It appears that Steven has gone on now, and it is okay.

However, I have lost nothing, the love that I felt for him and the happiness he brought me will always remain in my heart and be with me eternally.

It does not matter if someone loves you back or not, or in the way you want, it matters the love you have inside of yourself.

So Steven will always exist inside my heart, and that will never change.

I will forever look back and remember our meetings and the little time we shared with each other, and how much I looked forward to seeing him each week, and talking with him on the phone. It was a very happy time for me, and I treasure that.