Kendall got an F on his report card today for calling Krystal when he could not get a hold of me, because I am not used to having a phone and hadn't charged it, and I told him to come now to the library sale and he said he only read Japanese Manga and was going to the mall instead to hang out, big F

He invited us to meet up with him, but even though we had to go over that way to pick up some birthday gifts for k's coworkers and some candy for them, I told him no, I did not want to hang out at the mall, and besides K has some more homework to do.

Anyhow, I found many books on many world religions, some I had not even read about before, and got some bible encyclopedias, another leather king james bible, and a baghavad gita, and some books on knitting and quilt making which I have wanted to do for a long time.

I also picked up a few random romance novels, something about a girls first love, and another about a girl in scotland and two brothers and two women fighting for a man's love, and something else.

Krystal said she got all classics and named off many names and I found her books on famous quotations and she was very happy and got a few of them.

Yes, I would like to learn to make nice quilts and knit nice things when I have time, to occupy myself. We have an antique sewing machine that works, I just have to look up how to thread this one. I really do enjoy sewing. I haven't done that for many years.

We were driving home and I we were listening to music and it made me remember something Steve had showed me and I almost burst out laughing again.

The other day I was thinking, oh geez, everything had been going well preparing for the wedding then everyone showed up attacking and slaughtering and barging into my wedding chambers. So, I was looking at myself now, and still not looking as good as I did in 2008 and covered in scars now, and wondering how Father is going to feel about this when I show back up and He reviews what has been going on now since 2008, it is much worse than what had happened before when He was already so furious over the matter.

I started to think, geez, I guess I better think about a dress and I was thinking of one in my mind, and Steve showed my back, and it had BLACK butterfly wings on it, and I burst out laughing.

You see, I will imagine WHITE butterflies and I open my hands and let them go with Love to be free and to fly away, but I thought .....oh I get Black......like you will stay put, and I laughed.

He knows how to make me laugh, He knows me so well.