Now, the stabbing pain has went back to the Right Side

That is His Father Immortal Beautiful Immaculant Extreme Power over everything, incomprehensible that I hope you will all see soon and know HIS LOVE, incomprehensible.

I think sometimes Rachel has confused Steve or the Roman catholic Church 'Beast Whore and he thinks his own Father has NOT saved him. His own father has delivered him out of a realm that is already scheduled for destruction of the souls and everything.