Start praying to God. Ask him to give you strength to lift you up. He knows your situation. You have to get mad in a good way and want to fight though. It starts within. Where there is a will there is a way.. with God as your redeemer. Believe, have faith. Never say die. The only way to not succeed is if you quit. So be determined and persistent.. and remember to seek God deep within to help lead you out of the trials and tribulations you face.