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Sheesh, I had a heart attack last night
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I talked to an old friend yesterday. She is 98. She does not want to live anymore because she is so upset at how poorly her children care for her and how upset she is over the choices her offspring are making.
Point being, find a way to deal with it, it might get worse. LOL
I play a little repeating song in my head to block out the painful thoughts. My children have broken my heart too. Everyday, several times a day I replay the little song to protect my heart. You can only do as much as you can and then let it go. It does no good to grieve all the time.
Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77365271 Ain't no way in hell I'm holding on to life until I'm that old....but I don't think I'm going to have to, either. My health issues just seem to keep piling up higher and higher in the last 1.5 years. I've started seeing an Internist about the source of the systemic inflammation I've been told I have. He ran some specific blood work on me, and my "Anti-DNA(SS)lgG,Ab,Qn level was off. The normal range is 0-19, and my reading was 94. I don't even have a clue what that means, but I see him tomorrow, so I'll find out then. I still have to do a colonoscopy and endoscopy, but that got delayed because I have to have a clearance from the cardiologist before they can be done....but I won't at all be surprised if one or the other show something, especially the way things have been going for me health wise. Bleh, I'm upset right now. I'm not suicidal, at all, but getting to exit the planet is a kind of comforting thought to me. I'm sure it's a comforting thought to more people than just me, too. We're almost all fucking tired of this bullshit.
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