you know why I am so 100% on this???


I remember before I was BORN

i am not joking

1976 I was a month premature

I died and came back like 5 times


I remember it

I will be as detailed as I can.


I was in a room in a line of other people
there were three lines all together I was in the very back of the last line.

So i could see the others in front and beside me.

We were all GOLDEN in color.

The room was CLEAR....and there was CLOUDS on the walls that were MOVING.

and on the wall directly in front of us was a MASSIVE SWIRLING VORTEX. It was the MILKY WAY GALAXY...except it too was GOLDEN in color.

So....this voice comes from ABOVE US all.

It says..."OK on the count of 3 everyone go through the PORTAL"


I didnt want to go.

I did anyway.

I saw the light tunnel

I was born here
and immediately felt PAIN.
My lungs collapsed

I went back through the portal.

I was in the room again.

I heard the voice say "WHAT ARE YOU DOING? YOU HAVE TO GO"


I said "I dont want to. It hurts"

Then I felt LOVE.
an unconditional never ending LOVE
that felt like no matter what I did EVER....that love would NEVER stop


the voice said again "YOU HAVE TO GO"
and then "YOU HAVE A JOB TO DO"

SO i went back

and have been here ever since.