....

I had a hard time again believing that Steven and I would ever be together due to something that happened

You see, since this begin, I have NEVER known God to say something, and then change His mind. If He says it, it always is.

So, in late March I suddenly come awake with energy and I tell Krystal, we left that house vacant, we need to go, let us go quickly, grab your things......

Now a few things are going to happen on this trip back that were very significant but I will talk of this

We stopped in Albuquerque New Mexico for reasons.

And in the morning hours, I was awakened by Father, and He was there with me, and He said "No one will ever understand you, like I do. Therefore, I have decided that I will keep you to myself."

I was not really sure what to make of that......but when Rachel and Steven were playing their games to my detriment, I would tall Steven, huh, you know, I am not sure you are my husband, did you check with Father? I need for Father to tell me that, because I am not sure that we are ever going to be together.

Now, I was really mad with the Jews when I heard that they say Jesus is in excrement in Hell, and his mother Mary was a whore.

I have never heard them say one derogatory thing about Elizabeth, nor have I heard them say anything derogatory about Magdalene

So, in looking at how the RCC has painted these characters we would say Jesus was the one crucified in spiritual egypt, and abandoned his wife and went with Nepthys in Japan and Israel acknowledged that Japan was telling the Truth.

Also, in the book of the dead, we see that many say, that Osiris is in excrement. And he did not ascend to Heaven, due to his adultery he did return to Babylon or Hell.

Therefore the Jews were NOT being mean to Christians to say this, they have been going up to Babylon since before Exodus.

And so, I feel the very big issue that the RCC also has with Magdalene, is that the real Whore, switched places, and they know that...and painted Magdalene very innocent and beautiful girl with long golden hair, very much in love, as the prostitute.

At this point, I am really going to have to lean towards more of what they Jews have said, because it is lining up, and we just need to understand that names of characters have been switched. John is in Hell also known as Babylon and was the one crucified, but we do call him Jesus.

So, simply to make it clearer I guess to myself as well, it is better for me to write it out

From the Jews account.....Mary was the Whore, and Osiris reincarnated through her, was crucified, cheated and abandoned his wife, went to Japan, and died and returned to Hell and is in excrement

Now, Mary was in the House of David, and Elizabeth was in the House of Jacob, also called Israel.

When Mary was offered anything she wanted, anything at all, she asked to be given the House of Elizabeth, the Widow's house and things......which is a sin in itself....therefore Elizabeth took over the House of David.

However, if you read carefully, while yes, David was the house of the Sword and not always an easy thing.......Jacob called Israel is cursed back in the Old Testament and the curse is that they shall own NO land on Earth.

There were only two whole tribes that EVER remained Loyal to God and that was David, the House of Judah, and Benjamin and I believe some say some of Levi.

All the rest turned against God no matter how much He cursed them, or did many things.

I simply had to laugh in spite of so much pain and sadness that has occurred.......and say, oh, who is Mary the Whore this time playing Holy Virgin......Rachel? LOL, geez, that one was certainly the most evil whore I have ever encountered in life, Diane was very evil, but wow....this one......truly a work of Lucifer......

It was like the expansion series of Diane. However, the curse on me, did originate with Diane, and I am sure others added to it, as it went along and I would not die.

In my mind, everything is very simplified by simply saying "Sever everything from me and daughter that is California or Rome."

We do NOT want to have anything at all to do with either.

This is given to Father God to deal with as He may.

I do NOT in anyway believe that Steven is confused about anything, and I can find NO reason for what me and my children went through with Rachel.

We had not harmed anyone, this was a mission to Save Earth.

I fell asleep for hours and I realize that I have done something very strange again

Several days ago, I went and charged for a cologne for Steven....I have NEVER bought cologne for any man, and I certainly have NEVER bought name brand anything since becoming a single Mom so many years ago.

And my daughter remarked on this as well....saying Mom, I have never seen you buy anything name brand......

But, there were colognes I would smell and like them, but that day, all of them smelled BAD.......except this one, a new one I had not smelled before.....Eternity AIR

And, perhaps, it is only me, just now, realizing the sarcasm in what I have done..........I didn't realize it at the time.......and I don't know why I did it......


So, I write Steven a letter, telling him many Truths, about the switch and the curse, and the suffering we had went though, and how I have not been well for several weeks....

And then I say, but I have done everything that I can now......and I wanted to get you something for LOVE

Eternity AIR

All of a sudden, I wake up, and I say why did I do that? What love? Eternity AIR? The Lake of Fire?

And the 8th throne was part of the 7th and went into perdition with the Beast

The Devil that deceived them was cast into the Lake of Fire with the Beast

Hmmmmmmmmmm.....

my Daughter and I have agreed in prayer with God, that all things Rome and California are to be severed from us and it is given to the Right Hand of God to deal with.

The Roman Catholic Church and numerous ones in California have committed crimes against God, mankind, and Earth that are atrocious, and we can find no more excuse for.

The Church of Christ, the REAL Church, would have taught his disciples about reincarnation, the Isis and Osiris cyclical event, the spirit realms and navigating your way through them, the soul's evolvement, they Wisdom already given in other Cultures as well, like the Vedas and Budha, and many other teachings from other countries......and yes, I do believe Christ did give us the understanding again of King David of God's love and mercy he also reaffirmed very strong moral values of Moses.

My daughter and I have been baptized more than once as NON DENOMINATIONAL

I have NOT found yet, ONE proclaimed "Christian" Church to be REAL Christians, and most of them have become full blown Heretics telling people God condones Homosexuality. Total abomination that means DEATH and DEATH to God is destruction of their Entire Soul in Hell. That is NOT helping to LIE to people because you want them to like you and you want their money.

TRUTH WILL NEVER MAKE ME A POPULAR GIRL ON EARTH, BUT I CERTAINLY DO ALRIGHT WITH GOD AND ANGELS.

So, the Bible teaches us repeatedly that ALL prophecies are IN part ONLY......God always retains the right to fulfill them as HE chooses, and when what is perfect to Him happens, all the IN part is done away with

I think for that reason, the last Mayan Calendar that they found was completely blank. To me, how I interpreted that based on these last 11 years, is that the fate of mankind and Earth rests on mankind and what they do. It could not be set into stone. It could go one way or another and was unknown.

I love so many stories in the Old Testament. And I will have to recheck on this one, as I read it when I was a child, and may not be saying it correctly.....so, if someone knows it better, than please correct me....

So, there is this prophet that God sends to these most evil people on Earth, very awful ones who have done much harm and very perverse.......and the prophet is telling them, God is going to destroy you, you are perverse and evil, and liars, and God is going to destroy all of you

Well, the King hears the message......and he immediately orders that everyone in the land, stop all of their wickedness and they dress chastely, and they start repenting and praying to God.....and God is happy, and He says okay....this is good to me.

But, the prophet becomes furious, he has went through so much, He is upset with God, and saying, they did all this evil they should be destroyed.......

So now, I think this is the same account, and again, correct if wrong, the man is then out in the desert and God causes a tree to grow and give him shade and he is so grateful for this tree, and then God makes the tree die, and the man is very sad over the tree and grieved over it

And God then tells him, you know, you loved this tree, and you are so sad now that it is dead and I have taken it away, but don't you think that I love ALL of my children more than a tree? You wanted me to put to death all of these, but they are still my children, I just wanted them to do the right thing and stop their wickedness.

God has shown me since 2008, that He cannot be contained in ONE Book on Earth, and while I have always brought my daughter up to embrace the whole Earth and people, this Truth was confirmed for me starting in 2008.

Now, in regards to fornication and homosexuality. I, honestly, did NOT think there was anything wrong with what people did in the privacy of their own bedrooms. I felt to myself, well, they are not harming us, so whatever and however they want to do, well that is their choice. While I would NEVER treat someone with hatred or harm them for their choice, I will tell you honestly and truly, that these things are abomination to God, and cause for DEATH. He has made that very clear to me.

And also, on my mind to tell you, is that I have noted many times now........that there are TWO Horus' and I have to find out more and further about this. I need to know if they were both Immaculant, I know one is for sure, and I know one is a Warrior that defends His Father Osiris.....but I must go back again....and do more research on this.....

I can embrace so many things around the World and teachings......from a Hindu, Buddhist, High Priestess who has NOT corrupted the Laws of Magick, Jew, Confucious, American Native Indians, Gnostics, and so many more.......

But, I have NEVER been able to tolerate liars, workers of Evil, and hateful violence with no excuse in the name of a Religion........Hence, I have no tolerance at this point for the Roman Catholic Church and them stealing artifacts from every country and hiding them or destroying them, and all of their horrific disgusting works while having a proclamation of Holiness.....and I in no way condone Islam for corrupting God's Words and making up their own false accounts of everything and the violence, abominations, and oppression.

There is a VERY BIG DIFFERENCE IN LIFE, BETWEEN MURDER OF INNOCENT PEOPLE, AND BEING FORCED TO DO DEFEND ONESELF BY EVIL PEOPLE IN BATTLE........VERY BIG DIFFERENCE......

The people that the Roman Catholic Church murdered with the most horrific cruelty I have ever read, yes, even worse than the Holocaust, were innocent people who in NO way were harming them. They were NO threat to them, except that they knew Truth and the RCC saw that as a threat in itself. And, in case, you are unaware, the RCC supported Hitler's works and you will see at the Museum of Tolerance babies being slaughtered and a Catholic Priest standing there in approval. Further, do a little research, and you will find the RCC actually created Islam, and this is also why the Demon they sent and they use alot of Demons, would NOT enter because a Dog was present at one point.

Since When did an Angel of God have a problems with Animals? I do NOT know one Godly being or Godly person on Earth, who does not love Earth and all animals. Dogs have worked so hard to bridge the gap and become our best friends, and others say Cats, and other say many other things, their birds, their ferrets, their lizards, and more.

So........I am NOT a stupid Woman on Earth, and there are many things I will NOT embrace that that the World does without question or care about anything, not earth, not their souls, and certainly nothing else in existence.

So, there is something that concerns me greatly and I have been remembered of

Back in 2004, my sight is returning, and I realize I am under attack by Demons, and these Evil women in Babylon that want me dead.

So, it was at that time, I had run into a High priestess who I had met many years ago.....and we would go and visit with her some afternoons and talk with her about her beliefs, and she was a very sweet and loving woman.

So, she would call and say to me one day, Jenny, I have finally figured out what is wrong....someone has covered you in Black Magick and she tried to help, and got attacked and we had to stop communicating

But, at that time, I respected her beliefs, but I did NOT believe myself that reincarnation was real or that magick was real. However, I decided well what the hell, I might as well try, you know.......it seemed all very funny to me, I would consecrate my circle and call upon Angels and elements of Earth and it was very fun......I made it like a song and dance.....and would laugh and talk to the air.....and it just seemed to me to be something fun to do at the time

But, during this time.....I had read something somewhere and I could not let it go.......so I would constantly say "No One Can Have Love, Until Everyone Has Love, and No One can be Free, Until Everyone is Free"

AT that time, why this was so in me, and was so resonating with my soul, I did not know.......but now I know perfectly well.

But, it would not be until 2005, that I was in a situation, where a person had intentionally hurt me, that I was at home, having some beers, and bored that evening, and looking at different books......and I decide, you know, you fucking liar, I know you are a liar, okay, this is so funny......let's do this......so I follow along, and me and Krystal and laughing so much our stomaches are hurting, and I say, okay, now we got to go out to the cross roads and I am going to throw all of these ashes to the Winds.......

and thank goodness that we lived out in very desolate area.....because yeah, I have had some beers, and we drive down to the corner......laughing and laughing....and I get out throw it out to the winds and tell them again.......and we go home and fall asleep laughing and crying so hard

Hmmmm.....and then, I am awakened several hours later by the phone.....and well, what do you know......it is his wife in Texas and she has already called his job, and all of his friends, and she is calling me to find out what has been going on.....and I told her, and I told her that I had a feeling and I had asked him many times, are you sure you are not with someone, because I keep having the feeling you are.......and at that point, I said to Krystal.......you know what, that shit is real.

Hmmm......geez.....I don't think I will mess with that....better just to call upon Jesus and God, you know, how do you determine what will happen......geez...

But, today......I understand so well....you want to deny me love, well you have denied yourself, and you want to try and hold ones captive and by force when you are unwelcome here.......well, you will become the captives......no one have love until everyone does, and no one will be free until everyone is free.

That is a right of being a Human and Mankind, we were created to be Free.

So, in my opinion, if Osiris cannot find a loyal and lasting love for his wife Isis, then he needs to follow the Law of the Jews

Give Isis a decree of Divorce, and release her from her obligations to Him, and allow her to marry a man who loves her.

But, you are NOT ever putting me and my children through this shit again. You are not having a wife and a whore.

You are not going to be committing adultery and fornication anymore with me. Now, you figure it out, but do NOT ever involve me and my children again in your shenanigans.

I will NOT share my husband with any other woman, period.

So, I take it that Steven does still love me

He showed me a glass slipper


and then I was still thinking, and he gave me a spanking, this happens often with him and Father.......


But, you know, I told you before, in the midst of Battle in 2008, and I am getting slaughtered here......from so many.....and trying to protect my children, and trying to get through all the books I am to look at


And they are stealing all my things.......Queen Elizabeth comes upon me, herself, and she takes from me my "Cinderella Wedding" and I think, but I cannot remember exactly that she gave me a "Fat Gypsy Wedding" instead


And I was really mad.......and like why are you here stealing my shit too.........


But, it would not be until a few years later that I saw the news that I was so fucking furious..........Kate's Cinderella Wedding.........that girl grew up well cared for, in a rich family, and going to the most prestigious college.........how was she Cinderella ?


I was the little girl who was the maid and cook from very young, and treated very badly by all of them, with 3 evil half sisters, and abused........I was the little girl always singing to God while I worked and talking to the animals because they were my only friends......I was the little girl dressed in rags because I was not allowed any new clothes like them...........and I was the little girl that said when I turn sweet 16, the King is coming for me, oh Father this is so great, the King is coming for me........I am going to go away from them and have so much love and happiness ........oh Father do not ever let me older than sweet 16...........


You know........why do people harm and fuck up other people's lives for no reason?


To me, I truly felt that Kate should have been promoted as I think one of the ONLY Females in Royalty to have a College Education from a very wealthy family, and a very pretty girl that was a good British woman, she was NOT Cinderella suffered and in rags at all.

But, the spankings do NOT wound me, it is just enough for me to know, that I am thinking wrong, and I need to stop


Wasnt' it God or was it Moses that said, spare the rod and spoil the child


For Krystal she was always so good, that I actually only swatted her on the butt one time when she was around two. I am not sure what was going on, we were in the mall and suddenly she lays down on the floor and is having a temper tantrum.......and she had never done that.......ever......she was always a happy little girl....and she already seemed to know everything......I mean it doesn't seem like I had to do anything.........


And so, I pulled her up and swatted her on the butt, and said "what are you doing? what is going on with you? you do not act like that in public? Now behave yourself like a lady."


That is the only time I remember. The child has never disrespected me, or in any way caused me concern or grief.........oh yeah.......except for that weird shit that happened a few years back and the Japan thing.......and the bout of some kind of amnesia and delusion about Obama........but that passed and is fine.........


and in fact, everyone knows that we have never had any dissension between us, that still the children remark on this......as it caused both me and Krystal alot of sadness that this occurred and we cried and moved past it.


They say, we do think it is true, your Mom was Chinese like she said, she raised you many ways of Chinese, and she bought all the Chinese art again, and put it up, and she was mad at Japan.........is your Mom still mad at us........and I say, NO, I am okay, I am fine, I was just going through some things, and we are okay now, we have gotten it straightened out.

Okay........so I am starting on this part now, trying to straighten this out

Now, my Son that I came back from the Midst of the Earth pregnant with caused the whores to go beserk.....

And, I was telling them, this is NOT Steven's Son, I have NOT had sex with Steven, Steven and I have NEVER committed any sexual immorality

And I say to Steven's Spirit, that was Your Brother

But, I do not know why.......but I say to him over and over what the hell is going on.......she is screaming that I cannot have your child, that she is going to have your child, that was Your Brother

Now, my Son will give His life, and He be taken by the Heaven of Heavens in the Sky Over Babylon and Earth.

But, you see, while NO one wants to tell the Truth here, you see, I am very much sure about events that have happened and I am very much sure.......that Steven was to find me in 1986

You know, these Whores are NOT just me and my children's enemies they have fucked up his life as well, and who knows how many countless others.......no telling......

So yes, for me to have had the Son of the King, was a very big threat to them, because Horus the younger, would be the Warrior and Avenger

Anyhow so I was shocked to find this just now......I am like WTF....see I just do not believe in coincidences....and now this is lining up with what occurred in 2008

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Geez, people are we all going to make it through my own paranormal life?

Now I do not think that me in the flesh is Mother Herself, NUT

Mother was very clear to me about my past lifetimes but there is another matter to consider here

At the time, that I went down for the 2nd Judgment before God, I had NOT had the surgery for separation of forms

Mother showed me about the little green terrestrial that ended up here on Earth and how in the beginning we are having fun and growing things on Earth......

And the little terrestrial turns to Mother and says "You are You, but Who Am I?"

And Mother says "You are ME"

Now, I originally interpreted that as, oh, she was mixed with something, and Mother's DNA.....and I still feel that is how it is......and what She meant

So, at the time this First Son is caught up to the Immortal Human Mother in the Heaven of Heavens I am still joined with the little ET on Earth

Then, I is May, I think, pretty sure, all of a sudden I am in surgery and I am remembering what She showed me in 2006, about the need for the spinal replacement so that I could leave my body completely She says

Well, I am screaming in pain, I cannot move, I tell my daughter call papaw and tell him, look, bring me some of your Vicodin and some beer.....something is wrong with my back and I am in severe pain......

NO.....I am NOT a drug addict.......but at times, I have needed some pain medication.......so, he comes, and gives me like 4 to have as needed.......and I ask him to please help me get up I have to shower

So, I go to shower and the water is ice cold.....and so I get dressed and I say to him, Tom, something is wrong with the water heater......can you check it.....and he says, it is broke...

I say, great, I have no money well, I guess cold showers will work

So, for a week or so, I take cold showers, and then one day he shows up, and he says, I have this idea, about how to fix the water heater, let me see if this works, and I say "look you know, I am out of work for a little bit, so I can't pay you back right now"

And he tries his new idea that has come to him, and it is fixed, and I say "how much did you spend, so I know how much I owe you" And he says, 'it is okay honey, it only cost 7 dollars"

So now........I will remember something else in 2006....

Mother is showing me about this surgery...and She says to me "Now, I am going to have to put out your water heater because you like to take hot baths everyday, and it will cause infection, so I am going to have to do this"

And I say, "I can't afford to get a new water heater"

And She says, 'Okay, I will give someone the knowledge of how to fix it for a few dollars when it is healed enough for you to be in hot water again"

So.....the first Son happened though while I was still attached, and now, I am not attached.

I did NOT talk to really anyone about this except for Graham and I told him about it briefly and said "yeah and She said something like I was Generation X" and He said, "Yes, that means you are Human now"

Very wise man, knew stuff that nobody else knew.

But, I have told the USA Govt repeatedly stop terrorizing that little ET, she is connected to ALL the green things on your planet, that is your oxygen and food.

Let her rest comfortably and sleep.

You can read her The Word of God and psalms of David she likes, or you can tell her about stories in the Old Testament and how God defeated Evil......but do NOT terrorize her

Stop asking her questions, she is a child, she is NOT God, ask your Father Creator God your concerns.....

Oh well.......

Now, when I was first researching to try and find out who this Immortal Woman was of Great power and authority...I said "She is Maat, truth, law and authority on Earth, and She said she is my Mother. She is the one you first have to pass for the weighing of your heart"

In reading the text, I just posed it says the Mother of Horus the Elder was Nut.

However, in my initial research years ago, as I was trying to figure this out, I found that it said that ALL the Immortal Goddesses who helped us, were called Mother.

And so, it did take me some time, to find out who She was, and determine this matter of what had occurred.

Oh, it is late, we need to go to bed.

So, there is stuff going on above

Osiris is telling Horus you have no right to hit her

And the Evil Nepthys Whores before that were saying see we have done good

And I say, "NO. The definition for insanity, it too keep repeating the same thing, expecting a different result. Earth and Mankind had reached the Golden Age before your Whoring Ass came down and corrupted them. There were NO wars, no violence, no disease, no perversity. Stay the FUCK OFF MY EARTH AND LEAVE MY HUSBAND, ME, AND MY CHILDREN ALONE. HURRY UP NOW, QUICKLY, AND DIE YOU EVIL FUCKING WHORES WHETHER IT BE BY PLAGUES, OR SET YOURSELVES ON FIRE, i DON'T CARE.........BUT GET THE FUCK OFF MY EARTH, AND GO FUCK YOUR OWN HUSBAND.......NOT MINE."