I am feeling SO much better, not "there" yet, but getting somewhere better

I am moving in a few weeks hopefully.

I am moving to a location to where I can find a job and walk to work.

I have no car and live out in the country and only get into town twice a week for groceries. Been this way for nearly 2 years.

I've been living in exile.

But now with a car, a job, hopefully things continue to open up for me--these new doors opening are allowing me to simply breathe for once.

My anxiety is dropping, depression is dropping, psychotic symptoms are fading away.


Heck, maybe 2019 is gonna be the year of years for me.