I spent 30 and Jesus is very kind and wonderful and brings peeople into your life. I Am so grateful for the friendliness of Jesus.

the money thing is the most perplexing for me. I know the Lord will bless me if i am faithful. But for me i really do think i have some kind of organic problem. But nobody hates me there like in the world is so amazing. I look in mirror and i look so sick and nobody sees that.

But still in real world money is God. Money Money money everything is money soon as you set foot in the sun outside the church. Sure wish it wasnt so.