Unfortunately for me, as a child, it never occurred to me to call the police on her for help or to rebel against my Mother and she would just ship me to my Father and get rid of me to teach me a lesson and then I would have had love and a stable home environment and college education

I lived in fear of her, up until recently I guess. I have no more fear of her now. I realize there is something very seriously wrong with her and I do not need this abuse in our lives, and I hope Krystal realizes this soon as well.

If I only had of rebelled against her, and told her off, she would have been offended like she is now, for me telling her that her bitterness was profound and not spoke to me any further and I would have been rid of her. WOW. To think my life could have been so wonderful and it would have been so easy.

I truly hope she has to take a lot of parenting classes and therapy if God is going to let her reincarnate again. We really do not need women who really do not want children and are abusive mothers just popping them out right and left. It is horrible for everyone, even the child.

I really think that America needs to give everyone a free Bachelor's Education. Going to college has really helped me a lot in recovering from the severe abuse and dysfunction and helped me in so many ways. By the time I get my Bachelor's Degree I will be such a contribution so society and a very well adjusted person in every area of my life.

I think having a society of obese hostile ignorant degenerates on drugs and alcohol is just the cause of so much violence and hatred in this country and so many health problems.

I have learned quite a bit from my little CNA class, and it has really helped my self esteem and helped me socially. It is good to get out of yourself as well and help others. But, I will continue my education until I am able to recover fully from these illegal unethical attacks on me.

Like I told them the other day, I am my husband's business, so take the knowledge you have gained and go out and help others, add to your good works in Heaven, do not be concerned about me, I am NOT marrying you, I am only my husband's business.

Oh and another thought that was on my mind this morning with all of this was about incest. At one point, there was no such thing. People always married their brothers and sisters, or within their family or certain families. Today we have made it taboo.

However, I have heard more than once that a new trend is emerging, and I am hearing it more and more, that men are divorcing their wives and being with their daughter.

Perhaps, we can call this the Lot Syndrome??? Well, God certainly did not condemn Lot for having sex with his daughters. So, I don't know what to say.

I also again, think the Legal Marriage Age needs to be lowered. Too many teenagers are screwing everything they can, STD's and AIDS are exploding, unwanted pregnancies. I would rather see these young girls marry an older man like it used to be, than this.