Sometimes being alive at this point in time just gets to me. What are we all heading for? Countries worldwide seem to be steering towards some sort of inevidable collapse. People becoming more and more selfish. Including myself, since I can barely deal with society any longer except for holding down a job and make a living. Would like to start a family some day but the current conditions of society arent exactly ideal, if you want your kids to have a decent future that is. Get married just to get cheated on? Have kids just to see them get hooked on drugs? Everything seems engineered to fail. I feel like I have seen and known too much already to ever become mentally healthy, what ever that means. Trying to maintain positive but some days it just seems too damn impossible. Fuck me I sound depressive today.