IT IS HAPPENING NOW THE ANGELS HAVE COME FORTH SEALING THE SERVANTS

As I told you today I hope that at 3pm EST many all around the World will join with me in prayer of the Song of Moses as the REAL Holy Mother wants us to for our Father Creator

I believe my dream that just woke me is an indication of more trouble to come to the Middle East


I dreamed that I was getting some popcorn

and there was a man with me, like a Middle Eastern darker skinned man and he was looking at like a projector

and I said "Ben what is wrong? What is wrong? Well as long as we can take it back????"


But, you see, they can NOT take back the slaughter of so many innocent Christians that Father has shed tears over and has caused HIM pain. Father is very clear, you will receive the same mercy you have shown.

You can NOT murder hundreds of people now over the righteous death of a known terrorist murderer on Earth who has harmed many.

It is in God's hands as it always is, and I pray for Wisdom for the World Leaders to be guided in their sleep in the name of YOD which is a name of God that King Solomon invoked and was given wisdom in his sleep.

IT IS MUCH DEEPER THAN THE GOVERNMENTS

The Woman that is in Babylon that came between the REAL Holy Mother in the Heaven of Heavens that used to be with us in Ancient Egypt and walked amoung us, is hateful of Mother's Creation and Earth and Mankind

She wants to keep us ignorant, perverse, aduterers, liars, and in every way an abomination to Father God and have us destroyed to hurt Mother

She does NOT want us to do the prayers and remove her sorcery, or to have the REAL Heaven joined with us and the REAL Mother amoung us again teaching us all technology and advancement and giving us access to all wisdom.

She wants what Mother loves destroyed, Her children, Her Earth that she has created the green things on, NOT the Planet itself, Father created the Planet itself, we just made all the green things, the trees, the food, the flowers, etc.

IT IS BECAUSE OF A JEALOUS BITCH, WHO HATES LOVE, THAT MANKIND IS SUFFERING SO MUCH. WE MUST REMOVE OURSELVES MOST OF ALL FROM LIES AND ADULTERY.

I am telling you that I have dealt with this kind of mentality before for a few years and no matter what I did, it did not work

No psychology, no talking, no prayers, no attempts at friendship, nothing

What finally worked and stopped a beyond violent situation that I should have never of put up with, but it was God's will at the time

Was I started doing to them EXACTLY what they did to me, you bust my things, I take you favorite portraits that you have left at my house and I smash them to pieces

You hit me, I hit you, you call me names, I call you worse names

You try and kill me, I try and kill you

Finally they were scared to death and ran and left me alone, and Diane could find no one to come and decided she would come herself outraged, and we called the police on her stupid ass, put an end to that crazed bitch and her little charades real fast

Don't get me wrong, I called the police many times on the others, it was just they were always gone before they arrived, so I had to learn to do something different to stop the attacks

At one point I was mortified with myself.........I said "look what you have made me become! you have brought me down to your level!" and I repented for days to God for it and asked for cleansing.


But, now with the Muslims, Tepes saved his people by impaling the Muslims for display like they were doing to all the Christians. They were horrified to see a mirror reflection of themselves and called him a Monster ever since.

If Christians would start getting some of these Muslims who are murdering and News Broadcast their Death by Beheading then pick up their Severed Heads and Dance and Sing around joyfully praises to Jesus the Muslims would be horrified at seeing a reflection of themselves.

I am telling you that I have dealt with this kind of mentality before for a few years and no matter what I did, it did not work

No psychology, no talking, no prayers, no attempts at friendship, nothing

What finally worked and stopped a beyond violent situation that I should have never of put up with, but it was God's will at the time

Was I started doing to them EXACTLY what they did to me, you bust my things, I take you favorite portraits that you have left at my house and I smash them to pieces

You hit me, I hit you, you call me names, I call you worse names

You try and kill me, I try and kill you

Finally they were scared to death and ran and left me alone, and Diane could find no one to come and decided she would come herself outraged, and we called the police on her stupid ass, put an end to that crazed bitch and her little charades real fast

Don't get me wrong, I called the police many times on the others, it was just they were always gone before they arrived, so I had to learn to do something different to stop the attacks

At one point I was mortified with myself.........I said "look what you have made me become! you have brought me down to your level!" and I repented for days to God for it and asked for cleansing.


But, now with the Muslims, Tepes saved his people by impaling the Muslims for display like they were doing to all the Christians. They were horrified to see a mirror reflection of themselves and called him a Monster ever since.

If Christians would start getting some of these Muslims who are murdering and News Broadcast their Death by Beheading then pick up their Severed Heads and Dance and Sing around joyfully praises to Jesus the Muslims would be horrified at seeing a reflection of themselves.

Last night as I was falling asleep I thought to myself, well Steve must have many women after him now, and he said to me "Forever"

that to me, made me know, that he understood how I felt inside, that Love to me is all or nothing. You must be in it all the way, for eternity to be loyal to one another, to fight for Truth, and to stay by each others side, so that no one gets left behind.

It reminded me, reflecting on this this morning that when Krystal was 3 we went to Knotts Berry Farm and they had a huge roller coaster I think it was Ghost Rider and she looked at it, and expressed being afraid and did not want to ride it. and I said to her "If you can't ride with the big dogs then stay home" and we got on and she was very excited.

About 5 years later, I woke her up "Top of the morning" and I said to her, you are not going to school today, we are going to Six Flags Magic Mountain and playing hooky from school. We went and the park was empty and we rode every gigantic roller coaster. At one point, I looked at a few, and thought, NO, I don't want to ride them, and she turned to me, and told me, the same thing I had told her years ago, that then I should have stayed home, and I laughed and got on.

ABOVE they are rejoicing saying they have wounded Steven

ON this side, I am hearing, they have provoked Steven

I don't know what I am talking about sometimes

I was falling asleep

and I said to them

"what have they done with Santa's reindeer's proof they are evil"

then I said "and were is Cupid proof they are evil and have something against the union of male and female, and love"

and a male said "I am here"

and I said "I thought Cupid was a Doe, and love was female"

okay all lets head over here to the school and practice some nursing skills


you all should think about Home Health at least, flexible hours and pay is rising, major shortage of workers due to mass increase of aging population

sometimes you get paid to just sit and talk with them, take them to Dr's appts, or cook them something to eat

Amanda sent me a message

She remembered me telling her that I did not know if it was real or not because I was caught in battle at the time and still seeing other things but I saw a huge underwater volcano

But to my feeling this huge underwater volcano was going to erupt and pull the continents in a massive vacuum whirlpool

She saw this and wondered if this could be what I saw

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I don't know I started hearing all these banging sounds in the house but I did not find anyone in here

There has been a change in career plans. No medication aide classes until June so that is out, and they are now not offering any Phlebotomy classes at all as of now, so that is out.

I informed my Counselor and talked with the Hospital and I am going a different route and gave him the new class information and plan.

The car light for overheating started coming on today as well, so I have to check the coolant level.

Many people going to test next week. Think I will contact some class mates and see if they are going as well.

Lately I feel like just drinking a bottle of wine a day, but no money so that is out today. Guess I just want to be an alcoholic now.

I think my Brother Steve finally took my Key. I've told him he could have it and use it. I have no idea what to do with it.

Realized Krystal had a bottle of Dutch Chocolate Wine in the fridge. She wanted it, took one taste, and exclaimed "yuck it tastes like alcohol"

I think for a few days I will continue acting like an alcoholic then I will stop

It just seems good for the moment

Don't feel like studying anything

Maybe just some music

called my Scottish friend from the last class to see if she would enroll in this new class I found out about

She said she would check into it and let me know

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OH I LOVE THIS SONG BY BTS

THERE IS NOTHING STRONGER THAN A BOY WITH LOVE

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Re: WARNING! January 10, 2020 Full/Wolf moon with lunar eclipse will trigger DOOM Escalation!
Get ready. This wolf moon was spoken of in the quran. They will make their big move very soon.

Maximum escalation is hours away
Quoting: RED ALERT 78051246


Please post exactly the scripture you are referring to for us to review.

Thank you and God Bless You.

geez I am back to my old tolerance level it seems, no effect at all from that wine

well going to shower

bored

prayers at 3pm


going to wash up

OKAY SO HERE IS WHAT I AM GOING TO DO

I AM GOING TO GET SOME MORE WATER

THEN I AM GOING TO SAY THIS 3 TIME ALL THE WAY THROUGH OUT LOUD

THEN READ IT A FEW TIMES

THEN BE SILENT AND LAY DOWN AND MEDITATE ON IT

Listen, you heavens, and I will speak;
hear, you earth, the words of my mouth.
2 Let my teaching fall like rain
and my words descend like dew,
like showers on new grass,
like abundant rain on tender plants.

3 I will proclaim the name of the Lord.
Oh, praise the greatness of our God!
4 He is the Rock, his works are perfect,
and all his ways are just.
A faithful God who does no wrong,
upright and just is he.

5 They are corrupt and not his children;
to their shame they are a warped and crooked generation.
6 Is this the way you repay the Lord,
you foolish and unwise people?
Is he not your Father, your Creator,[a]
who made you and formed you?

7 Remember the days of old;
consider the generations long past.
Ask your father and he will tell you,
your elders, and they will explain to you.
8 When the Most High gave the nations their inheritance,
when he divided all mankind,
he set up boundaries for the peoples
according to the number of the sons of Israel.
9 For the Lord’s portion is his people,
Jacob his allotted inheritance.

10 In a desert land he found him,
in a barren and howling waste.
He shielded him and cared for him;
he guarded him as the apple of his eye,
11 like an eagle that stirs up its nest
and hovers over its young,
that spreads its wings to catch them
and carries them aloft.
12 The Lord alone led him;
no foreign god was with him.

13 He made him ride on the heights of the land
and fed him with the fruit of the fields.
He nourished him with honey from the rock,
and with oil from the flinty crag,
14 with curds and milk from herd and flock
and with fattened lambs and goats,
with choice rams of Bashan
and the finest kernels of wheat.
You drank the foaming blood of the grape.

15 Jeshurun[c] grew fat and kicked;
filled with food, they became heavy and sleek.
They abandoned the God who made them
and rejected the Rock their Savior.
16 They made him jealous with their foreign gods
and angered him with their detestable idols.
17 They sacrificed to false gods, which are not God—
gods they had not known,
gods that recently appeared,
gods your ancestors did not fear.
18 You deserted the Rock, who fathered you;
you forgot the God who gave you birth.

19 The Lord saw this and rejected them
because he was angered by his sons and daughters.
20 “I will hide my face from them,” he said,
“and see what their end will be;
for they are a perverse generation,
children who are unfaithful.
21 They made me jealous by what is no god
and angered me with their worthless idols.
I will make them envious by those who are not a people;
I will make them angry by a nation that has no understanding.
22 For a fire will be kindled by my wrath,
one that burns down to the realm of the dead below.
It will devour the earth and its harvests
and set afire the foundations of the mountains.

23 “I will heap calamities on them
and spend my arrows against them.
24 I will send wasting famine against them,
consuming pestilence and deadly plague;
I will send against them the fangs of wild beasts,
the venom of vipers that glide in the dust.
25 In the street the sword will make them childless;
in their homes terror will reign.
The young men and young women will perish,
the infants and those with gray hair.
26 I said I would scatter them
and erase their name from human memory,
27 but I dreaded the taunt of the enemy,
lest the adversary misunderstand
and say, ‘Our hand has triumphed;
the Lord has not done all this.’”

28 They are a nation without sense,
there is no discernment in them.
29 If only they were wise and would understand this
and discern what their end will be!
30 How could one man chase a thousand,
or two put ten thousand to flight,
unless their Rock had sold them,
unless the Lord had given them up?
31 For their rock is not like our Rock,
as even our enemies concede.
32 Their vine comes from the vine of Sodom
and from the fields of Gomorrah.
Their grapes are filled with poison,
and their clusters with bitterness.
33 Their wine is the venom of serpents,
the deadly poison of cobras.

34 “Have I not kept this in reserve
and sealed it in my vaults?
35 It is mine to avenge; I will repay.
In due time their foot will slip;
their day of disaster is near
and their doom rushes upon them.”

36 The Lord will vindicate his people
and relent concerning his servants
when he sees their strength is gone
and no one is left, slave or free.[d]
37 He will say: “Now where are their gods,
the rock they took refuge in,
38 the gods who ate the fat of their sacrifices
and drank the wine of their drink offerings?
Let them rise up to help you!
Let them give you shelter!

39 “See now that I myself am he!
There is no god besides me.
I put to death and I bring to life,
I have wounded and I will heal,
and no one can deliver out of my hand.
40 I lift my hand to heaven and solemnly swear:
As surely as I live forever,
41 when I sharpen my flashing sword
and my hand grasps it in judgment,
I will take vengeance on my adversaries
and repay those who hate me.
42 I will make my arrows drunk with blood,
while my sword devours flesh:
the blood of the slain and the captives,
the heads of the enemy leaders.”

43 Rejoice, you nations, with his people,[e][f]
for he will avenge the blood of his servants;
he will take vengeance on his enemies
and make atonement for his land and people.

Okay there was some energy shift

Not major but some

This always means that Truth is coming the same in both realms

TRUTH is the ONLY way to END the suffering in ALL realms

Amen

Amen and amen.

Re: MEGA BREAKING!!! U.S. IMPOSES SANCTIONS ON IRAN, AS RESULT Of ATTACK ON U.S. ALLIED TROOPS !!! (P.849)

Very good response. I agree this is peaceful yet sets a statement that they need to stop acting like crazed barbarians on Earth.

I LIKE THE PICTURE THAT YOU POSTED.

I START TO HAVE THIS FEELING THAT THE COMING "ANTICHRIST" TO CHRISTIANS THE WORLD MAY REALLY "NOT" BE AN ANTICHRIST IN TRUTH

THEY HAVE LIED AND HIDDEN THE TRUTH OF JESUS AND MAGDALENE AND THE ORIGINS OF CHRISTIANITY AND SO IF THIS IS BROUGHT OUT, ANYONE BRINGING THIS OUT THEY WILL CALL "ANTICHRIST, PAGAN, HERETIC" WHEN IN FACT THEY ARE TELLING THE TRUTH

THE TRUTH OF WHY THE JE*WS AND THE ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH AND OTHERS SLAUGHTERED SO MANY THAT KNEW THE TRUTH

TRUTH IS SO POWERFUL

IT SETS YOU FREE

IT DESTROYS THE INVERSION OF THE REALMS

IT WILL END THE SUFFERING OF MANKIND AND RELEASE THEM FROM BONDAGE

IT WILL GIVE US ACCESS TO HIGHER REALMS

JEALOUS ENTITIES OF GOD AND THE REAL MOTHER AND MANKIND DO NOT WANT THAT, THEY WANT HUMANS AND EARTH DESTROYED, OR TO ENSLAVE US AND CONTROL US AS IGNORANT ZOMBIES FOREVER

Mark

I am trying to get Krystal to send me some of the Memes she shows me from her Instagram and see if they will post on here

This is some funny shit this kid shows me

I have to show you

She makes me laugh

Thank you all so greatly those of you who sacrificed your time today for God, humans, and Earth and all the things and creatures God has made and for all the suffering on all realms.

The REAL Holy Mother is always watching and checking our hearts and I hope that soon more of us will be sent to Father in the Midst of the Earth for more information.

I am sure that today She was greatly touched and felt great love for your prayers and listening to her gentle way to try and break through this.

We can try it this way, but it does not mean, that we won't end up not needing to pick up a Sword.

I bless ALL of you who gave yourselves simply in FAITH alone today to GOD YOUR DIVINE CREATOR WITH ALL GOOD THINGS FROM GOD AND I PRAY FOR OUR FATHER TO PROVIDE FOR US FOR ALL OUR NEEDS AND KEEP US IN HIS HAND AND PROTECT US AND DESTROY ALL OUR ENEMIES.

AMEN AMEN.

I encourage you all to share more about yourselves and what you are researching and what you know

Keep it simple for those of us who do not understand a lot of these things

You are welcome to post these things here or start your own thread

I feel I have told you the jest of my story and I feel that some know me pretty well and have a good feel for me and what kind of person I am

That was really a big point for me is to tear down all the lies they were telling about me and who they thought I was up there

It was really important for me for someone to just really get me and understand me and not feel so alone in the World

I mean Krystal knows me very well and so does Father and Steve and I know my Brothers in Heaven do as well, because they knew everything about me and exactly what I would do and trusted me

But it was important for me to have people on this realm to not think I am just so damn strange

OH I HAVE GREAT NEWS

GREAT NEWS

I FORGOT TO TELL YOU

HE SHOWS ME THAT I AM NOW 16

I HAVE WAITED SINCE BEING PUT AWAY IN 1985 TO BE 16 ALL THESE YEARS AND FOR MY KING AND RIGHT HUSBAND

I AM NOW FINALLY 16 HE SAYS

but geez, I looked at myself and I looked like Death, is that what drinking Tap Water does to a person? Going to get some bottled purified water in a few minutes.

Krystal has this shirt from Alice in Wonderland and Alice says

"everything is so confusing"


I LOVE IT. I AGREE ALICE.

realized I had only eaten a few pieces of fruit since Wednesday and decided I should eat though I still was not hungry and we got some Chinese food

reflecting on different things

And that, Osiris just seemed to be happier with the 2nd woman always and at some point, maybe after experiencing Lucifer Jesus and knowing there was something else, Isis realized the 2nd man was better for her as well, but really he is the 1st.

He told them this parable: “No one tears a piece out of a new garment to patch an old one. Otherwise, they will have torn the new garment, and the patch from the new will not match the old. 37 And no one pours new wine into old wineskins. Otherwise, the new wine will burst the skins; the wine will run out and the wineskins will be ruined. 38 No, new wine must be poured into new wineskins. 39 And no one after drinking old wine wants the new, for they say, ‘The old is better.’

It wasn't until much later during the end of my dating years that I had to look back on my serious relationships and really question what the hell was I doing????

why did I try so hard and give so much to others who were obviously just unhappy with everything about me and miserable and wanted another type of woman???

It seems idiotic and stupid and I don't know why I even wasted any time on this and them

I was just so lost in darkness for so many years just kind of wandering all around and sad, no clue what the fuck I was supposed to be doing

When I had my "friends with benefits" I guess you could say, we had fun all night and they looked forward to being with me any chance I would give them. Things were different but I was NOT in love with them, and I was still lost and just kind of wandering still to myself "am I ever going to fall in love with a man? maybe I can't fall in love? maybe something is wrong with me???"

Well, I did. And now, I am not sure what to think about the whole matter. It certainly was........it was........hmmmm

I don't know