IT IS HAPPENING NOW THE ANGELS HAVE COME FORTH SEALING THE SERVANTS

I like reading your posts op.

Yeah, I guess I should be about done with this thread anyhow.

There is not much more I can say or do anyhow.

They wait above for my dreams and to see what I think or see.

I guess they were NOT as smart as Steve, he just put himself in me.

He knows everything I see, do, and think.

Steve actually makes ALL my dreams since 2008, I do NOT even pay attention to my dreams at all anymore.

They are NOT prophecy dreams like I used to have before they came upon me.

Steve makes them all.

The only ones that I pay attention to, is when it is like I am asleep but awake and out of my body and someplace.

Really? Wow. Well God Bless You with all Good Things From God Our Creator Father and His Son. XO

you see there is me, the littlest one in heaven

then there is Steve over me

And Father God


But also I have countless Brothers in White Vestures with Red Crosses and some wear chain mail too and Saint Michael and they are in charge of Orders I receive as well

And then I have Mother and my Guardian Angels in the Heaven that sits OVER Babylon on Top of it, and I get orders from Her and they watch me as well

So, like today I have already gotten disciplined by Father and Steven a few times for having negative thoughts

There is really nothing I am doing

I am just starting tomorrow to practice for my State Test so that I can start working in a few weeks. That is all.

Krystal works. Other than that we are pretty poor and are always at home.

I post here, it helps me to think, and helps my anxiety and I get help reading others posts and insights into spiritual matters as well. I read spiritual books, I meditate and Pray to God and Jesus and that is all right now.

I am going to start walking and lose more weight soon, my energy is coming back a little now. They said I did lose weight while I was sick, so I was happy about that.

Only a hug, no kiss? oh well you may be a female, then disregard, or you may be taken, disregard twice.

Just kidding. Off to bed with my Teddy bear. XO

Well Mark I cleared the clothes off the spare bed if you come by but the couch in the living room is very comfortable as well

you can turn on the heaters if you need to

don't mind the house, I haven't picked up around here for several days while I have been sick, will probably do it tomorrow.

I'm stuck here for a while.
It was 2 years ago today Mother left.

Extended version is 4:22:57.

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Totally love that movie

But don't tell Steve I loved Aragon in the Return of the King one

So sorry about your Mom

I was saying in Spirit

I can't have any flesh visitors you know, it is Krystal's house

I couldn't just have people she did not know coming, we are very private

I think she has finally adjusted to the fact of what I went through with Steve in her own way. She showed me this chart and it shows how to handle a break up of a relationship and it shows the healthy path and then it shows the unhealthy path.

And I said, "I think I did well" and she said "No Mom you did not, you cried and wallowed in sadness for several years over Steve, that was not the better way to handle this."

LOL

Anyhow, I was trying to sleep and they say that Steven IS My Boyfriend and we are back to this Title that I really have issues with

So, finally I am just so tired of fighting this for years, I say "Okay He can be my Boyfriend and we can make love every now and then but what does this title of Boyfriend mean his obligations are to me? Is he going to be loyal to me? and what does he expect my duties and responsibilities are to him? I am NOT fulfilling the duties of a wife when I am NOT the wife. But like I said, if he wants to call himself boyfriend, I guess if it means some type of commitment or something with God as well then we can make love every now and then these days, my health is not so great anymore, and what else does he want???"

I don't know Mark. Do they talk in your head as well??? Do other people have this telepathic shit going on with the Spirit realm as well????

Anyhow I hope you are feeling okay and not down. You can message me if you need to talk. Jen

OH, AND A BLACK MAGICK WITCH GOT BURNED UP

you try and tell people over and over NOT to do evil things and they will NOT stop and listen

Now look what God has done to her

When I'm feeling down, I just hop in the
Magic Bus and take a ride around the way.
A new voice singing an old song and she
sounds better every time, still breaking in.

The cat has decided he likes living in my
neighbor's shed. David owns the steak house
at the bottom of the hill so he gets plenty
of leftovers to eat. [link to www.yeoldesteakhouse.com]

I just made a pot of coffee, still have over
3 hours of movie to watch.

Last Edited by hillbilly on 12/31/2019 12:02 AM

Do you have the whole series? I do. It is so damn good.

And the Hobbit was good too.

You know "boyfriend" is a mind fuck that men like to play on women who don't know better

what they are saying is they want to have sex for free and have no other obligations to you

where women get hurt is that they begin to think the term "boyfriend" implies some type of ownership or obligation of the man and then they get upset when reality hits

Okay Steve you can be my lover as my health allows

Father seems to be okay with this

[link to m4ufree.fun] Many at this streaming site.

No promises, no demands...
I almost bought one of those Alvarez guitars.


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I also really want to see that Disney Princess movie we missed called "Brave" Krystal has been singing the soundtrack in the mornings when I take her to work and I love it. It is like Celtic music.

[link to m4ufree.fun]
Brave 2012

what????????? that is it!!!!!!!! oh your the best Mark!

I will watch this today and keep my mind off negativity!

I will send the link to Krystal.

Thanks so much.

Yeah him try and pull this boyfriend thing on me

Well, he can be my lover, he is most likely still seeing other women and obviously does not want to commit to me

so, if and when I feel better and get into the mood, he can cancel his other plans when I call for him and come quickly and have good sex with me

Then he can go so I can wash up and I will continue sleeping alone with my Teddy Bear, he is NOT allowed to stay all night and he certainly is NOT moving in

Yeah Krystal is hoping we can save her old guitar from pawn

She got decently okay playing it

She wants to learn piano now

I keep hearing women say "I am done!!!!!!"

yesterday all I said was "yes Steven loves sea food, especially fish" and several women got pissed and left

I meant that, he was cooking some very good fish for dinner the other night, it looks like he is an excellent cook

Then this morning I was reflecting that I felt no matter what they had tried to say about me and what I had did before.......that I had more self respect than most women

I had male lovers and was NOT confused in a surreal reality of the term "boyfriend" I saw them when I wanted to and on my own terms

"Boyfriend" does not mean you OWN a man in anyway, he is NOT your chattel to monitor, or harass other women over, or possess, and his things do NOT belong to you. You have NO legal rights to this man in any way, nor any rights by God's Laws.

It is proven that men will often "date" or be "a boyfriend" with a woman for several years, and she lives in this delusion that he is going to marry her and she is the "one" and then he suddenly leaves her for another woman, and it seems in moments he is married and happy with the next woman.

WHY? Because if a man meets a woman they truly want, they have NO problem pursuing her and doing anything to obtain her and committing to her in everyway.

If I am seeing a man, and in a few months he has not proposed marriage to me or told me how much he loves me, then I know he does not feel that way in his heart and that he will not be anything more than a "lover" who will be dismissed when I find one who does love me.

With Steve SPIRIT, he said from the beginning to them, when this started "what is going on here? That is my Future WIFE" he told me many times how much he loved me, but still he has not been able due to the lies and ongoing battles to go further and I wonder if he still feels the same.

There was also confusion with me.........you see, FATHER IN THE MIDST OF THE EARTH, ALWAYS AND CONSISTENTLY EXPRESSED HIS INTENTION OF GREAT LOVE AND MARRIAGE TO ME

I then said "HUH, or so I have a different Husband on each different realm????" or "Oh, because I am the Trinity I am with you here and back with Father in the Midst of the Earth?????"

In 4/06 I was BETROTHED, which means Marriage, to the King in the Midst of the Earth, and I accept and enter into this Betrothal by doing the preparation HE is requiring

In 4/08 they returned as they said they would, and we were together, and Man and Woman would be in a SEALED PRIVATE UNION

IN HEAVEN, NO ONE LOOKS UPON NUDITY, EXCEPT YOUR HUSBAND, AND THERE ARE NO PORNOGRAPHY SHOWS, THE SEXUAL UNION IS IN A PRIVATE SEALED CHAMBER AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT GOES ON BEHIND CLOSED DOORS

I UNDERSTAND.........IT IS NOT THAT WAY....ABOVE IN HELL.......BUT IN HEAVEN....IT IS

Father has always been the SAME, and NEVER changed in HIS love and intention towards me. I AM HIS PROPERTY, I DO BELONG TO HIM. I DO AS MY HUSBAND DIRECTS ME, ME AND MY CHILDREN BELONG TO HIM, HE IS OVER US, I ACCEPT HIS LOVE AS WELL AS HIS WISDOM AND DISCIPLINE AND GUIDANCE OF ME. I DO WHAT HE ASKS OF ME. EVERYTHING BELONGS TO FATHER VLAD DRACUL IN THE MIDST OF THE EARTH.

THAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A LOVER/BOYFRIEND.......AND THE REAL THING, MARRIAGE AND HUSBAND/WIFE

Marriage includes Legal Rights and also gives the Husband many rights and the Wife as well by the Word of God and God's Laws

Lover/Boyfriend has NONE, that man can do anything he wants, and no you have NO right to be terrorizing other women over him, because he does NOT think you are good enough to be his wife or want to be your property, if he did he would marry you

so now like in the case of 5/08 when all HELL had broke loose over me being pregnant with Vlad Dracul's Son from the Midst of the Earth and Rachel thought is was Steven's child and they were all fighting over Steven or any man I was to be with and clawing at me and attacking me

This LAW by the Word of God applies to my Husband who I was Betrothed to Since 4/06 and gives HIM rights

If men who are fighting strike a pregnant woman and her child is born prematurely, but there is no further injury, he shall surely be fined as the woman’s husband demands and as the court allows.
23But if a serious injury results, then you must require a life for a life— 24eye for eye, tooth for tooth, hand for hand, foot for foot, 25burn for burn, wound for wound, and stripe for stripe.


THIS IS AN EXAMPLE HOW A HUSBAND AND WIFE HAVE LEGAL RIGHTS AND RIGHTS BY GOD TO EACH OTHER AND TO DEFEND EACH OTHER AGAINST EVIL PEOPLE..........WHEREAS, BOYFRIEND/LOVER MEANS YOU HAD SEX FOR FREE W NO OBLIGATION TO EACH OTHER, YOU SIMPLY WANTED TO GET OFF AND MUTUALLY CONSENTED TO

Re: Scotland vs The UK government

Scotland will take the UK government to court over our right to self determination, to decide our own future. England thinks they silence us and that we have no say in the matter. I ask all of you as former colonies of the empire to help us and pledge your support to our cause.

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Yes, remind me, in a few days after the bills are paid for on the 1st, I will definitely support you with all my heart and mind and being and contribute financially to this cause. You need to take back your independence, you must, you must for Mary Queen of Scots, for the Holy Grail of Christ, for your future!

Now, Steven showed me something in 2010, that keeps coming up for me

He showed me that he took another spine and attached it over my neck area

Now, I am going to tell you why this keeps coming up for me

First of all, I am glad my Mom showed back up after 10 years of being MIA and no contact with her

She confirmed for Krystal that I had went to New Mexico twice in 1985, the first time ALONE for 10 Days

Though his family acted like to me and Krystal that I was crazy and claimed that NO one, not even my Dad knew where I was, that I had never visited, that my REAL Grandma had never met me, my half sister denied us hanging out during that time and has no memory of it, and that my Dad was NOT spiritual or religious in anyway and never entered a Catholic Church...........ALL LIES.........

But, I knew that my Dad was accepted in every Native American Indian tribe and that he was doing spirtual work with them. NOW, remember DNA testing did NOT exist back then.........he told me that he had gotten help by tracing our Ancestry back to the Viking Kings, and that my Grandfather was from Spain, and my Grandmother from France

The family says he never did any genealogy research...that again I am crazy and my Dad liked to sometimes tell wild stories

Yet the DNA shows that I have this and what he said was truth

Furthermore, I had an Xray done and I was questioned if I was in pain because my neck spinal column was literally twisted around in a spiral.....I told them I never knew, I had no pain at all or any neurological problems due to it

I do NOT remember 10 Days with my Dad, I remember about 5 Days and I can NOT account for many other times

Did he kill me and bring me back to life???? Was I part of some Generation Curse like the Archdiocese told me I was? Was I some kind of sacrifice????

In addition to that, my Dad and I spent much of our time, going to Old Catholic Churches during that time and him talking about Saints and healings and many things. I did NOT even know about Baptism and Eucharist from the Churches my Mom had taken me to. I came back initially from that time, and I it had already been agreed that I would return to live with him so that I could go to College because he believed in College and my Mom and her family did NOT.

And I also entertained thoughts while I read the Psalms of David of also becoming a Nun. I was so touched by the things I had witnessed.

But. then they found me, and did the switch, and it began and everything went a different way. I HAVE NO REGRETS, I AM HAPPY ABOUT IT ALL, IT HAS BEEN AN HONOR TO SERVE GOD AND GO THROUGH THINGS FOR HIM.

BUT.............DO YOU THINK I WAS DEAD BY GETTING STRANGLED OR SOMETHING???? WHY DOES GETTING STRANGLED CONSTANTLY KEEP COMING UP????

And my Dad who supposedly was NOT religious or spiritual in anyway now according to his family and all these LIES they are now telling

And my Mom can attest that he was Catholic and that they were at odds with their beliefs, she felt I had done something wrong by spending my time with him on the first visit in all the Catholic Churches and claimed I had "let the Devil into her home"

My Dad, who "supposedly" was NOT religious, and did "not" know where I was, before he was murdered, last sent me a picture of Jesus praying at a rock......and he wrote on it......."When you are confronted with Good and Evil, it is better to think more of the Good, and less of the evil."

I love my Mom very much, and I understand, the Roman Catholic Church has been far from perfect, but they are NOT entirely evil either.

Furthermore, My Mom verified for Krystal who was starting to wonder herself after all of my Dad's family claimed they did NOT know which woman I was talking about

That around the age of 3, we did take a trip to New Mexico to visit "my grandmother from France" who had named me and called me "the seer" and she was a tall, average build, pale complexion woman

THIS WAS NOT THE SHORT LITTLE HISPANIC WOMAN I MET IN 1985, WHO MY DAD SAID WAS HIS MOM, AND SAID SHE SPOKE NO ENGLISH. THIS CONFUSED ME. I THOUGHT PERHAPS SHE WAS A 2ND WIFE OR SOMETHING BUT I DID NOT INQUIRE.

My Dad's family claims, that NO woman that I describe exists, that I have NO Grandma from France, yet my DNA proves I do. And that the woman I describe seeing in 1985 was my REAL Grandma and she never met me. OKAY LIARS.


Anyhow she confirmed for Krystal what she knew of the events, the gifts awaiting me, the celebration of "the seer" arriving and all that I had already told Krystal about

What my Mom and nobody ever knew was what occurred that night and that my Grandma who I immediately felt great love for in my heart, tried to murder Diane with a clown doll and I went to her secret place and stopped her.

She questioned why I would not let her do it, that Diane was going to do many horrible things to me, and cause great harm. But, I just kept telling her "NO Grandma NO" and I took the clown doll off of Diane and went to bed.

I WAS ALWAYS HONEST WITH MY MOM AND SHE KNEW I WAS ALREADY HAVING VISITATIONS AND THERE WERE UNUSUAL THINGS HAPPENING WITH ME...........BUT I NEVER TOLD ANYONE ABOUT THIS..........BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID THAT THEY WOULD ATTACK MY GRANDMA AND I KNEW SHE MEANT WHAT SHE WAS TRYING TO DO FOR GOOD.........I KNEW MY MOM WOULD NOT UNDERSTAND AND WOULD BE FURIOUS AND THEN I WOULD NEVER SEE MY GRANDMA AGAIN

THEREFORE, I DID KEEP IT MY SECRET ALL THESE YEARS BETWEEN ME AND HER.

now if you do not already think I am so damn strange let me tell you that since 2008 I have had to struggle with the fact that I defecate

Every time I go to the restroom, I then am disgusted by Feces, Feces is my abomination

and I then feel that my entire body is dirty and I must shower again and disinfect my entire body.

At one point I was showering multiple times throughout the day

Now, I will feel uncomfortable for awhile if I don't want to shower again right away and if Father or Steven comes to me, I will say to them, not now, I am dirty, I have to shower

It is like the Spirit in me, is still adjusting to the Human Flesh aspect of natural elimination.

Wait what is today?

It is Tuesday

Steven said I would be better by Monday or Tuesday

I have been up since before dawn and put oil in the truck for Krystal and had coffee and been reading

I am not coughing

No congestion

IT IS A MIRACLE

I have been in bed almost asleep constantly and ill for what 3 weeks?

SEE STEVEN/STEVE THE SAME, IS NO LIAR, THIS IS A MIRACLE, HE HAS HEALED ME

with that said

Let me clarify

There are some people who are the same As Above and Below, they remain consistent, they are NOT inverted

I was still myself above in battle, with the Word of God and when I found out they were also attacking Steven I defended him as well and others

I was NOT how they painted me later, but me as I was there truly was still myself


JR is the same way, after death, he never changed one bit, and when I was up there in 2010, he was still himself, not inverted in anyway

HOWEVER.........the realms switched in 2010, and Father tore Steven down from Babylon with others and destroyed many

At that point........Steve Spirit expressed great love for me, and remained with me, and cared for me, and never forsake me.

But, Steven in flesh, ended our friendship, wanted nothing to do with me. We had been friends and business associates for years by then. I was very hurt and confused.

I tried for years to understand, I was so confused, I thought he had amnesia from coming down, or that someone had put a spell on him. I could not understand how he could be with Rachel, a woman who he thought was inherently evil and called a rat.

And she certainly is.

SO STEVE/STEVEN ARE INVERTED AND NOT CONSISTENT IN FLESH AND SPIRIT, THEY ARE NOT THE SAME AS ABOVE AND BELOW

It has taken me 12 years of mourning over this, and great confusion, to finally just understand, he is inverted, he is NOT the same as some, above and below.

HOWEVER THAT SAID..........I NEVER PERSONALLY WITNESSED EITHER STEVE OR STEVEN DO ANYTHING EVIL IN ANY REALM, OR EVER TELL ME A LIE

I HAVE WITNESSED SOME AROUND HIM BE TRULY EVIL, BUT HE JUST WATCHED WHAT THEY DID

Like in 2010, they made all kinds of pornography videos of me up there and the Virgin Mary this and that and it was all the rage

and I am telling you that shit was lies

my tits are not that big and I was not having sex with multiple people and men, they are normally a 38DD but I am fat now so I am like a 44DD

I guess I have always had good sex partners because I can only handle one man at a time, that is enough for me

But they had me painted like Lieutenant Pruitt from the Lancaster California Prison who was screwing all the married men there and was the mistress of my attackers Tom Arlitz and Warden Brian Haws, both married men.

She had a black boyfriend, but she screwed them while at work, both of them at the same time. They would leave with her in the middle of work, and go off to their in town motel for a few hours that the Government was paying for.

Now that one had a major boob job, she had some really big tits, and blond hair and was in good shape. But I was in pretty good shape as well back then. She was pretty.

She certainly knew how to secure her easy job promotions.