What keeps you motivated to keep on going??

the truth of Jesus Christ.

Jesus.

Sometimes being alive at this point in time just gets to me. What are we all heading for? Countries worldwide seem to be steering towards some sort of inevidable collapse. People becoming more and more selfish. Including myself, since I can barely deal with society any longer except for holding down a job and make a living. Would like to start a family some day but the current conditions of society arent exactly ideal, if you want your kids to have a decent future that is. Get married just to get cheated on? Have kids just to see them get hooked on drugs? Everything seems engineered to fail. I feel like I have seen and known too much already to ever become mentally healthy, what ever that means. Trying to maintain positive but some days it just seems too damn impossible. Fuck me I sound depressive today.

Yes, Jesus.

the truth of Jesus Christ.

To hopefully make someone what to turn back. I think I found a point in the mess they made and how to understand is not going to happen for me, I love liberty for me and others to much.

I know some of those who were involve since the 1800 and later are dead, some are getting there, I think some are being trained, it could be Davos seems to be where they get their orders. It future planning as H. G. Wells did, he is the one who wrote "1984" book wasn't he? The another one was the author of a 'Brave New World", this new technology is all in that dang book, also the movie, the book is better to read.

So, these are not just wealthy people they are future planners using any invention or idea to push what they want to see, it not pretty for other people because they are into themselves and their wants. They are commentator, some from rich back grounds, thinking they are so high the poor people just can not attain what they themselves have at the figure tips, never thinking other people or the poorer people just do not want it, a few I am sure, most people want a happy life not necessarily a lazy life. I listen to them, and they mess up their good idea proving how much they do not know.

Anyway if you check this bunch and others around them you will find these future planners, I am use agenda 21 or whatever they are trying today with gentrification is part of it, which creates homelessness, see that what happens in the brave new world, the cities and the people who want their freedom and not being drug and clones. This is all part of their plan and it started in 1800s and maybe before because they change history! They rewrote history except they they did not get it all. Even their books about people mess up, they claim one thing and it a hit piece book. It strange people for sure.

They planned even the tunnels the train tunnels in England and France before they even got the faster trains. They laid out the idea for new fuel, electricity, lighter and faster train oh yeah they wanted a cleaner road without horse poop, strange they would make worse messes with the other things.

They are the one behind agenda 21 and using useful idiots in the media. I think these are the old rich from centuries ago or their offspring's, they are plan and plan except they have become sick in their doing behind the scenes. beginning perverts will do this to you, it really will. I do not know if they worship anything or think they do not, there is a real Satan, they follow even if they do not know it. Of course this maybe their god. They are tapping into this material that he sends out and it to mans destruction, that how it works, Satan is not visible can be, only mostly he send to people so they receive it, because they are open to this thing and it hate mankind or seems to. They are fracture mentally, they are all around it the media, do not say Jew not it not Jews, they maybe involved on a personal level and trick on their personal level, it not them. Think of people who always think they are better than others go back mentally in time, to kings and queens and others, the way they tried others, a peasant and just to be used by their whims. Now think of them being a people who just think about their pushing thinks as they see it or want it, not how others to, they think they are doing the right things, except they are not really checking their own real feeling or they would have asked if others wanted these thing done.


We did not need these ideas, nor did it help man at this stage it has hurt men and women and children and mess their lives up for a few dang people, you could say a little group against the entire world population that what it comes down to, the one percent against the entire world population.

All religion are used against themselves, it not a few, they do it to all of them, they pull strings, use mental games and this is worse with this new technology they put out, it is also the very worse technology for themselves and others of mankind it to easy for nature to wipe it out in one fell swoop. They did the worse idea of anything they had ever done and it also going to be their undoing.

So, yes, I want to bring the song back and they singing before the Lord, it called being free and happy.
If I do not live to see it, I want to at least plant the seeds.

Because you will be dead soon enough.

You bought the ticket might as well finish the ride.

Love of life! So many great people in the world. Including pool!

You know I envy those animals. Living out in the wild. Giving zero fucks just enjoying nature doing their thing. Freedom.

Lovey, you sound "depressive" because you are allowing others to color your world.

They're in your head because you let them in there...we've all done this.

So, now you have a battle in your head between conflicting sources. There's you who wants harmony, and there is all else that wants conflict.

Who do you want being the captain of your ship?...because right now you're letting a bunch of pirates into your vessel.

Fucking stand up on that shit, and walk away.

Sometimes being alive at this point in time just gets to me. What are we all heading for? Countries worldwide seem to be steering towards some sort of inevidable collapse. People becoming more and more selfish. Including myself, since I can barely deal with society any longer except for holding down a job and make a living. Would like to start a family some day but the current conditions of society arent exactly ideal, if you want your kids to have a decent future that is. Get married just to get cheated on? Have kids just to see them get hooked on drugs? Everything seems engineered to fail. I feel like I have seen and known too much already to ever become mentally healthy, what ever that means. Trying to maintain positive but some days it just seems too damn impossible. Fuck me I sound depressive today.

Potential for participation in a civil war, with a few black rifles.

Potential for participation in a civil war, with a few black rifles.

The meaning of life is that there is no meaning.

Because humans became aware of their own mortality, they invented this need to find a meaning for it all

there is no meaning

Ask the deer or the moose or the bear why they keep on going

They just do