Ok, I’m going to honestly try to chill for a minute. ^^this^^ isn’t happening though, I wish I hadn’t brought it up then.


The basic question for the others is simple; how do I properly as a man of church for his time? I don’t want to be rude and interrupt what I know has to be an extremely busy job, and I know these guy have families and they hear people’s problems, but this is an EXTREMELY unique thing. Not a PTSD kind of thing. I’m not seeking weekly service, celebration isn’t what I’m seeking, I’m seeking consultation and maybe help with someone wiser than I am, but I don’t even know where to start.