IT IS HAPPENING NOW THE ANGELS HAVE COME FORTH SEALING THE SERVANTS

I am just here with my soft blanket and took my tylenol

My body is so tired today

I am off today but Krystal wanted me to get up to drive her to work. She likes for me to take her to work.

I went ahead and went to the market without Krystal

I got some chocolate milk, french toast bites, waffles with maple syrup, oatmeal with maple brown sugar, bagels with cream cheese, biscuits with real butter, and coffer with cream.......and I did get her some bananas and her organic bread that she likes and the new black currant preserves I got that she has been taking to work with her everyday

Krystal does not like me to go to the store alone, she says I am like a child, and I just come back with junk and things I do not need but I think I did good and I still had money left over for candy at the dollar store

I also bought a candle, I chose Saint Jude this time, and I found a very pretty pen that is like a Red Rose, my flower.

Re: HE IS COMING

in more ways than one. :)

we drove way out to get another truck and when we arrived another man was there signing the final paperwork

so that was that

I just said, okay, I guess it was not meant to be, stopped and got something to drink and headed back on the long drive home

and got busy getting my Mom's Christmas box together

Krystal got hurt again by Daniel who once again did something really mean to her, and hopefully now she will listen to me, that he has been doing nothing but playing head games with her and has no balls and is a prick with mental problems and be done with him.

I told her, it is men like Daniel who give women hate issues with men. It is men like him that gave me problems that made me not want nothing to do with men for a very long time. I told you, now stay away from him, and when he comes around playing with you, just tell him you are fine and be professional and walk away.

I told her, I understand, you are the innocent one here. You are just being a sincere nice person and you are getting preyed upon, I understand completely, but learn from me, and the hurt I have been through.

Anyhow, getting Mom's box together, my taste is exquisite she will be better dressed for X-mas than the rich women for a fraction of the cost. I am so good and putting looks together and designing.

Got her some health things, and necessity items, and going to get her the softest throw blanket I have ever felt that I found in the mall the other day.

Ordered her some movies she hasn't seen, Maleficient, and Mary Poppins Returns, and Krystal thought she would like Crimson Peak since we all can relate to living Ghost Stories. It seems like she has seen all the other remakes of the Disney movies that have come out.

Do you all want to go up and visit the Moses Cone Mansion on Blue Ridge Parkway Virginia the Friday after Thanksgiving?

I think for Thanksgiving we are going to play this Sherlock Holmes game we got from Barnes and Noble it reminds of James Reese. He sent Krystal Sherlock Holmes movies but we had to leave them behind in California when we fled. He is such a good man wherever he is. I am sure wherever he is, that he has become a King now and a Holy Angel for Father in the Midst of the Earth.

I can not imagine a man that good, and who loved us so much being anything less.

But, at the time in 2010, they had no choice I think than to make the decision they did. NO ONE could have stayed except for Krystal who had already been given to me by Mother and Jesus had said I could keep her as well, and Steve was the only one who could have possibly withstood the horrible things that happened with me and we experienced and witnessed.

I am not sure if Steve just holds the Key of Death or if he is the Angel of Death, but either way, I feel it is good to have Death with me than against me so that I fear no evil.

I know if I am going to die I certainly want him there by my side. I love that man so much. No wonder Father has chosen him to be joined with me, no one else could have handled me nor understood me.

Re: Only One of you Gets to leave eArth..

The Father is the Head of Christ, and Christ is the Head of the Church which is also the Bride.

Those that are His servants join in spirit with Him and become part of His body and become One with Him.

The place that He promised for us is prepared and I have been there now 3 times. It is in the Midst of the Earth, the same place Moses and David talked about.

Heaven is on Earth. This is also known as the 2nd Heaven where there is No Sun but God Himself lights up the realm with Himself like day, that is True.

The 1st Heaven ABOVE us, became corrupted and is also known as Babylon and Spiritual Egypt, Revelation 17, 18, and 11:8 and is where the Je*s would NOT stay out of worshipping BAAL which they still list today as a name of God, which is a demon like Molech/Baphomet who demands Human Slaughter for money and things from others. This realm will be destroyed by Father God in the Midst of the Earth.

The ones who honor the Son of God, will go through the Son to the Father into the Midst of the Earth, which to me also appears to be in itself the Garden of Eden but with grand white palaces.

Although Father has alot to say about the Je*s in the Old Testament and curses them alot, Jesus again sums it up in Mathew 23, and we see at the end of times they remain complete Antichrists saying Jesus is in Hell in excrement and Mary was nothing but a whore and telling everyone that God Himself will NOT tell them who will be the Messiah on Earth, they will say themselves, and they will appoint who they want.

Well, I guess that would be better because they have murdered every messenger and prophet the God sent to them.

So, you are right, in what you are receiving ONE, but the Truth is we are parts of the body of Christ and become ONE with Him and His promise to us of the place prepared for us in the Midst of the Earth.

they say that the Truth will set you free and many have gone away from up there and gotten a life and stopped terrorizing me

they also say that we create our own demons

I was wondering about that large black demon that got me trying to have sex with me when I exited Heaven in April 2008 with the curled horns

and I was wondering in my mind, if I was still traumatized by James Taylor Sanders II, an Aries, who got me when I was such a naive virgin of 15 and a lot happened and my life took a very unexpected turn. He was a married black male, my boss, and quite a player, and I was like a little virgin dumb lamb in the slaughter.

But, I can not say it was all bad, I learned a lot and I used it as a ticket for whatever it was worth. It was all I had, I had no one else, and so it just was what it was.

I just bid my time until I could get away and make my move and I said to myself, if a man can do these things, so can a woman. If a man can play these games and be like this, so can a woman. Sex is just sex, it has nothing to do with love, love is something different but it is not sex. Sex is just a physical satisfaction if I want it and that is all. It just makes you forget everything for a moment but it does not mean love.

But, I also found it interesting that Krystal had a dream that Daniel was in her dream, the man who has hurt her repeatedly for no reason and he was with Blake David "Estrada" who may really be "McNeal" as I think he also belonged to Robert, as Diane was fucking Krystal's Dad

and it is interesting that he is also an Aries

also in the Gospel of Phillip, Jesus talks about Anubis the son of Nepthys and says that he became a murderer like his father. Which tells me what happened to the 2nd Horus, and I had wondered.

They are different stories of Bastet, the daughter of Isis and Ra, some say that she married Anubis and others say she married the god of Agriculture, forgot his name.

But, now we know from Jesus that Anubis became corrupt like Nepthys.

I asked Krystal before if she wanted to contact Blake as they were very close as children and she said NO, that even before we had left that he had started acting so much like Diane and lying and doing things to get what he wanted from people and doing really bad things and he had already started becoming like her and she was sure that by now it was worse. Anyhow, he too, is an Aries.

So, that is what came to mind.

Also, what again comes to mind is Obama who they put into play, and who terrorized the fuck out of me and did so much harm to Earth and deceived so many, his birthday is the same day as Diane, August 4th.

These things also came to mind today.

What was also on my mind to talk about is that some that know many secret things say that Elizabeth's husband Zechariah was the father to both John and Jesus

that Mary was having sex with Elizabeth's husband and got pregnant

The Je*s murdered Zechariah and then when the Angels offered Mary anything at all she wanted, the only thing she wanted to take was the WIDOW Elizabeth's house from her

The Word of God says

You shall NOT suffer a fatherless child or widow


For this reason alone, I do not believe Mary became the Queen of Heaven but of Babylon Above and remained jealousy obsessed with the virgin Elizabeth, the wife.

But, also, I did not find her in either of the REAL Heavens, and there was someone who remained hidden giving orders to the evil ones in Babylon, a female.

I have NO reason to think the man who told me these things was a liar in any way.

In my case, I think that the 3 substitutes I had to go thru were in place to throw the whore of and make them constantly go after the wrong men and have children by them

In fact, you should see how Kendall has become so suddenly popular with all the women. I have let him go on now to enjoy his newfound fame. He did not seem to have anything in common with me or Krystal.

Are you okay?

You should seek professional help

But you know I don't know that we can really say anything about Zechariah cheating with Mary

Every man I have known has been a cheater, even acquaintances

I don't know if there is any such thing as a man who is loyal to one woman, if that even exists on Earth

As far as I know, a man will cheat with a woman if he is given any opportunity to

I am getting professional help idiot.

I am happy to be up finally doing clinicals and walking alot and getting in shape.

If that is all you can think to comment on that I have posted here that I should get help about than you need to get help yourself. LOL

so I think in the case of Zechariah and Mary that Mary should not have been angry at Elizabeth for Zechariah's actions and in truth he deserved getting killed

It is the law that rapists of women were normally put to death and the woman was seen as innocent

As expected, when the Bible mentions the crime of rape, it is depicted as a gross violation of God’s design for the treatment of the human body (Genesis 34). The Bible condemns rape whenever it is mentioned. For example, there is a particular passage in the laws given to the nation of Israel before entering the Promised Land under Joshua’s leadership. This passage (Deuteronomy 22:13–29) spoke directly against forcing a woman into a sexual encounter against her will, or what we know today as rape. This command was meant to protect women and to protect the nation of Israel from committing sinful actions.

Deuteronomy 22:25–27 specifies the punishment the Mosaic Law required for a man who raped a betrothed woman. The man was to be killed by stoning while the woman was considered innocent. Though the Mosaic Law was for the nation of Israel during the time of Moses, the principle is clear that rape is sinful in the eyes of God and, under the Law, led to the most extreme punishment possible—death for the rapist.

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Krystal was very excited yesterday telling me that there has been a new discovery by scientists

they have discovered that there is a 3rd particle

there is NOT just light and dark matter

there is a 3rd particle between them that is interacting with them somehow and they are trying to determine what this 3rd particle is

I guess I did not fully understand this and her excitement over this or what it means for science

All I know is that Babylon is divided into 3 areas, there are the two extremities..........Light and Dark or also the extremities of religions and beliefs like Christianity which becomes violent and barbaric when extreme.......and Satanism which becomes perverse and human sacrifice when extreme

but in the Middle are the Liars and Thiefs and instigators of it all who cause the slaughter and deception on both sides and enjoy watching the "entertainment" while they steal both sides things and live very rich delicious party lives on Earth

So, that is why, I have found being tossed to both Extremities that there were Good on both sides, mixed with some bad ones of course.........and I have tried and tried to get the two sides to stop the slaughter with each other and understand the deception of Sorcery and the lies and all the problems are coming from the Middle......because you are murdering innocent people on the two extremities if you continue to listen to them and do this

I joined linked in because I was trying to find Daniel but I could not, I could not remember how to spell his last name

I wanted to do see about banishing him from Krystal, though she said not to

But I found Steve Burres there with a picture of him at the museum with his two sons and he is doing well and his medical practice is doing well and his life seems really good and his life seems normal and he seems normal

and I just went outside and sat there wondering what the hell have I been through?

What the hell had happened to me? Why had some people done these awful things to me and my children for no reason? Why? This has been so horrific for so many years. Why would they do this for their entertainment? Could they not just read a book or go to a museum or something?

I just sat there realizing, no, Steven is not coming here and he was not interested in you romantically ever in the flesh, he has his own wonderful life and family, and you are not living your lives out together in love and happiness Jenny. You are just here and he isn't coming and some bad people have done some really bad things to you that is all.

Well, I will just talk to the Angels when they return about all this matter and to Father God when He calls for me again about all this that has happened and let them deal with it.

This is not right what has gone on here.

special cases?

German doctor?

NO! you are wrong!

Mother already showed me, it is the Russian Doctor who can only help me, he has the Vials that I need now

Even though the vials make her sad, she smiles on Him with Great Love

He was working on the vials that I needed, but he did not see us standing behind him that day when we went to visit him

Re: Israeli Media Boasting: "Our People Are Behind Trump's Impeachment"

well hopefully Trump has learned a bitter lesson about the Antichrist je*s and all his love and support of them, perhaps he should read the bible for once, try starting with Mathew 23 Trump, that is a good place.

things have gotten real quiet again......bringing 2010 back around

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clap clap clap LORD IN THE MIDST OF THE EARTH, HEAVEN ON EARTH, VLAD DRACUL

MAKE THE LIGHTS GO OUT AGAIN, TAKE THE EYE BACK!!!!



anyhow I started working on something today that I haven't done for at least 15 years, it is subliminal mind messages to remove negative blockages and this time I am doing it with altered mind waves.

I found that what is coming up is the prison job and 2008, and events during those first six months especially. I feel that they were sexually violating me and erasing my memory because I was getting very upset and things were coming out of my mouth eluding to sexual violations but I could not understand why I was saying that, but I felt sexually violated.

BUT YOU MUST BEGIN TO AFFIRM THAT HEAVEN IS ESTABLISHED ON EARTH AND EXISTS ON EARTH AND BEGIN TO KNOW THIS AS TRUTH, THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT

THE LORD YOUR GOD IS HERE WITH YOU AND HE IS HERE READY TO HELP YOU, YOUR PLACE IS PREPARED FOR YOU HERE ON EARTH, KNOW THIS, IT IS THE TRUTH

I started with clearing some of my chakras

I find I am just still really confused about all of this and as to why this has all happened to me and my children

I find I have a lot of love for Steve all through me, I do not understand the depth of this love for this man or how it came to be so great in my soul, or how it is, it is confusing in itself

I do not understand so much, so I give it all to Father, only Father knows about all things, and only HE can make it all right. I will just hide with Krystal under His wings and let Him sort it all out. Then everything will be perfect.

I gave Bear a blanket and told him I would cover myself all up because I was not pretty enough for Steven and I do not want him to run away from me too, so I will hide, that way he will stay.

Has it ever occurred to you Steve that you and I are most likely the ones going down into perdition?

I mean the Je*s are calling me the Great Whore, and you the Devil, and while I never asked, you can raise the dead, and as well as you know the Word of God, and my Father in the Midst of the Earth who is doing the Terrifying Judgment, I would take it you are Extreme Christian........well, this would explain why the Je*s hate you so much as well


They got mad at me because I would not stop calling for Jesus and speaking the Word of God, that is how I got slaughtered

Well then why don't the Je*s stop calling Mary the Great Whore of Babylon?

They made prostitution legal on their lands. I heard in 2010 those women taking that free Aliyah thing they were offering were getting over there and being forced to work as prostitutes to survive.

I am sure their women are bigger Whores than Mary ever was and have fucked more men than Mary Magdalene ever did.

The Word of God says

Do NOT prostitute thy daughter and cause her to become a whore, least thy lands become filled with wickedness


The Je*s are like the great big Antichrist black pot, calling the little kettles black

well it does you no good to keep demanding it

he is not going to put me down

He is very amused by me, and I am his favorite one he says

I think we are in love, because he understands me, he does not get mad at me for being how I am like others

I don't know I think it is Steve, that great big one moving above me, that comes down sometimes and is always watching over me, he is a very good one, I love him, I always am Blessing Him with Good Things from Father God

I have been doing the meditations to clear my subconscious again but a lot of things that I saw and went through in Babylon Above are coming up, horrible disgusting perverse things

I feel that this is just a part of me that is now corrupt that was not before

Father is just going to have to re-examine me when HE calls for me again and see and hear all these things and deal with it

I was just in my chambers celibate preparing myself for HIM when they burst in sexually violating me and slaughtering and attacking me

So, HE will have to look what they have done to HIS bride and deal with it, it is NOT a situation that I would handle anyway, that would be for the Right Hand of God

HE most likely will just have to kill me now, that I have been corrupted, and it is understandable. I would rather be destroyed completely than to live without HIS love and HIM constantly with me, I could NOT imagine living such a sufferable existence for even one second of not having HIM with me. I could NOT stand to exist and not have HIM be joined with me, I would rather in that case NOT exist in any place at all.

So, the Father and the Sons of God handle the Right Hand

I see some things, I do not comment, HE is a righteous Lord and His judgments are righteous

Father says that I the Little Sea Nympth in which He has found love

I am a subtle negotiator like water, my sign of Pisces always wanting to be in the water

Water one day came to a large mountain and it was obstinate and mean to her and would not let her pass, so she said, it is okay, if I just go over you the long way?

It said yes, feeling victorious for making things hard on Water

But then one day it looked and realized half of itself was gone, and there laid the Grand Canyon

Water said, Aren't you happy, I have made you more beautiful and now I have easy passage too?


I am like that. A man comes to me and thinks he is madly in love with me, and I say okay, knowing that one day without warning he will go beserk. And it always happened no matter how much I treated him like a King. One day they all went beserk, even one day I was accused "of bringing the beast out in a man" while I sat quietly looking wondering at this spectacle happening in front of me, and breakfast prepared for no reason.

Therefore, we have entered the Age of Aquarius, the Water Bearer. I have often been shocked and amazed that after all these years being with me 24/7 He is still wonderful and perfect.

Although I felt great love for him for awhile, it seemed all for not, and nothing to comment on, I had already given up all hope. I knew no one could handle being in my presence for a very long time except my own blood and flesh.

My daughter was in a panic, she had to work today, and I stayed in my room with headphones doing the meditations and got a lot of sleep as well. Finally, I heard the phone ringing and I knew it was her on her way home, and she was worried, she said I have called you mulitiple times today and you did not answer and I called Granny and she had not heard from you. She loves me so much. She told me to let the Daniel thing go, it was her choice that she had liked him, and I said and it was my choice to have you as my child, and he better never cross my path.

Father and Steve are different

You see I know Steve has other women though he does not say, and he will never be satisfied until he finds the complete package. A woman who he considers exquisitely beautiful physically, is perfect for him spiritually and in his mind

Father is NOT the same, Father was looking for a particular soul of a woman. The Little Sea Nympth to come around that He loves and waits for. He does not mind her appearance because HE restores her beauty, and HE has His own mind and can heal hers. So, it is her soul that HE is interested in.

Father does NOT believe in suffering good ones, HE only believes in punishing the wicked. This is in conflict with your New Testament which has taught you human sacrifice and human suffering of the good. I have NOT found this in Father God in the Midst of the Earth.

I have reasons

but I would say Steven you should try looking in China now for that Dream Girl you are looking for

you know I am just too good for you