God is not compassionate, he is cruel

Profound..



Last Edited by Thoth's Thought Form on 03/14/2019 08:24 PM

He's just on the rag and wants a mollycoddle...

it is carving me into what? A man that no longer believes God is personal in my life? Is that a good character to build? Help me understand.

I am often reminded that god plays favorites
That doesn't mean he treats his favorites kindly
Jonah was a favorite, and god had him swallowed by a whale
Jonah just wanted to live his life and be left alone
I guess a person can have all the free will in the world and still not have a choice


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Here is a small, God like exercise, in indifference.

Nothing matters, not in the big scheme of things. Free yourself. Start with 5 minutes of not giving a fuck. Then go for an hour. Then realize, for the rest of your life nothing matters. It never did and really never will.

There is only one rule.

It is in the best interest of self preservation to avoid directly causing your self or others harm.

With that being said, have at it. Have fun knowing nothing " really matters ".

Just finish the game. Stay in it. If you lose, it doesn't fuçking matter.

So you get your way or else?

God is fair.

If you want compassion, you turn to the Goddess.

Dont worry about some arbitrary thing that is above your comprehension. That is a lot of the non visible spectrum..

Just be a good cell and do good and good will grow.

Or not no one cares.

Mother nature has paved you all over for as long as I can remember.
And I can't remember a stupider version..

then you have fucking proven my point. there is no fucking purpose in life. This is how criminals justify their actions. Imagine a pedophile raping a child using your logic. You see the problem in that?

do good meanwhile I am observing evil do evil and live better off than me. Something is fucking fundamentally wrong with that/

you dont see the contradiction in that statement/psalm?

be content yet this same person has experienced both rich and poor stations. What about someone who has never experienced wealth? should they be content? Why should they?

Last Edited by Rev El Haitian on 03/14/2019 08:47 PM

I don't pretend to know what that's like, but the divine is like an open hand. We need to go and take from it. More surrender and commitment to whatever teaching and grace you follow. You know this anyway.

How do you DESERVE to live?

Paul never had wealth

but considered food and clothing adequate

and faith the only greatest possession.


How selfish narcissistic are you?

What do you need?

I am not asking my way. But for pete's sake sinking me quick sand??????

Give me a break! this is the propaganda the rich feeds the poor.

I am shaking my head at you. You know why? Because you are so fucking ignorant of the world you live in.

How do I deserve to live???!!! Did I fucking ask to be born!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????? The fucking nerve of your question!

There are bad and evil people of all faiths, beliefs and practices. I doesn't mean you have to be.

I Told you my guiding principle; It is in the best interest of self preservation to avoid directly causing your self or others harm.

then you do not know how the natural kingdom in which we live in works! Self preservation has always required destroying another life. There is no getting around it.

I live very close to nature, it is all around me and sustains me. The lives I take for my self preservation are only the ones used to keep my body alive, and those lives are not destroyed, instead they are transformed into me.

Yeah, not much of an excuse for this word and it’s bs.

I can testify to the fact that God uses suffering so that when you are broken you will hopefully realize that you need his strength to get through your suffering, and then he can use you. you have to surrender completely to God and be honest with him and let him know you cannot do this(rely on your own strength) anymore.)


Beleive me, God has more compassion than you will ever be able to fathom in this current world.


I was in the hospital one time, with this extremely terrible akathesia. It as by far the worst experience I ever had in my life. I would pace back and forth in pain, cnd when I would sit down for relief, I found none.I wouldn't even be able to sleep but an hour at the most each night, because I would pace back and forth in my room with pain.I was in the hospital(3A) for just about two weeks with this horrible pain in my head).


Towards the end of my stay, the pain in my head turned up even another notch, and I started sprinting through the hallway and into my room, and layed down face first on the cold floor. I finally called upon God and told Him I cold not do this anymore and gave up.Immediately I felt this strength in me, and though I was still in pain, I felt like I could endure it forever if I had to.

I hope this helps.

lmfao you are very naïve smdh

lmfao I went through that phase. smdh save it.