Shit! You know, I realize I have been depressed since we came here and I have not seen Steven

He is like a fucking drug to me, he makes me so happy to see him or be around him, I feel such peace inside and safe and love and happiness

Well, there is nothing I can do, we can not go back to California. We can only move forward. So, it is going to be the Magnetic Brain thing first and see what that does.