What keeps you motivated to keep on going??

Wishcraft will get you nowhere.

So, I guess you are a hopeless case, and you're going to spend the rest of your life empowering your hopelessness.

And I'm not being a "meanie" by poking at you to stand the fuck up for yourself. Mine is bred from experience and love, and time is short. There's not the time for coddling.

I can only hope that one day you'll "get it," and you'll become your own man and a more effectual human being.

Lovey, you sound "depressive" because you are allowing others to color your world.

They're in your head because you let them in there...we've all done this.

So, now you have a battle in your head between conflicting sources. There's you who wants harmony, and there is all else that wants conflict.

Who do you want being the captain of your ship?...because right now you're letting a bunch of pirates into your vessel.

Fucking stand up on that shit, and walk away.

Sucess and owning more land.

Sometime it's just not giving a fuck anymore. It's a funny thing though when one reaches that point. Then its as if some higher force moves in and pulls you in the right direction down that narrow path. With that said, workin and making a livin is all I got these days as well. It seems like a bad joke out there with no reason to ever plan for a future. Right there with you. I want out of this shitshow most days, can't lie. But what keeps me going is the hope that the most high Being is well aware of the fact that I just don't belong here and that there is some destined reason for being here.

First of all, the state of society is not you. You need to go live in the woods or go to jail for awhile and find you.

Great question OP. One that made me think at a time being saddened by world events and everyday life. The truth is my two grandsons aged 9 and 6. They inspire me to stay positive and seek continued positivity. I have endured terrible life altering challenges that made me sucidal but holding them daily inspires me to stay strong.

Nothing at the moment. Which is terrible if you normally have a very high drive.

Lincoln penis is buried on Saturn. I need to find it.

Perspective is everything.

The only thing in life I find worthwhile, is THE PURSUIT OF TRUTH. Nothing else matters after you have your basics like food and shelter covered. Religions are for the unwashed masses that are too ignorant to overcome their own brainwashing and unable to accept universal realities. Try to find something to become passionate about, your passion will rub off on others and motivate them to pursue their own passions. Materialism is a dead end, Relationships are a dead end, Careers are a dead end; pursuit of Truth is a lifetime pursuit that will make you wise.

To hopefully make someone what to turn back. I think I found a point in the mess they made and how to understand is not going to happen for me, I love liberty for me and others to much.

I know some of those who were involve since the 1800 and later are dead, some are getting there, I think some are being trained, it could be Davos seems to be where they get their orders. It future planning as H. G. Wells did, he is the one who wrote "1984" book wasn't he? The another one was the author of a 'Brave New World", this new technology is all in that dang book, also the movie, the book is better to read.

So, these are not just wealthy people they are future planners using any invention or idea to push what they want to see, it not pretty for other people because they are into themselves and their wants. They are commentator, some from rich back grounds, thinking they are so high the poor people just can not attain what they themselves have at the figure tips, never thinking other people or the poorer people just do not want it, a few I am sure, most people want a happy life not necessarily a lazy life. I listen to them, and they mess up their good idea proving how much they do not know.

Anyway if you check this bunch and others around them you will find these future planners, I am use agenda 21 or whatever they are trying today with gentrification is part of it, which creates homelessness, see that what happens in the brave new world, the cities and the people who want their freedom and not being drug and clones. This is all part of their plan and it started in 1800s and maybe before because they change history! They rewrote history except they they did not get it all. Even their books about people mess up, they claim one thing and it a hit piece book. It strange people for sure.

They planned even the tunnels the train tunnels in England and France before they even got the faster trains. They laid out the idea for new fuel, electricity, lighter and faster train oh yeah they wanted a cleaner road without horse poop, strange they would make worse messes with the other things.

They are the one behind agenda 21 and using useful idiots in the media. I think these are the old rich from centuries ago or their offspring's, they are plan and plan except they have become sick in their doing behind the scenes. beginning perverts will do this to you, it really will. I do not know if they worship anything or think they do not, there is a real Satan, they follow even if they do not know it. Of course this maybe their god. They are tapping into this material that he sends out and it to mans destruction, that how it works, Satan is not visible can be, only mostly he send to people so they receive it, because they are open to this thing and it hate mankind or seems to. They are fracture mentally, they are all around it the media, do not say Jew not it not Jews, they maybe involved on a personal level and trick on their personal level, it not them. Think of people who always think they are better than others go back mentally in time, to kings and queens and others, the way they tried others, a peasant and just to be used by their whims. Now think of them being a people who just think about their pushing thinks as they see it or want it, not how others to, they think they are doing the right things, except they are not really checking their own real feeling or they would have asked if others wanted these thing done.


We did not need these ideas, nor did it help man at this stage it has hurt men and women and children and mess their lives up for a few dang people, you could say a little group against the entire world population that what it comes down to, the one percent against the entire world population.

All religion are used against themselves, it not a few, they do it to all of them, they pull strings, use mental games and this is worse with this new technology they put out, it is also the very worse technology for themselves and others of mankind it to easy for nature to wipe it out in one fell swoop. They did the worse idea of anything they had ever done and it also going to be their undoing.

So, yes, I want to bring the song back and they singing before the Lord, it called being free and happy.
If I do not live to see it, I want to at least plant the seeds.

Hoping THR PURGE will soon be a reality!

REVENGE!!!!

I look forward to getting off this shit hole planet.

You're not depressive. It's strange, because it feels like it's a terrible time to be alive, but at the same time it's a great time to be alive. Paradoxal, I know. Curiosity is one thing that keeps me motivated. I keep thinking perhaps it will soon be revealed to me just why the hell I'm here in the first place. I keep thinking that I thought I had a rough childhood, but that ain't nothing compared to what's on the horizon. Perhaps I was being prepared early on, to be able to handle what's just over yonder. Either way, we are all here to gain wisdom and knowledge through experience, and if we "cop out"; we just have to start over, rinse, repeat, until we learn the lessons we came here to learn. We may as well give it our best without fear and have faith and trust that we will be guided to fulfill our greatest destiny with all the help and love we need to minimize any suffering; whether it's self created pain, or from outside sources. Regardless, always remember, God loves a grateful heart.

What a question!

My mom would break if I was gone, she is 79, borderline dementia. My daughter sees me as her world, she is 17. My son is copying everything I do, in a good way.

That’s why I keep going day to day! I do not love life, but I love seeing my family happy!!!!!

Great post by the way! 5 stars for making people think!