IT IS HAPPENING NOW THE ANGELS HAVE COME FORTH SEALING THE SERVANTS

Oh, and this man a business owner and contractor for 19 years who is in houses everyday said to me

you have a very nice house, this is a very nice house, you just need to think about getting a whole new roof soon

Yet. the Government said this house was so bad it was not repairable and they could not help me

Wow go figure

Even the neighbors could not believe this shit from this Government Agency

You just have to laugh at the coincidence

This man says, that up until the mid 80's maybe even to 1990 America was really good but something happened, I am not sure, and it changed, the people changed, and they have become filled with hate and forgotten God but they were NOT like this when I arrived here. Now you see 14 year old girls pregnant and everyone is on drugs and drinking alcohol, it was not like this when I came people believed in family and marriage.

In 1985, was when the lying murdering whores decided to paint themselves as me, and the little naive 15 girl as the whore, and switch places

Isn't that funny and interesting to hear this man say this who is out and about working with people everyday?

So, I came back to something that was discussed in 2010 with a man who definitely knows things

The fact that Jesus did NOT stay in Heaven, He came back to help mankind and Earth and has been continually reincarnating since and is here NOW

I realized after what I have been through and accused of so many unjust things for NOT staying in Heaven myself and returning to help and the slaughter that I have went through that I was worried about Jesus, surely HE has been through more

So, I begin to call to Father and ask HIM to please see about Jesus in all His names, that I was worried HE had continued reincarnating for over 2K years now and that they had been very mean to HIM, to please see about HIM, and make sure HE is okay

so I added back up the money my Mom sent and it was 2200 not 2700 and 1500 went to repairs, 200 for tires for car, and 450 for alicia's ticket

speaking of the ticket we have hit an obstacle, they will not give a refund, and they are trying to charge an enormous amount if I cancel the ticket. Krystal says this is unreal and I have never head of such a thing in my life. In other words you cannot change a ticket, you cannot cancel, you cannot get a refund. We are not done trying though.

Anyhow, I thought this morning, worse case scenario if she does come for unknown reason now, and that thing does follow her again, I am in much better ground to fight it than ever.

I am in a mountain area with alot of trees and wildlife. I have many spirit animals to call upon and elemental forces.

Evil spirits are very prevalent in desert areas but rarely venture into mountain areas with alot of trees and wildlife for good reason. They will get their asses kicked or destroyed.

Remember, as Jesus reminds us in the Gospel of Phillip, the animals are pure and I have made many friends here and this is their home as well.
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Krystal went out this morning to get water and it was raining and busy trying to get ready we had left the side door open

she turned and said the cats are in the house

I turned and they had come in and the large orange Tiger was just sitting politely in the middle of my bedroom wanting food watching me, I was running behind schedule

So, I said okay, I have to feed you on this side over here because of the rain, and I made this unknown click click noise that I do, and they all came running from wherever

But I thought this was great progress we had made this morning

I call all the animals Angels, to I called to one and said Angel Vangelista get out of the rain

Oh, did you see all the Videos they made of me above? Yeah, the got Mary doing all kinds of nasty things.

Father is just going to really love to watch all those, I can't wait to get back down and let HIM watch all their works since 2008, HE was so pissed in 2008 over what they had already done and now it so much worse.

It felt good today to leave Alicia a message, tired of so much of her shit for so long, and tell her I had no money for her, and her ticket was cancelled

Today, I resigned from my position as the Gift Horse and I decided I would think about Jenny and the children and stop self sacrificing so much

It was more important to not cause unhappiness for the children and myself thinking I would save money, when in the end I would not

I lit a nice fire to warm the house. It looks so beautiful. I love to watch the fire. I thought for a brief moment of Steve and imagined him here and us sitting with a cup of hot chocolate in front of the fire just quiet with so many thoughts going between us, no need for words.

And then I just thought of the perfect song and wanted to cry

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I heard this song and it just felt so perfect and like me

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Let the Storm rage on, the Cold never bothered me anyway

I thought to myself if the Government thinks they are causing us some hardship with their underhanded bullshit they are wrong

We were living in the high desert in agricultural area in California before, a house I searched and searched for and we had NO forced heat, I heated that house with one wood burning stove

I was remembering that before I was done trying to find HIM, and went celibate in 2005, I was dating this ex marine special forces man who had kept chasing me and turned out to be a fucking abusive liar too......and I normally do not let anyone sleep the night with me, but we were drunk and fell asleep, and I remember waking up and him shaking and freezing and cussing and saying "its fucking 20 degrees in this house" and shivering........oh poor baby..........couldn't handle your liquor...your temper.....your dick......the cold.....or me.....LOL

and he but on his clothes and ran home

I was tired I just went back to sleep and got up in the morning and lit a fire

We haven't had any heat in this home, I just finally lit a fire last night. I think I will get some wood this Winter for the spirits to warm themselves but the cold doesn't bother us. If it gets too cold I tell Father and HE warms us.

so fuck you corrupt Government you will NOT come back into this house, we will make the repairs ourself. Fuck you. You have done nothing to help anyhow. Look at all the problems you have caused. Matters of State and Religion should be kept separate it was written that way for a reason. To protect people.

so I started my clinicals today and let me tell you I am dealing with the top 3 percent of the population, this is where the billioniaires send their parents when they get old

this place has better art than museums we have been too

no insurance and the lowest cost is 8K a month with a 200K down payment and everything is extra all their massages and salon visits, etc

The nurses seemed like they thought everyone was hateful and combative but I found them to be nice. The ones that were distant I resorted to psychology which teaches that very elderly revert back to children.

So, I talked to them like a child, this one how I was dressing her in pink and how pretty she looked and soon she was giggling and laughing, others wanted me to stay and talk and talk, blessing me and wanting me to come there and work

I told them I heard it was hard to a get a job there and they assured me I just needed to put my application in, that I would be a good one to work there, many are not

We did have one that was very distant and she got combative but it was okay, I told them, go ahead, she is not hurting me, go ahead and clean her up........but I was not angry at her at all, she was just in her own world for now

One they said was gone and combative, she did not get combative and she did start talking but I could not understand her other than something about "mother"

I think many of their families just leave them there to die and they come too when someone comes in giving them normal conversation

so I did a lot of walking today and it was good that is what I have been needing for a long time to get up and out walking and moving and interacting with others

however, my back is not having it now and we are broke however thank the Lord, I have 3 tylenol left in the bottle and a glass of wine left. Had a hot shower and built a big fire. That will have to do just fine.

Talked to Alicia and she was fine with everything, she said the weather seems too bad and there was an incident with a plane in Chicago which is where she would be coming through and she hopes I can get my money back. She said she was glad we got the roof fixed and maybe she can see me next year.

Still don't know anything about what she has been doing or where she has been. It seems always like a one sided conversation. I hate that.

hmmmm...........I just find this interesting

As this in 2010 was destined to hit the USA but many things have been done repeatedly to try and reflect evil energies being sent

I simply say to Babylon, if you don't want it back, then don't send it to begin with, and that will end it

Whether I was supposed to stay in this Country or not, I don't know, however, we are here, and this is My HOME, and I am standing my ground, but coincidentally, I may have cried alot for Scotland but Father lead me to this place in the USA that was founded by the Scottish and my own ancestors, come to find in the 1700's. Scotland came to me.

I remember James Reese saying I have heard your lamentations, and he contacted me after this night, I became very distraught and I fell asleep after many drinks and crying my heart out and having memories of things I was trying to understand and telling God, I am crying for Scotland, I feel like I am going to die if I don't get to Scotland and Mount Sion.

I miss James so much, so much. He was such an exquisite warrior and gentleman.


Two being treated for pneumonic plague in China, BLACK DEATH!
Two people in China are being treated for plague, authorities said Tuesday. It's the second time the disease, the same one that caused the Black Death, one of the deadliest pandemics in human history, has been detected in the region -- in May, a Mongolian couple died from bubonic plague after eating the raw kidney of a marmot, a local folk health remedy.

The two recent patients, from the Chinese province of Inner Mongolia, were diagnosed with pneumonic plague by doctors in the Chinese capital Beijing, according to state media Xinhua. They are now receiving treatment in Beijing's Chaoyang District, and authorities have implemented preventative control measures.

Plague, caused by bacteria and transmitted through flea bites and infected animals, can develop in three different forms. Bubonic plague causes swollen lymph nodes, while septicemic plague infects the blood and pneumonic plague infects the lungs.

A 2018 study suggested it's not just rats that are responsible -- the Black Death may have spread by human fleas and body lice.

There is currently no effective vaccine against plague, but modern antibiotics can prevent complications and death if given quickly enough. However, a strain of bubonic plague with high-level resistance to the antibiotic streptomycin, which is usually the first-line treatment, was seen recently in Madagascar.

Untreated bubonic plague can turn into pneumonic plague, which causes rapidly developing pneumonia, after bacteria spreads to the lungs.

A recent report suggests that researchers are exploring a variety of approaches to develop an effective vaccine. Since different vaccine designs lead to different mechanisms of immunity, the authors conclude that combinations of different types might overcome the limitations of individual vaccines and effectively prevent a plague outbreak.

But anyhow, today, while some students didn't have to clean any poop, me wanting to avoid that aspect, seemed to do only that today

But I got through it, I cleaned more poop today and shitty asses than I ever thought in my life. By the time I left, I felt like I was covered in poop and could only breath poop, and came home and took a long hot shower and washed my hair and smoked several cigarettes to get rid of the smell.

However, I was proud of myself, for doing something, that I did not think I could do and the nudity did not affect me anymore. I just thought of myself as a doctor as a caregiver and this was my job and it was not nudity, I just had to get them cleaned up. I cleaned them, but new briefs and clothes on them, and kept their privacy and treated them with love, kindness, and respect.

It did not affect me at all.

I felt good about myself for that aspect because when I had started to nursing school in fall of 2008 and was doing well until I came under much more sever attack in january 2009 and had to drop out, the problem I faced was I was so filled with Holy Spirit that we saw a video of a nude person's behind and I had to run to the restroom throwing up.

God can NOT look upon Nudity it is an abomination. Neither does Mother, nor the Angels. They only see us as these round clear bubbles moving around Earth and other realms they do NOT see our nakedness.

Sat in front of the fire and ate a bowl of pea soup it was good and nice

Krystal bought four really big potatoes from the market and some sour cream and butter the other day, I am going to make that tomorrow.......oh yum, that is going to be so good

The tylenol and glass of wine I had left seemed to have helped the pain and it is only a little after six, but I am giving Krystal blessings and going to bed. LOVE

I woke up because I heard them talking and I heard them say to me

You were never mean to him "Steve" like others

And I felt the same about Steve. I was around him for years in person and he was different from other men. I felt at home with him. I had such a safe comfortable beautiful feeling around him and he was always kind to me.

But, who has been mean to Steve???? What have they done???

Anyhow, I also thought for some reason of Alicia last night again before going to bed and she said she had sent me an email, but I did not get it. And at the end she says and "thank Krystal" and you have to know Alicia that that was a very sarcastic comment and I realized she still has great hatred for Krystal and all the more reason why she should not come here.

I found out from Krystal this morning that Alicia had called her some weeks back and talked to her a lot and told her that for years she had a girlfriend and that she was not sure about coming here because she felt that we would get into a fight

Apparently, she had already started trying to divide me and Krystal again, and playing this game, and made Krystal feel like she should not tell me either as I would react badly

I just told Krystal that I have said to her that although she keeps telling me that she does not want to be with anyone and that I fucked her up for life and she is alone, that I am sure she moved on, and she has continued to lie to me like she always has

I said to Krystal that people tell you what their intentions are if you listen and her saying this to you, tells me what she plans, and the fact that she has been filing false injury lawsuits for years trying to get money, and is even now claiming she has my mental diagnoses of depression and PTSD and trying to get disability, I don't trust her to come here and do any work because she will say she got injured here at the house

She had all her felony records sealed and has told them in depositions that she has NEVER been in a fight and never been violent.........oh my goodness........they may not be able to get the court records but they certainly just have to pull the local police records of all the calls and arrests

And, she said if the airlines are saying they won't refund your money.......tell them that I am sick and disabled and have them put that on record........and NO, I am not

She is working under the table acting to all these doctors like she cannot do anything and she just reroofed her own house I saved for her many times by herself and more.

I have tried and tried with this one, and worked and worked with her, and given her the benefit of the doubt so many times, but she refuses to change one bit from being an evil underhanded liar with no good intentions.

Whatever happens to her is between her and Father, I am done with her.

I told Krystal she does not need to be calling me telling me she loves me, and coming here because I know she is going to be trying to do things, and I don't need that. She needs to go on and stay with whatever she is with there and leave us alone. Good riddance. Game is up Alicia and your Gift Horse is gone.

Well Krystal is just the opposite of me and she needs it warm

so I told her we may need to move back to one room and come to a compromise of 70 degrees

Got her a heated mattress pad and that will help

Decided to call Alicia and let her know one more time I know of her lies and that was NOT the reason I cancelled the plans I just found out this morning

But I told her that I felt it was still not a real friendship in anyway, that it was a one sided friendship, and I did not know anything about what she had been up to, and she had not been honest with me about what she had shared, and I did not want her calling me or emailing me anymore, I wanted her to embrace her new relationship and be happy and I wished her well

I told Krystal I have just had it 20 some years later she just still wants to be nothing but a liar and game player there has just never been any truthful friendship and I can not deal with it anymore

Today went really well

I talked with many residents and some were really well and gave me some ideas about things to do with my career and education plans and I thanked them and blessed them

Kendall and I were NOT assigned to each other but somehow he ended up finding me on the other side, and then we ended up somehow losing our original partners and working together most of the day and going all around and I was thankful because I started my period and got severe cramps and he took me to the area where I could get some hot tea and some tylenol and we sat for a lttle bit until the pain had let up

then we did a lot of skills together

a lot of the black girls give him a really hard time for some reason

he is a good looking black young male, I don't why, he is nice and harmless just a little self centered sometimes but he is working on it

He asked about Krystal and I told her, and she just disses him, no interest. I just told him she has been too busy with school and work if she has not replied to him. At least Krystal could be friendly to my coworker.

She is mad over his comments last Saturday, but truly, I do NOT think the boy realized how it sounded or he was just caught up in himself. He has been nice to me and sticks by me at school.

Walks me to the restroom and waits for me, and so forth.

I heard someone say "bad dreams"

I thought "you try chewing the fucking biscuit and see how that does for you, I think I am doing damn alright. I have had enough sense to follow orders no matter what and stick with Father and bide my patience, gauge my battles carefully"

did you see my latest Karma

wow someone really has issues with me

no I am never alone

ONE very beautiful mulatto child that all the white guys want to be with......I could not believe the gorgeous white male that we ran into today that she said was the one who has asked her out several times.....and stopped her to talk to her

No long toe nails

Yes, still working on the weight but on my feet walking all day long and out taking care of the sick everyday now....no where near as fat as most of the other women out here

Been with Steven since 2008 in Spirit, went celibate in flesh in 2005

and your issue is what again whoever you are that is so perfect?

I tell Krystal he is just a young kid he is okay as a friend

that boy worked all day with me, and then went and worked a second job and texted me as soon as he got home to see if I was feeling okay

I told him yeah, Im in bed with my 5 foot teddy bear having a glass of wine and have fun playing his video games with his friends

told him to remember to get some insoles for his shoes so his feet won't hurt

But I guess he is just too immature for Krystal, she worked all day and is consumed reading some novel from some famous writer, oh forgot her name, a controversial female, an old book

Anyhow, I got her bed warm and her room is very warm, too warm for me, but she is happy

I was thinking about that last Karma and I think that it is obviously someone who is just so hatefully racist.

I am shocked at such hatred towards myself and this young man who they do not even know and my innocent virgin daughter who everyone loves over the color of their skin or befriending anyone.

It is amazing in this day and age to see this ignorance and hatred still exists. Utterly shocking to me.

Re: 2 dead 3 injured in another school shooting in California

I don't fucking care.

Wanna know why?

Because it's fake ass shit to get us to accept giving up our guns.
Quoting: Anonymous Coward 78112009


Well I worked 911 and criminal analysis for Lapd for years and NO the gun violence is REAL it is NOT fake

In fact, you all have NO idea how bad it really is, hardly nothing that goes on makes it to the news

But it is just life in America

Really, it is coming to a point where I am starting to believe that everyone should be armed everywhere they go, it just continues to increase

Re: 2 dead 3 injured in another school shooting in California

Imagine being this stupid.
Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76405025


NO, I am NOT stupid

I don't want anyone to give up their guns

I want everyone to have guns and carry them with them every where they go

By NO means should you give up your guns

Guns don't kill

people kill, not guns

Have you ever had to walk with a crutch TT?

Re: 2 dead 3 injured in another school shooting in California

I mean America could cure a lot of people's paranoia and attacking others if they just made it mandatory for safety that everyone should own a gun and carry it with them

I mean as it is mentally deranged people and criminals can legally buy guns so certainly everyone else should own one too

They said Above that they are moving me to Hospice that I am near death........LOL

Okay, I told Father, okay Father guess I will be seeing you soon, and boy to I have some spicy hot tea to show and tell you, wait until you see and hear how evil and hateful these ones are

Then, they said that Steven was the Serpent

And I said "oh, is he serpent Sata or Serpent Saenta? Are you sure because I thought he was at times that great big crocodile SOBK. Oh, well maybe he is all of them at times."

[THE CHAPTER OF] MAKING THE TRANSFORMATION INTO THE SERPENT SATA. The
Osiris Ani, whose word is truth, saith:- I am the serpent Sata whose years are infinite. I lie down
dead. I am born daily. I am the serpent Sa-en-ta, the dweller in the uttermost parts of the earth. I
lie down in death. I am born, I become new, I renew my youth every day.
[THE CHAPTER OF] MAKING THE TRANSFORMATION INTO THE CROCODILE-GOD. The
Osiris Ani, whose word is truth, saith:- I am the Crocodile-god (Sebak) who dwelleth amid his
terrors. I am the Crocodile-god and I seize [my prey] like a ravening beast. I am the great Fish
which is in Kamui. I am the Lord to whom bowings and prostrations are made in Sekhem. And
the Osiris Ani is the lord to whom bowings and prostrations are made in Sekhem.

Behold, I am the dweller in his terrors, I am the crocodile, his firstborn. I bring (prey) from a
distance. I am the Fish of Horus, the Great One in Kamui. I am the lord of bowings in Sekhem.


LOL

walk with a crutch TT?

No, they got me pretty bad at one point and I had trouble getting around, was very weak, but no crutches. As I got more of them off of me, my energy and strength returned.

The prayers I just did the other day to remove the incubus and succubus that I posted gave me a lot of lifting. They had attached Alicia to me in 2000 from Above, a fucking nightmare we went through.

And others as well they sent. Those prayers seemed to have worked really good, I listened to the youtube video as well.

I hope you are well. God Bless You.

good song


I heard this song by them when I was so young, and it was so mine then and still

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It is a good tune, respect your elders :)

I WOKE UP EARLY AGAIN ALTHOUGH I AM OFF TODAY BECAUSE I AM SO ELATED!!!!

THEY ARE SAYING THAT I AM NEAR DEATH ABOVE AGAIN!!!

OH THIS IS THE MOST WONDERFUL PART EVERYTIME, WHEN THEY THINK I AM DEAD UP THERE!!!

JUST BEAUTIFUL PEACE AND FREEDOM AND THEN I GO DOWN AND SEE FATHER, OH, AND I LOVE FATHER SO MUCH

I WAS TELLING FATHER JUST NOW

"FATHER, I STILL DO NOT KNOW WHAT THE POINT OF THEM IS. WHY DO THEY EXIST AT ALL? THEY JUST TORMENT US ON EARTH. THEY NEED TO BE DESTROYED SO WE CAN JUST CONCENTRATE ON YOU. WE DO NOT NEED ANYTHING GETTING ANY OF US CONFUSED."

BUT, ANYHOW, I MEAN THANK GOODNESS AFTER HE DESTROYED MANY, SOME GOOD ONES GOT UP THERE. THAT HAS BEEN BETTER.


THE OLD RICH LADY TALKING TO ME ABOUT WHAT I HAD DONE IN THE PAST AND WHAT I WANTED TO DO, SAID TO ME......YOU NEED TO FIND ONE THING......AND STICK WITH IT.......AND I TOLD HER OKAY. AND I THOUGHT ABOUT IT, AND I KNOW WHAT REALLY MESSED ME UP

I WANTED TO DO MAKE UP AND COMPUTER SPECIAL EFFECTS AS A TEENAGER AND EVERYONE LAUGHED AT ME AND SAID THERE WOULD NEVER BE ANY NEED FOR ANY COMPUTER SPECIAL EFFECTS, AND THIS IS WHAT I WANTED TO DO AND I WOULD HAVE DONE IT MY WHOLE LIFE CREATING MANY THINGS. BUT THEY GOT ME ABOVE AND MY WHOLE LIFE WAS JUST TURNED TO HELL, NOTHING I WANTED AND DREAMED ABOUT THEN OR HOW I HAD PLANNED THINGS HAPPENED AND I JUST WENT AROUND LIFE AFTER THAT AIMLESS LIKE TRYING TO FIND SOMETHING THAT WOULD WORK.

I JUST FELT LIKE I WAS NUMB AND IN THIS DARK TUNNEL JUST WANDERING AROUND AIMLESSLY, AND CONSTANTLY RUNNING FROM ABUSERS AND MURDERERS.

I HAVE FOUND A LITTLE CONTENTMENT WITH CARING FOR THE SICK BUT IT DOES NOT REALLY MAKE ME ALL HAPPY. I WANTED TO CREATE MAGICKAL CREATURES AND PHENOMENAL THINGS. KRYSTAL ALWAYS LET ME DO HER HAIR AND MAKEUP FOR HER CHARACTERS FOR HER PLAYS AND EVERYONE WOULD SAY.......WHO DID YOUR MAKEUP.......AND SHE WOULD SAY......ONLY MY MOM DOES MY HAIR AND MAKEUP.

I WOULD JUST HAVE HER TELL ME ABOUT THE CHARACTER, AND THEN HOW THEY SHOULD LOOK WOULD COME TO MY MIND.

BUT ANYHOW..............IT IS ALL OKAY........I SHOULD THANK THEM FOR ALL THEY HAVE DONE......I HAVE PASSED JUDGMENT AND I FOUND WHERE GOD REALLY IS, AND I HAVE STILL HAD GREAT LOVE, THEY CAN NOT HARM ME OR MY CHILDREN, WE BELONG TO MY FATHER WHO IS ALL POWERFUL AND DESTROYS ALL OUR ENEMIES AND THOSE WHO DO US WRONG

MY FATHER KNOWS ALL THINGS, SEES ALL THINGS, AND IS EVERYWHERE. YOU CAN NOT FOOL OR HIDE FROM MY FATHER. NOTHING IS MORE POWERFUL THAN MY FATHER.