Then God is irrelevant if the power is in me. What is the point in believing in him then? I am losing faith very fast and my life and the sufferings I am going through is bringing me to this outcome.
Quoting: Patriotic Black dude How Has He so wronged you?!
What exactly is so bad?
What is your complaint?
Has He not been infinitely generous with all 2 million of your heartbeats?
you think all sufferings are of the guilty? you dont think innocent people suffer? And if they do, why?
I am often reminded that god plays favorites
That doesn't mean he treats his favorites kindly
Jonah was a favorite, and god had him swallowed by a whale
Jonah just wanted to live his life and be left alone
I guess a person can have all the free will in the world and still not have a choice
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Here is a small, God like exercise, in indifference.
Nothing matters, not in the big scheme of things. Free yourself. Start with 5 minutes of not giving a fuck. Then go for an hour. Then realize, for the rest of your life nothing matters. It never did and really never will.
There is only one rule.
It is in the best interest of self preservation to avoid directly causing your self or others harm.
With that being said, have at it. Have fun knowing nothing " really matters ".
Just finish the game. Stay in it. If you lose, it doesn't fuçking matter.
