A man said that he will come and take me to dinner.

No, I have already had dinner in the Midst of the Earth.

I am just waiting because my Brother JR the morning that he was murdered on his way to see me on 11/8/85 he said that he would come after work, as I had to work till about 3am that night as well, and take me for pancakes.

And so, I got home and showered and changed and was waiting for him and only had fallen asleep for a moment when the officers came and I heard my mom screaming and went running.

I told them to get out of our house with their lies and upsetting my mom, my Brother never broke his word, he always kept his word, and he would be here, he said he was coming in the morning to get me, that he needed to leave and check his facts, because he had the wrong house, and he was upsetting my mom and making her cry

But, I guess if I can ever afford to update the electricity here to get a stove and start cooking again, I like to cook, I miss my own cooking, and so does Krystal, then I can just make the pancakes, but then it will just make me sad, and I will cry, it will not be the same without him, so I will wait