You just have to choose to enjoy life in all it's challenges. I even enjoyed hiking through the deep snow in 10 below 0 at the crack of dawn this morning to turn up the heat in the pump house. Life is an adventure, a challenge to be met with the confidence you can handle anything that comes your way. The fear and resistance of the unknown, of what might or might not happen next is far worse than any actual reality. Things change and sometimes very fast.