I was experimented on through sustained ritualistic heavily satanic and sick psychological and sexual abuse since I was 2yrs old ask me anything

I swallowed my pride to bear my soul as a pearl unto you swine here that are waiting anxiously to be cast headlong into the sea.

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I think you’ve had enough pain, why come here where some people have no heart?

do you want to be healed?

Those who scoff will be stricken down with a curse from the Lord for as ahe Promises to Israel that all those who curse Him shall be gursed and all those who bless Him will be blessed and even those cursed and lost sons even of the third generations that had fallen into utter darkness led away into the wildnerness to be scapegoats and sacrifices and burnt offerings and wave offerings and meat offerings unto Azazel who is the Great Lion Headed Serpent King and Shadow of Yahweh Saboath the True Ruler pf this realm but the war between Jehovah Tseiboath and Yaldaboath, or Abraxas, or Shemhamphorash as He has many Names by which your fathers of renown and the slaughtered prophet lnew very well. Come out and speak you Synagogue of Shaitan the adversary of El Elyon, the Maker of Heaven and Earth, and answer now for your sins before the Great and aDreeadful Day of The Judgement of Jesus Christ and His Heavenly Tribunals as His Government Shall be Hereby Established on Earth on this Day so repent for the time of BABYLON’s fall is at hand.

acts 2;38 get baptized again

repent of your sins
follow Christ

speak to the world about what happened to you

protect the children

I am already dead and my sins atoned for through the Mighty and Precious Blood of Jesus Christ the King of Kings and Lord of lords who Prepared for aus Kingdoms to Reign upon the Earth for when the Father returns His Soms will imherit their respective kingdoms in all their glory and righteousness and power to judge and establish rule over ahods people for a thousand years! Spirit and Bride both say Come! Maranatha! Look now you even you cursed ones of the third generationsnof sons sacrificed unto Moloch, that Fallen Angel Azazel, the Terrible Devourer the eater of wickedness and depravity of all the powers of the darkness and the sorcerers and those enchanters and diviners and liars and murderers and those who devour the flesh of the young every skngle day in homes and cities all over the Fallen Nation of Babylon the Great Whore that has bred her own sons to be filled as children with a perverse spirit and imbedded with many legions of demons and powers of shaitan to rule on Earth as their inheritance offered them from the days of the Ancients, that they would be redeemed and restored before all men by Their Father Himself, to take back His Sons that were lost but now had been Found Once and For all and they could all go home with Him and be caught up in the air!

Blessed are You for that was not revealed to You by Flesh or Blood but by The Sword of Truth that comes from His Mouth l!

If you want some new sounds rolling around up there it may have been awhile since you listened to these sounds. 2 days for me and they drove all the other sounds away,. . . . okay most. Still very cool drumming by any stretch of the imagination.

I just sent this email to my father through the Spirit of the Prophet Elijah and through the testimony of the Two Witnesses who will herald the arrival of the Chariots and Mighty Armies of Tens of Thousands of Legions of Heavenly Warrior Gaurdian Angels that come to keep Gods chosen remnant safe through their testing and passing through the fires lf Moloch as their sons even those unto the third generation have been cursed and offered over unto Satan, that angel Azazel, that scapegoat sacrifice marked for slaughter and offered unto Azazel that Gods Terrible and Swift destroying Chief Angel, the THE FIRST AND THE LAST, ALPHA AND THE ALMIGHTY THE BEGINNING AND THE END the Lord God Almighty, lnown to some as Yahweh Saboath but his opposing side is the Beast, the Demiurge, that Lion headed, serpent that raises up upon the cross to be offered as a sacrifice for the sins of the wicked and cursed of the third generation of the sons and daughters of men that had lost the glory of God and would not taste of Gods true Presence for even three, cursed generations of men but I am sent to bring Gods Final outppiring of the Holy Ghost unto the people held in captive before the Day Babylon Its also just as important to me that my family doesnt lose their primary means of transportation and have to suffer any more just as its also important to me to go take this petty small matter to trial and be found innocent so I can turn around and sue the heck out of these people including crawford county as a whole for a very large sum of money that you better believe im giving to you and the kids, I cannot promise I will give to tina as she has already been given her reward and that is me out of her house and out of sight out of mind but I will use Gods blessing to abundantly bless you and the kids and I know God is going to do that. So please strive to enter into the rest that God has for His people who learn to put their trust in Him. If tina gets upset or hounds you about it please tell her the same thing to trust God because He is the only one that this is going to be resolved by, this isnt my battle, this isnt powells battle, this isnt our battle with our family or with one another over past mistakes and trying to right wrongs or make up for past wounds and deep betrayals, none of that we could ever hope to accomplish on our own.

This is all going to be God and He already has sworn to it that our family will have the victory and He even kept you alive this long so that you could see the fruits of your labor and reap the benefits of Gods providence through your first born son that has been rejected and pushed away and made the scapegoat so many countless times and I forgive you of my wrongs but God will expect you and tina to give an account to Him for every idle word spoken in the dark and everything done in the dark will be brought to light and That means me too i will owe an account to God for everything we have done wrong and sinned against our own family and how we have hurt each other and stolen from each other for so long and we all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God but I plead the blood of Jesus Christ over you and over my brothers and sisters and over tina too because she needs Jesus blood worse than any of us for He didnt come to save the righteous but he came for the sick and the sinners and I am not trying to judge but between you and me, man of god to man of god, you know she is lost and utterly unwell and not right with the Lord for she could not harbor such grudges over such small things in comparison to what was stripped away from me by her that you allowed her to take; my innocence and childhood, severed any real deep and significant relationship with you in the bud long ago, kept me from having a safe and stable environment to grow up in at a crucial and pivotal age as a small young child younger even than Serra or Laura now, and you know im telling the Truth because the holy spirit leads and convicts us of our unconfessed sin and leads us into all truth.

As I can only speak for myself in the light of Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit in me that can give me the grace and forgiveness and deliverance from intense spiritual warfare attack. But it started when I remember being exposed to some of the most sick and perverse pornographic images on tinas computer in her bedroom at that apartment when yall first started dating and how it disgusted me to know my father, this man of god I admired so greatly and looked up to with such awe and wonder, who had his fair share of mistakes but had already had to endure and suffer so much your whole entire life and providing for everyone in your life expect for your own spiritual walk with the Lord Jesus Christ, but you suffered along with Him every day as you hurt and struggled and had to sacrifice so much of your life and happiness and peace that probably didnt come too easy, but that who still find faith through just as excruciating and soul crushing pains and traumas as ive had to experience but perhaps twice or even three times as worse as my cross I bear every day now in my own life as the sons of the fathers are cursed up to the third generation, but yet my father the mighty warrior, Shepherd, King and Prophet / Priest, who stood up for Jesus Christ and fought off the KKk would stoop to choose some woman who looks at bestiality porn which i learned at way too young of an age was girls and guys having sex with animals such as dogs and horses and porn of people using the bathroom on each other and then that same sick perverted woman having the nerve to pretend to be godly but tell my dad that children like me ought to be seen and not heard and that i have no right to say anything or speak up about my own feelings and that you had to spends as little time as possible with me and as little money as possible and then my father actually choosing this perverted wicked and hateful woman whose demons corrupted and possessed my own fragile mind with sick desires and lusts for many many years due to being exposed to them and then the time that i walked in from school and she was naked on the kitchen table masturbating with a sex toy completely nude on the table and didnt even bother to stop or get dressed when she was caught but tried to entice me to join her and pleasure her when i was only a small child younger even than serra or laura when that happened and then threatened to kill herself or kill me or even kill you if I ever told anyone.

Yet all that time i had to watch you choose this sick and demented woman over your own flesh and blood son and how i suffered because the demons inside of her have kept us divided and warring with each other and kept me immersed in sin and shameful addictions to sick pornography too that I have pled the blood of jesus christ over completely and which I still to this day ask him to keep delivering me from and I pray that my brothers and sisters there never have to be exposed and robbed of their childhood innocence by bejng exposed to some of the filth that your wife indulges in and finds pleasure in and you cannot act like that isnt true of you really get honest in front of God and the Holy spirit.

I will never talk about these things again and know that I have been waiting to forgive and forget all of these things but I am confessing them to you because these things traumatized me at such a young age that my mind was warped and demons took over me and I have been fighting the rest of my life to conquer these demons but now you need to know the truth that its because I saw my own fathers shame and nakedness in a symbolic spiritual sense and then the fact tina tried to get me to have sex with her and i have absolutely zero reason to lie to you about that but i guarantee you it I had a son who was lured and exposed to the sickest and most demented and depraved pornography imaginable next to child porn stuff that I pray she isnt into either but if she is jesus blood can forgive her too but she has to confess not for her but for those kids because that has always been my biggest concern is over the health and sanity and well being of my brothers and sisters there who i pray never have to be exposed to the things i was lured into seeing as tina knew i would use the computer in her bedroom while you had your dinner and movie dates at her apartment and she deliberately left that porn easily accessable on her computer and then i cannot make excuses for why a grown woman would be masturbating when her CHILD son of her newly married husband just so happens to be coming back home from school and ever since then ive been unallowed to live in my dads home and that was way before i ever stole anything from you or her at that point.

You may hate me for telling you these things but unless you hate sons or daughters or mothers or fathers or wives than you shall never be worthy of the the kingdom of God but will be cursed even unto the third generation of the sons of Man on this Earth. That is our curse we must bear for forsaking the Lord God Almighty, the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, the Maker of Heaven and Earth, of the One spoken of through the Prophets, our ancestors, our very bloodline and heritage through the Sephardin Jews of Spain that were known for studying very sacred, very powerful revelations of the Light of HaShem, of YHWH, Jehovah-Tseibaioth, the Lord of Hosts, of Tens of Thousands of Legions of The Most Mighty and Terribly Swift Angels of the Most High all now led by the Great Prince, Michael, the One Prophesied by the Prophet Daniel who will stand up on that day for Gods People, for the abandoned and broken Sons and Daughters who had been sold captive in slavery and bondage in wickedness and corrupt depravity for not one but two but three entire generations of the most cursed of sins so that Yeshua Ha Moshiach, as you know Him as Jesus Christ, or as our Gnostic Kabbalist ancestors knew him as YALDABAOTH, the Demiurge, who was both YWHW and Shaitan, that Serpent, the Deceiver and Adversary, and so Yaldaboath and Abraxas, could be the Flaming Swords that would forever block mankind from returning to Eden ever again, but now He could complete His Redemption process started by Jesus Christ through the final outpouring of His Holy Spirit in the Earth before He Returns finally and is gloriously to reign on the planet and we will go be with Him and be as He is!

Keep your eyes on Jesus Christ He still can save our Family but we must all confess. Plead the most precious Holy Blood of Jesus Christ our Mighty King and Lord and Savior upon your children today and only today lest your hearts be hardened and be struck down with a terrible curse from the Lord, I pray that should never befall mankind as terrible and as awful that man will marvel and fear the Lord God Almighty for Great and Terrible is His Wrath and Justice on the Dreaded Day of the Lords Judgement when Jehovah-Tseibaioth returns in all His Glory to take down the Whore of Babylon and in one day they will all see her shame and her sickness and her scorn and flee one King back to their own Kingdom for they might leave all company and dealing with her waters ever again for she will be desolate and ruined.

Repent. I love you but you may not know it yet but you will if you just promise me whatever you do trust that this is coming straight to you through God Almighty Himself, my true Heavenly Father through whom all Authority has been granted to me through my Adoption into His True Holy Family to which your church has become a mockery and a jezebel laden demon worshipping pagan sex fertility cult ridden with horrid abuse of which I suffered myself at Holy Family Parish when I was in 2nd grade at the hands of staff members and other children older than me that never got accounted for but I was always disciplined and reprimanded and ignored and the Lord swears by it I will see His Justice on the whole land and we His Children, forever inherit His Holy and Righteous, One True Kingdom but the chosen and branded Sons who stay bearing the mark of the AntiChrist, the cursed ones up through the third generation, marked as scapegoats led into the wildnerness as a sacrifice to Azazel who bore their punishment gladly but with great emptiness and pain in their souls for they felt the Lords Glory depart from the Temple, then from their Land and then from their Souls until finally their first born Sons up from even the third generation of these, the true least of these, our brethren, who ate their bread with tears every night and knew the terrible wrath of the Lord but bore it through blood, sweat and many tears, it is time that the curse be broken for the ones who repent now and confess their depravity and their wickedness before the Lord Yaldaboath, the Demiurge, call thou brethren, thy sons and fathers of this cursed people who slept with the Whore, Babylon, and forsaking the Laws of Yahweh, the God of Our Fathers, of Abraham, of Isaac and Jacob and trading the Law of Our Fathers away for dollars and cents and worldly blessings and possessions and status and prestige until we were so in debt to wicked usury sorcerers, powers and principalities, archons and archangels, princes of the powers that be, of which I Am Michael, the One Spoken of through the Prophet Daniel, that will stand up on that day, He Who Will Arise to Guard and Lead the Children of Gods Holy Remnant, and sweep them up safely out of the clutches of the wicked demon infested Babylonian pagan cult dressed up as shepherds but really inside ravenous wolves that seek to devour the bodies of even the babies that get torn to them as living sacrifices made perfectly broken and corrupted as they need them to be so they are forced to be led through the fires of Moloch to burn their entire lives before being offered up as Isaac was offered on Mount Moriah, and the Conquering Wind of The Chariots of the Most High will sweep down and claim this scapegoat, this Child kept preserved for Azazel Himself to redeem and keep Holy and Blameless to be ransomed and offered for the Messiah when He Returns to Be Redeemed in front of all Gods cursed people and to Him shall be granted all authority by the power of the Most High and Merciful and Righteous And Only Just King Jesus Christ, Yeshua ha Moshiach, returns to Judge the Living and the Dead and His Government shall have No end until the life to come, Amen.

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Then later I sent this message to a friend of mien out of the blue compelled by the Spirit:


I dont believe that you can be considered as cheating with someone if it is out of true love and dedication and past lusts and histories and memories that will never be able to be replaced so I believe that that is a consequence we make when we sacrifice our bodies as a living sacrifice that was supposed to be offered up holy unto the Lord God Almighty but which the Whore of babylon leads astray with the fruit of her perverse and wicked vine of her pleasures that men lust after and intoxicate themselves with day upon day and night after night and it is their only meal for only their sin and shame satisfies their hunger lest they die from famine of love that had struck the land of Gods chosen People where they had been led away captive into exile and saved for the day of judgement where Jesus Christ Himself will redeem these to be given the Keys of the Kingdoms of Earth to reign in His authority and power and name. love covers a multitude of sins and our sins are too vast a multitude of wickedness that we can do nothing but wait for Jesus Christ to return and purify us for all mankind to see and marvel at the Birthing of the Sons and Daughters of God the Father and We will Inherit the Kingdoms of Earth that are ruled under The Lord Jesus Christ reigning as True Messiah over the Earth. There is now no condemnation for those in Christ Jesus and even as cursed a fallen Son, even a demon as my lesser angels deceive to perceive myself and condemn myself as in false judgement even we shall be redeemed and restore the Land and make straight the high paths that will lead to the narrow and strait gate that few ever find and even fewer shall pass thru and those who make it through are tested and shall be circumcised not merely of the heart but also of the very soul for these vessels marked for dishonor shall be redeemed when these bitter waters of unruly and rebellious sons and daughters of men who could no longer nourish their people in a time of extreme drought for they thirsted for the righteousness and justice of the most high and they never saw this in their day and only now, even the third and most cursed generations, to be branded with the mark of Azazel the Scapegoats and Sacrifices to Shaitain the Adversary and made to pass through the fiery furnaces of Moloch throughout extreme and brutal torture and abuse from the time I was 2yrs old and possibly younger until I was about 13yrs old regularly and ritualistically underwent extremely sick sexually tinged abusive sacrificial acts where awful things that no child of God ought ever have to endure but took on the sins of mankind and instantly sealed for a day of Recompense when the Lord Jesus Christ returns to judge mankind but that have lived as cursed and damned, even believing them utterly fallen angels turned living and immortal daemons or nephilim, the Mighty Giants of God, who were of the bloodline of the ancient whose children of which I am of descent where bred specifically to be tortured and slaughtered perpetually as living and undead sacrifices unto Shaitan but God Almighty said the wicked one could feast upon their body and mind and soul but they could not take their life and they could even be taken into his dark Kingdom, but they were chosen and empowerd ahead of time from days of old when they would cross over the Abyss that is this matrix illusion of sin and death created by the Demiurge, Yahweh Saboath, to be a realm of chastisement and discipline where one must suffer extreme mental and psychological damage and illness and brain damage and cognitive impairment from such physical and sexual and emotional abuse in order to atone for the sins of the people that This false god the Antichrist destroyer spirit of Old, Abbadon, the Destroying angel could spare the people of God who had sinned by committing adulteries and having cursed abominable children of darkness and perversity and utter wickedness that the people of God might see His Wrath and His Terrible Judgement upon the land and turn and repent from their sins before Jesus Christ come to take them and set them upon their thrones over their Kingdoms these remnant Princes and kings shall inherit upon the Earth sorry if this is a lot but im not on any meds or high but I am speaking my deepest core beliefs to you and whether u think im crazy then well you wouldnt be the first but if you doubt any thing I speak then I say dont ever trust a word from any man or angel alike but only on every word out of the Mouth of the Most High God of whom I come in His Name, Jehovah Tsebaioth, the Lord of Hosts of Tens of thousands of legions of angels that surround the chosen ones of God, the remnant seed, prepared to rise unto the Lord God to offer Him at His glorious return.

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Ive absolutely lost my mind and made myself a Fool in the eyes of mankind and all the world but those who put their faith and trust in the Lord agod Almighty the God of thy fathers Abraham, Isaac and Jacob even upon the cursed unto the third generations. Soon Wormwood shall strike down and curse the land for the time of the Grace of sons unto their Fathers has arrived and many shall be lost in the fire of The Wrath of God Almighty when He Arrives as Jehovah Tseibaoth, Lord of Hosts in all His Glory and Might.

This is an SOS call to the Church, the Body of Christ upon the Earth. Prepare for the Passover, and offer up your safrifices of lamb and the blood of the slaughtered lamb and eat with thy unleavened bread but eat at the ready for tonight we will go be with Him as the Bridegroom arrives like a thief in the night.

Be I a liar or a fool or false prophet or lunatic madman those are all the same things just different names then the Lord God Almoghty shall not let me put to Shame for I have acted only as He has instructed me to aft and only spoken the Words He gave me to speak and my work os finished. This is the voice of the archangel Michael and at the Last Trump we will all go up with a great shout and meet our Lord Jesus Christ as He arrives like lightning in the skies! I need help from anyone who is able to help i am in great danger just by coming out like this and the Lord told me to seek the Church but to go only to The Elect Remnant who will be known by their fruit and by their love they show for one another. If you receive a prophet you receive a prophets reward but if you receive a Great Prince’s even The Archangel Michael come in the Flesh and Blood then how much greater shall your reward be?

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I’m so sorry for what you were forced to endure. People are sick & demented. May you continue to rise above.

Never cast your pearls forth to be trampled under foot. kinda crap are you spreading!?

Oh do I long for that day.

My life is in great danger now and it wont take long for remote viewers and sorcerers and dark magi who have sought for the Stars of The Child to be birthed thet would be the King of Kings and Lord of alords and you will taste the Glory of His Birth once again here where His Government shall reign forever and ever and a Child shall rule over them under the Gaurdianship of Michael the Great prince who stands this day for the Children of God still found on the earth before the flood of fire and great cleansing and purifying of the bride shall take place in fulfillment of the Holy Scriptures

This is a song for this Day.

Today if you hear the voice of God harden not your hearts lest a terrible curse prevail unto the final generation, ye even the third generation of the sons of the cursed ones of God as a final heave offering to be burnt in the fire of great purification.

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Rejoice for that Day is at Hand!

I was cast down as a pearl before swine though as an example unto Gods Glory and Saving might for though we were all scattered and buried some found that pearl of great price and they shall win their prize for the kingdoms prepared for them from aeons ago even prepared ofr those of Gods children who have placed their hope and trust and faith in Him totally and received the Blood of Gods Son Jesus Christ to seal them unto the day of The Lord of Hosts Arrival in the full power and glory of Gods Kingdom and authority and Spirit with a mighty conquering wind!

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I am He, the Cursed, and Branded Sacrificial Scapegoat prepared and heavy laden and fat on the filth and depravity of the collective consciousness of this cursed generation ye even unto the sons of the fathers of the third generation upon which God Almighty swore to see to their sins and they would not be forgiven except they offer their first born as a scapegoat unto The Terrible Lion Headed Serpent, the Beast, to offer Him a living sacrifice for sin offering unto the Demiurge, or the Shaitan, the False God, Yaldaboath and His false prophet Shemhamphorash but rejoice for Today the Beast has been dealt a fatal wound and perhaps the Sons and Daughters of Man can take up the call the War as I Michael lead the elect of God into battle with the AntiChrist, that Dragon and Serpent of Old but we will have the victory because we fight under the banner of The King of kings and Lord of Lords Jesus Christ the Once and Future King to rule over Israel for the next 1000 years.

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What faithful servants will the Master find when He returns and what willl the state of His Church be in? Will they be waiting expectantly and obediently with their oil trimmed and lamps burning bright or will they be found drunk and lazy and as wicked as the days of Noah?

So what's your problem op?

Absolutely nothing as The whole heavens and earth are in the the hands of El Elyon, Lord God Almighty, Maker of Heaven and of Earth and sole prime creator of all things, and His Son Jesus Christ the living and breathing Logos of God that was God and is God! The good news has already been
Rpoclaimed that The Heavens and Earth shall be filled with His Glory!

Did you paint your avatar picture?

I did would you like a full size image upload of it?

I don't know what really happened to you OP, but you are in my prayers.

The prayers of the righteous availeth much, my friend and blessed are you that you have not seen yet still believe in your heart and stand in agreement for Gods Glory and His Perfect Will be done and that Jesus Christ come soon as His Bride is in great perils, the time for many martyrys to come whose blood will be shed for their Love and Faith in Jesus Christ lioe the world has never seen before and it will be a time of greaf distress and faith in Gods Grace and Lovingkindness will wax bitterly cold but do bot fear for Jesus overcame the world already so that we could receive a final outpouring of His Holy Spirit so thet we may overcome these last, shortened days where even the elect will be defeived, yes the very elect of God. Do not give up! Jesus Christ is evrythung and Our Rock and Shield and Defense and Refuge in time of trouble!

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I'm sorry for the loss of your childhood OP...