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Wonderful to see you, Dear Friend.

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Happy you are here.

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...

I call myself a goofball, too. *giggles*

What is your Greatest and Grandest Version of yourself that you can imagine? (YOU get to choose!) ;)

YOU get to decide Who and What you are, despite all of the 'noise!'

Choice has not been taken from us.

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I'm curious.
In my instance... my life, at least, one thing seems to have been predetermined to happen.

Do you think in your life as well?

And others?

And could be more than one, of course.
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I had a moment when I was able to see the span of my life, and how everything, up to that point, played out/worked out.

I do not know if it was predetermined or not.

Keep asking yourself questions, and see what pops in your mind, while balancing those thoughts with your heart.

I think you are underestmating yourself a bit, with regard to intuition.

hf
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Oh, really? Heh, interesting...

This reminds me... yesterday (and no, this isn't the predetermined moment which I was referring to), I, when walking around outside, trying to relax after I started feeling horrible asking OP whether she knew the answer to what happened to me... I put it in my post, an Edit, if you remember...

Well, first off, I have felt different, (very) strange, all sorts of stuff oozing/emanating out of me on I don't know how many occasions.

And, yesterday, I had been outside for a while... I remember walking toward the street, and, all of a sudden, I felt that I would indeed live forever... A rather comfortable feeling, that, indeed, there is no end to life... It came from my torso, in a certain way, it was kinda like feeling all my futures... came from the torso, expanded out in front of me.

That felt nice actually. chuckle
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Beautiful!

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I did say that the mind of Kaos is being brought forth out of hiding. As it manifests, the world has erupted into insanity and war. It will get worse. As it is said...you have to go through hell to reach heaven.
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Donnie Darko movie. Where this tunnel vortex came out from the center of his chest and it lead him towards his future. Predetermined.
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Ah yes, I've seen the movie.

Oh, ps, right now I can tell you in regards to these entities, if you remember.
I feel comfortable talking about it.

And that is, 2 things.

Somebody once told that there are like 11 entities in our house.
And, (this is the main reason why I decided not to post it first, yesterday...), my grandfather on my father's side, well, my father was scared of him, and calls him some sort of "tyrant." Yes, actually, he was just a very bad man. He died quite a long time ago already

And, I had been told, like, well, maybe 2 years ago, that he was following me around, to make me feel miserable. He was trying to make my life as difficult as possible.

You said you saw an entity following me around or something to that effect?
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Donnie Darko movie. Where this tunnel vortex came out from the center of his chest and it lead him towards his future. Predetermined.
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Ah yes, I've seen the movie.

Oh, ps, right now I can tell you in regards to these entities, if you remember.
I feel comfortable talking about it.

And that is, 2 things.

Somebody once told that there are like 11 entities in our house.
And, (this is the main reason why I decided not to post it first, yesterday...), my grandfather on my father's side, well, my father was scared of him, and calls him some sort of "tyrant." Yes, actually, he was just a very bad man. He died quite a long time ago already

And, I had been told, like, well, maybe 2 years ago, that he was following me around, to make me feel miserable. He was trying to make my life as difficult as possible.

You said you saw an entity following me around or something to that effect?
 Quoting: +Arch+


Felt. My third eye isn't open anymore like it used to be. Discarnates feed off fear and leaked energy as they don't move on to the next level so they don't get the energy they need. This is why so called ghost videos shoe beings freaking people out. If you go in with no fear they have no power over you.

Try a declaration of non consent. That you only allow goodness and true light into your life and any being violating that is violating your free will and the higher levels are asked to step in on your behalf. It's all the power of your mind and the strength of your intent. That's where true power comes from. We create this hellish reality...we can break it.
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Donnie Darko movie. Where this tunnel vortex came out from the center of his chest and it lead him towards his future. Predetermined.
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Ah yes, I've seen the movie.

Oh, ps, right now I can tell you in regards to these entities, if you remember.
I feel comfortable talking about it.

And that is, 2 things.

Somebody once told that there are like 11 entities in our house.
And, (this is the main reason why I decided not to post it first, yesterday...), my grandfather on my father's side, well, my father was scared of him, and calls him some sort of "tyrant." Yes, actually, he was just a very bad man. He died quite a long time ago already

And, I had been told, like, well, maybe 2 years ago, that he was following me around, to make me feel miserable. He was trying to make my life as difficult as possible.

You said you saw an entity following me around or something to that effect?
 Quoting: +Arch+


Felt. My third eye isn't open anymore like it used to be. Discarnates feed off fear and leaked energy as they don't move on to the next level so they don't get the energy they need. This is why so called ghost videos shoe beings freaking people out. If you go in with no fear they have no power over you.

Try a declaration of non consent. That you only allow goodness and true light into your life and any being violating that is violating your free will and the higher levels are asked to step in on your behalf. It's all the power of your mind and the strength of your intent. That's where true power comes from. We create this hellish reality...we can break it.
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Thank you!
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May I ask where your defense of Draco comes from? Why is it such a sore spot. Is it true that there was a precursor to the draco and the draco are still just hybrids like the reptilians and the real dragons, besides the elementals, are the ones who preceded the draco. Why did Dagon say his world was wiped out and his people's reptilian genetics was used as a template by the usurpers to create soldiers.
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Ok folks.

I would like (read: absolutely LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, lol) to get your opinion on something.
This is something... I have been searching for the answer for years and years, and, I’m at a loss... Trust me, seriously, OP, etc... I hope you can help me.

And, I have posted this before on GLP, made a thread about it as an AC, a long time ago (before I had found “a” diagnose), and, truth be told, I had a lot of troll comments as well. I started not giving too many sh*ts about that thread anymore. I hope you can forgive me for posting it here, but yeah, it’s of course, mainly because of the OP, but, also, truth be told, I think people will generally be nicer here, no troll comments (or an absolute bare minimum)...

I have had this my entire life, I’m very certain of that.
I have been misdiagnosed quite a few times, until, like, maybe, almost a year ago, a psychiatrist, after giving him a lot of information, said that he realizes what I have. (However...?)

The thing is, it started to get a lot worse not so long after leaving school. I didn’t finish my school, well, because of 3 reasons, and one of the reasons is because of my absolutely horrendous memory. I started not remembering, virtually anything... due to what I am born with..

So, first off, I went to see a naturopath. And, he tested so many things...
I was hooked up to a computer running a program.
He tested my meridians, acupuncture points, all known diseases, fungus, also, my psyche, you name it. Like, so many things.

He said, that, phsyically, I’m 100% fine.

But, that, I suffer from a clinial depression. He also said that nothing would help, beside one thing. Neurofeedback. So, I contacted NeuroMind here in Antwerp, Belgium, but they said that they couldn’t help me.

And, let me tell you, I have been in the psychiatry well over a dozen times... that never did anything for me.

So, about a year ago, I went to see the psychiatrist again, but now, with a lot more information than he previously was aware of...

And he said “I’m sorry, I didn’t know it was this bad.”
Then he said: “You have the Syndrome of Cotard.”
Which, is basically, a (extremely?) rare very severe chronic depression. I am born with it... And, he suspects, that, because of my mother’s condition, that it’s kinda coming from that.

So, he gave me Lithium. I took it for months and months, didn’t help one bit.
Then (which I still take to this day...) he gave me Venlafaxine and Aripiprazole (I think that’s how you write it).
Didn’t notice one thing again for a very long time. But then, after many, many weeks, I did start feeling better (I’ll tell you what symptoms I suffer from in a second.) Truth be told, yes, when I was very little, I probably felt the best. And, ever since a couple of months now... yeah, I do feel, for the majority of the time, rather (more than...) decent.

However...

You see, let me tell you now what I suffer(ed) from.
Totally, friggin’ empty. No life inside of me.
Zero motivation/will in my upper body.
Everything (even very simple things) take so much effort. Even making coffee, I have to force myself...
My upper arms, and shoulders, sigh... like there’s no “power” in my muscles.

I felt absolutely dead in my body. Totally, dead.

So, now, I feel better, yes, but, still, this will/motivation, good grief... moving my arms, like, for instance, to produce music on my laptop... I, basically, like (almost) can’t. I get frustrated doing it.

But, you see, there’s one big symptom that I suffer from, still, which hasn’t changed, which is absolutely pissin’ me off... and, make no mistake about it, this, yeah, this one I have had since birth.

It’s like almost the sole reason for me writing this post.

And that is... My brain... like it’s completely dead.
Almost as if, that, the source... that which powers the brain, that there is something seriously wrong with it. A major malfucntion. I can’t, like, no way, I can’t use my brain.

The psychiatrist said that my perception of my brain, that it’s not working properly (I forgot how he phrased it, but that’s what it comes down to.)

Look, I have no memory, like, zero, zilch, nada...sigh, it’s absolutely everything.

And yes, I know, I can write these phrases, and, it doesn’t appear to be too bad.

But, I can’t like learn anything new, I’m extremely limited in everything I do.
My major passion/hobby is producing music on my laptop, and, that is a major friggin’ disaster, the way I work... I have produced music for well over 12 years, and, it’s still extremely difficult, (also due to this very difficulty for me to move my arms... that one frustrates me so much...)

So, you see, my brain (read: the perception of it?) (like there is absolutely NOTHING there), it hasn’t improved one bit.

I have taken so many supplements, I went to see psychics.. I have a boatload of stones... did holistic therapy, Reiki, I have done so many things (not just for my brain), and, none of those things help.

So, this latest medication that he gave me, yes, “it appears,” it works, to some extent... But, I still have so many issues.

So, I wonder... What in the friggin’ world is this. (And, please folks, don’t be fooled by how I write English.)

And, I have posted my music on this forum before... Truth be told, if you would hear it... yeah, you can’t really hear that all that music is produced with extreme difficulties.

I am in DIRE need of help, I’m not kidding.

And I truly apologize for posting this here folks, but, yeah, I can’t for the life of me start another thread about it. I realize what crap I’m going to receive etc... and other things.

Thank you.

(And don't you worry about the definitions regarding this Syndrome that you find online... like for instance, that people with this Syndrome think they are dead etc... I don't have that...)
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All of London and the UK is without power right now.

Cookie did you do that????
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Ok folks.

I would like (read: absolutely LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, lol) to get your opinion on something.
This is something... I have been searching for the answer for years and years, and, I’m at a loss... Trust me, seriously, OP, etc... I hope you can help me.

And, I have posted this before on GLP, made a thread about it as an AC, a long time ago (before I had found “a” diagnose), and, truth be told, I had a lot of troll comments as well. I started not giving too many sh*ts about that thread anymore. I hope you can forgive me for posting it here, but yeah, it’s of course, mainly because of the OP, but, also, truth be told, I think people will generally be nicer here, no troll comments (or an absolute bare minimum)...

I have had this my entire life, I’m very certain of that.
I have been misdiagnosed quite a few times, until, like, maybe, almost a year ago, a psychiatrist, after giving him a lot of information, said that he realizes what I have. (However...?)

The thing is, it started to get a lot worse not so long after leaving school. I didn’t finish my school, well, because of 3 reasons, and one of the reasons is because of my absolutely horrendous memory. I started not remembering, virtually anything... due to what I am born with..

So, first off, I went to see a naturopath. And, he tested so many things...
I was hooked up to a computer running a program.
He tested my meridians, acupuncture points, all known diseases, fungus, also, my psyche, you name it. Like, so many things.

He said, that, phsyically, I’m 100% fine.

But, that, I suffer from a clinial depression. He also said that nothing would help, beside one thing. Neurofeedback. So, I contacted NeuroMind here in Antwerp, Belgium, but they said that they couldn’t help me.

And, let me tell you, I have been in the psychiatry well over a dozen times... that never did anything for me.

So, about a year ago, I went to see the psychiatrist again, but now, with a lot more information than he previously was aware of...

And he said “I’m sorry, I didn’t know it was this bad.”
Then he said: “You have the Syndrome of Cotard.”
Which, is basically, a (extremely?) rare very severe chronic depression. I am born with it... And, he suspects, that, because of my mother’s condition, that it’s kinda coming from that.

So, he gave me Lithium. I took it for months and months, didn’t help one bit.
Then (which I still take to this day...) he gave me Venlafaxine and Aripiprazole (I think that’s how you write it).
Didn’t notice one thing again for a very long time. But then, after many, many weeks, I did start feeling better (I’ll tell you what symptoms I suffer from in a second.) Truth be told, yes, when I was very little, I probably felt the best. And, ever since a couple of months now... yeah, I do feel, for the majority of the time, rather (more than...) decent.

However...

You see, let me tell you now what I suffer(ed) from.
Totally, friggin’ empty. No life inside of me.
Zero motivation/will in my upper body.
Everything (even very simple things) take so much effort. Even making coffee, I have to force myself...
My upper arms, and shoulders, sigh... like there’s no “power” in my muscles.

I felt absolutely dead in my body. Totally, dead.

So, now, I feel better, yes, but, still, this will/motivation, good grief... moving my arms, like, for instance, to produce music on my laptop... I, basically, like (almost) can’t. I get frustrated doing it.

But, you see, there’s one big symptom that I suffer from, still, which hasn’t changed, which is absolutely pissin’ me off... and, make no mistake about it, this, yeah, this one I have had since birth.

It’s like almost the sole reason for me writing this post.

And that is... My brain... like it’s completely dead.
Almost as if, that, the source... that which powers the brain, that there is something seriously wrong with it. A major malfucntion. I can’t, like, no way, I can’t use my brain.

The psychiatrist said that my perception of my brain, that it’s not working properly (I forgot how he phrased it, but that’s what it comes down to.)

Look, I have no memory, like, zero, zilch, nada...sigh, it’s absolutely everything.

And yes, I know, I can write these phrases, and, it doesn’t appear to be too bad.

But, I can’t like learn anything new, I’m extremely limited in everything I do.
My major passion/hobby is producing music on my laptop, and, that is a major friggin’ disaster, the way I work... I have produced music for well over 12 years, and, it’s still extremely difficult, (also due to this very difficulty for me to move my arms... that one frustrates me so much...)

So, you see, my brain (read: the perception of it?) (like there is absolutely NOTHING there), it hasn’t improved one bit.

I have taken so many supplements, I went to see psychics.. I have a boatload of stones... did holistic therapy, Reiki, I have done so many things (not just for my brain), and, none of those things help.

So, this latest medication that he gave me, yes, “it appears,” it works, to some extent... But, I still have so many issues.

So, I wonder... What in the friggin’ world is this. (And, please folks, don’t be fooled by how I write English.)

And, I have posted my music on this forum before... Truth be told, if you would hear it... yeah, you can’t really hear that all that music is produced with extreme difficulties.

I am in DIRE need of help, I’m not kidding.

And I truly apologize for posting this here folks, but, yeah, I can’t for the life of me start another thread about it. I realize what crap I’m going to receive etc... and other things.

Thank you.

(And don't you worry about the definitions regarding this Syndrome that you find online... like for instance, that people with this Syndrome think they are dead etc... I don't have that...)
 Quoting: +Arch+


IF you were a program of the matrix you wouldn't realize you were empty inside. You would feel right at home here. The ones who yearn for home have an actual spirit and know they don't belong here. You're inside a human shell, but it doesn't mean you're compatible with that body. Look at "two spirit" and other types of people. They don't belong to what the shell manifests as. You have to figure out who you are first.

I have used binaural beats and isochronic tones for deep meditation for a long time already and they've accelerated my development. May or may not make your situation better...but do it with psychic protection. Imagine a golden shield around you and it reflects back any negative energy aimed at you.
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Cookie. Your realms merger thing reminds me of mortal kombat annihilation where Khan is trying to merge the two spheres together. His being a "hell" dimension of sorts.
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Thanks Canadian AC. hf

Last Edited by +Maza12+ on 08/09/2019 02:21 PM
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Ok folks.

I would like (read: absolutely LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, lol) to get your opinion on something.
This is something... I have been searching for the answer for years and years, and, I’m at a loss... Trust me, seriously, OP, etc... I hope you can help me.

And, I have posted this before on GLP, made a thread about it as an AC, a long time ago (before I had found “a” diagnose), and, truth be told, I had a lot of troll comments as well. I started not giving too many sh*ts about that thread anymore. I hope you can forgive me for posting it here, but yeah, it’s of course, mainly because of the OP, but, also, truth be told, I think people will generally be nicer here, no troll comments (or an absolute bare minimum)...

I have had this my entire life, I’m very certain of that.
I have been misdiagnosed quite a few times, until, like, maybe, almost a year ago, a psychiatrist, after giving him a lot of information, said that he realizes what I have. (However...?)

The thing is, it started to get a lot worse not so long after leaving school. I didn’t finish my school, well, because of 3 reasons, and one of the reasons is because of my absolutely horrendous memory. I started not remembering, virtually anything... due to what I am born with..

So, first off, I went to see a naturopath. And, he tested so many things...
I was hooked up to a computer running a program.
He tested my meridians, acupuncture points, all known diseases, fungus, also, my psyche, you name it. Like, so many things.

He said, that, phsyically, I’m 100% fine.

But, that, I suffer from a clinial depression. He also said that nothing would help, beside one thing. Neurofeedback. So, I contacted NeuroMind here in Antwerp, Belgium, but they said that they couldn’t help me.

And, let me tell you, I have been in the psychiatry well over a dozen times... that never did anything for me.

So, about a year ago, I went to see the psychiatrist again, but now, with a lot more information than he previously was aware of...

And he said “I’m sorry, I didn’t know it was this bad.”
Then he said: “You have the Syndrome of Cotard.”
Which, is basically, a (extremely?) rare very severe chronic depression. I am born with it... And, he suspects, that, because of my mother’s condition, that it’s kinda coming from that.

So, he gave me Lithium. I took it for months and months, didn’t help one bit.
Then (which I still take to this day...) he gave me Venlafaxine and Aripiprazole (I think that’s how you write it).
Didn’t notice one thing again for a very long time. But then, after many, many weeks, I did start feeling better (I’ll tell you what symptoms I suffer from in a second.) Truth be told, yes, when I was very little, I probably felt the best. And, ever since a couple of months now... yeah, I do feel, for the majority of the time, rather (more than...) decent.

However...

You see, let me tell you now what I suffer(ed) from.
Totally, friggin’ empty. No life inside of me.
Zero motivation/will in my upper body.
Everything (even very simple things) take so much effort. Even making coffee, I have to force myself...
My upper arms, and shoulders, sigh... like there’s no “power” in my muscles.

I felt absolutely dead in my body. Totally, dead.

So, now, I feel better, yes, but, still, this will/motivation, good grief... moving my arms, like, for instance, to produce music on my laptop... I, basically, like (almost) can’t. I get frustrated doing it.

But, you see, there’s one big symptom that I suffer from, still, which hasn’t changed, which is absolutely pissin’ me off... and, make no mistake about it, this, yeah, this one I have had since birth.

It’s like almost the sole reason for me writing this post.

And that is... My brain... like it’s completely dead.
Almost as if, that, the source... that which powers the brain, that there is something seriously wrong with it. A major malfucntion. I can’t, like, no way, I can’t use my brain.

The psychiatrist said that my perception of my brain, that it’s not working properly (I forgot how he phrased it, but that’s what it comes down to.)

Look, I have no memory, like, zero, zilch, nada...sigh, it’s absolutely everything.

And yes, I know, I can write these phrases, and, it doesn’t appear to be too bad.

But, I can’t like learn anything new, I’m extremely limited in everything I do.
My major passion/hobby is producing music on my laptop, and, that is a major friggin’ disaster, the way I work... I have produced music for well over 12 years, and, it’s still extremely difficult, (also due to this very difficulty for me to move my arms... that one frustrates me so much...)

So, you see, my brain (read: the perception of it?) (like there is absolutely NOTHING there), it hasn’t improved one bit.

I have taken so many supplements, I went to see psychics.. I have a boatload of stones... did holistic therapy, Reiki, I have done so many things (not just for my brain), and, none of those things help.

So, this latest medication that he gave me, yes, “it appears,” it works, to some extent... But, I still have so many issues.

So, I wonder... What in the friggin’ world is this. (And, please folks, don’t be fooled by how I write English.)

And, I have posted my music on this forum before... Truth be told, if you would hear it... yeah, you can’t really hear that all that music is produced with extreme difficulties.

I am in DIRE need of help, I’m not kidding.

And I truly apologize for posting this here folks, but, yeah, I can’t for the life of me start another thread about it. I realize what crap I’m going to receive etc... and other things.

Thank you.

(And don't you worry about the definitions regarding this Syndrome that you find online... like for instance, that people with this Syndrome think they are dead etc... I don't have that...)
 Quoting: +Arch+


Ok folks.

I would like (read: absolutely LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, lol) to get your opinion on something.
This is something... I have been searching for the answer for years and years, and, I’m at a loss... Trust me, seriously, OP, etc... I hope you can help me.

And, I have posted this before on GLP, made a thread about it as an AC, a long time ago (before I had found “a” diagnose), and, truth be told, I had a lot of troll comments as well. I started not giving too many sh*ts about that thread anymore. I hope you can forgive me for posting it here, but yeah, it’s of course, mainly because of the OP, but, also, truth be told, I think people will generally be nicer here, no troll comments (or an absolute bare minimum)...

I have had this my entire life, I’m very certain of that.
I have been misdiagnosed quite a few times, until, like, maybe, almost a year ago, a psychiatrist, after giving him a lot of information, said that he realizes what I have. (However...?)

The thing is, it started to get a lot worse not so long after leaving school. I didn’t finish my school, well, because of 3 reasons, and one of the reasons is because of my absolutely horrendous memory. I started not remembering, virtually anything... due to what I am born with..

So, first off, I went to see a naturopath. And, he tested so many things...
I was hooked up to a computer running a program.
He tested my meridians, acupuncture points, all known diseases, fungus, also, my psyche, you name it. Like, so many things.

He said, that, phsyically, I’m 100% fine.

But, that, I suffer from a clinial depression. He also said that nothing would help, beside one thing. Neurofeedback. So, I contacted NeuroMind here in Antwerp, Belgium, but they said that they couldn’t help me.

And, let me tell you, I have been in the psychiatry well over a dozen times... that never did anything for me.

So, about a year ago, I went to see the psychiatrist again, but now, with a lot more information than he previously was aware of...

And he said “I’m sorry, I didn’t know it was this bad.”
Then he said: “You have the Syndrome of Cotard.”
Which, is basically, a (extremely?) rare very severe chronic depression. I am born with it... And, he suspects, that, because of my mother’s condition, that it’s kinda coming from that.

So, he gave me Lithium. I took it for months and months, didn’t help one bit.
Then (which I still take to this day...) he gave me Venlafaxine and Aripiprazole (I think that’s how you write it).
Didn’t notice one thing again for a very long time. But then, after many, many weeks, I did start feeling better (I’ll tell you what symptoms I suffer from in a second.) Truth be told, yes, when I was very little, I probably felt the best. And, ever since a couple of months now... yeah, I do feel, for the majority of the time, rather (more than...) decent.

However...

You see, let me tell you now what I suffer(ed) from.
Totally, friggin’ empty. No life inside of me.
Zero motivation/will in my upper body.
Everything (even very simple things) take so much effort. Even making coffee, I have to force myself...
My upper arms, and shoulders, sigh... like there’s no “power” in my muscles.

I felt absolutely dead in my body. Totally, dead.

So, now, I feel better, yes, but, still, this will/motivation, good grief... moving my arms, like, for instance, to produce music on my laptop... I, basically, like (almost) can’t. I get frustrated doing it.

But, you see, there’s one big symptom that I suffer from, still, which hasn’t changed, which is absolutely pissin’ me off... and, make no mistake about it, this, yeah, this one I have had since birth.

It’s like almost the sole reason for me writing this post.

And that is... My brain... like it’s completely dead.
Almost as if, that, the source... that which powers the brain, that there is something seriously wrong with it. A major malfucntion. I can’t, like, no way, I can’t use my brain.

The psychiatrist said that my perception of my brain, that it’s not working properly (I forgot how he phrased it, but that’s what it comes down to.)

Look, I have no memory, like, zero, zilch, nada...sigh, it’s absolutely everything.

And yes, I know, I can write these phrases, and, it doesn’t appear to be too bad.

But, I can’t like learn anything new, I’m extremely limited in everything I do.
My major passion/hobby is producing music on my laptop, and, that is a major friggin’ disaster, the way I work... I have produced music for well over 12 years, and, it’s still extremely difficult, (also due to this very difficulty for me to move my arms... that one frustrates me so much...)

So, you see, my brain (read: the perception of it?) (like there is absolutely NOTHING there), it hasn’t improved one bit.

I have taken so many supplements, I went to see psychics.. I have a boatload of stones... did holistic therapy, Reiki, I have done so many things (not just for my brain), and, none of those things help.

So, this latest medication that he gave me, yes, “it appears,” it works, to some extent... But, I still have so many issues.

So, I wonder... What in the friggin’ world is this. (And, please folks, don’t be fooled by how I write English.)

And, I have posted my music on this forum before... Truth be told, if you would hear it... yeah, you can’t really hear that all that music is produced with extreme difficulties.

I am in DIRE need of help, I’m not kidding.

And I truly apologize for posting this here folks, but, yeah, I can’t for the life of me start another thread about it. I realize what crap I’m going to receive etc... and other things.

Thank you.

(And don't you worry about the definitions regarding this Syndrome that you find online... like for instance, that people with this Syndrome think they are dead etc... I don't have that...)
 Quoting: +Arch+


Arch? Are you serious>? You are smart . Sweet. But,,, your blood sugar does not seem to match ? Honey , Molasses. avoid alcohol or caffeine . That shit flattens the balance , Add olive oil or peanut oil , or something to your intake to create healthy plasma ,
+Arch+
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Arch? Are you serious>?
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Yes, I am being absolutely serious.

Something is so friggin' wrong here, lol. (I don't know why I write lol tbf.)

And btw, yeah, ideas... sure... I have those...

And in regards to this "you are smart."

Well... quite a few alternative therapists have told me that I very smart... So, if they are correct, in all honesty, it barely gets through...
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LOL, has OP even mentioned that the planet we are on right now is not really Earth?

Fake Earth (the planet we are on right now, where humans have nasal bones) is located here: [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)]

Real Earth (where the human nose is all cartilage) is located here: [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)]

Proof: [link to imgur.com (secure)]

More info: Thread: Remember the Illuminati insider Hidden Hand? The Mandela Effect finally explained

For the naysayers: So, you truly, genuinely believe that the nose area of a human skull is supposed to protrude?? You would be thoroughly laughed at on Sagittarius Earth. There, they know what cartilage is for; your perception of a human skull would be considered cartoonish and juvenile.
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LOL, has OP even mentioned that the planet we are on right now is not really Earth?

Fake Earth (the planet we are on right now, where humans have nasal bones) is located here: [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)]

Real Earth (where the human nose is all cartilage) is located here: [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)]

Proof: [link to imgur.com (secure)]

More info: Thread: Remember the Illuminati insider Hidden Hand? The Mandela Effect finally explained

For the naysayers: So, you truly, genuinely believe that the nose area of a human skull is supposed to protrude?? You would be thoroughly laughed at on Sagittarius Earth. There, they know what cartilage is for; your perception of a human skull would be considered cartoonish and juvenile.
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The Mandela effect change of place of EArth in the galaxy has been talked about on GLP before but not this thread. They transfered the consciousness closer to Orion and the programming doesn't affect everyone hence the Mandela effect.

One thing that truly stood out for me was the eclipse not long ago that went the opposite way it was supposed to.
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Oh no not again..

See now I have to find out what's going on with London.

[link to www.cnn.com (secure)]

Can we please just.. not right now?

WAIT. I really need until January. I don't want to have to use a boat. Not looking forward to that. and I don't even have enough supplies right now.

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All of London and the UK is without power right now.

Cookie did you do that????
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No. I didn't do that. They did.

It's probably to get files -_- and to do arrests. I don't know what they're doing but it's pissing me off because I need to get over to Europe before all of it goes off.

I really don't know yet.

I have 4 months, and I have things to do in Egypt before Czech Republic.

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All of London and the UK is without power right now.

Cookie did you do that????
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No. I didn't do that. They did.

It's probably to get files -_- and to do arrests. I don't know what they're doing but it's pissing me off because I need to get over to Europe before all of it goes off.

I really don't know yet.

I have 4 months, and I have things to do in Egypt before Czech Republic.
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If Trudeau manages to win for some unknown reason I want out of this shithole here lol. Take me with you :D

Always wanted to see Egypt.
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All of London and the UK is without power right now.

Cookie did you do that????
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No. I didn't do that. They did.

It's probably to get files -_- and to do arrests. I don't know what they're doing but it's pissing me off because I need to get over to Europe before all of it goes off.

I really don't know yet.

I have 4 months, and I have things to do in Egypt before Czech Republic.
 Quoting: CookieTheSorceress


If Trudeau manages to win for some unknown reason I want out of this shithole here lol. Take me with you :D

Always wanted to see Egypt.
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This is strictly personal. I only go with the other Archangel.
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All of London and the UK is without power right now.

Cookie did you do that????
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No. I didn't do that. They did.

It's probably to get files -_- and to do arrests. I don't know what they're doing but it's pissing me off because I need to get over to Europe before all of it goes off.

I really don't know yet.

I have 4 months, and I have things to do in Egypt before Czech Republic.
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If Trudeau manages to win for some unknown reason I want out of this shithole here lol. Take me with you :D

Always wanted to see Egypt.
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This is strictly personal. I only go with the other Archangel.
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Was a joke. Well other than Trudeau winning...he has already plunged us into near third world status and if he wins again it's over. I can barely hold my tongue anymore and WILL NOT call people by 50 different genders. That brain damage doesn't belong in a civilized society.
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Well Epstein has been, taken care of.
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Cookie did you do that????
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No. I didn't do that. They did.

It's probably to get files -_- and to do arrests. I don't know what they're doing but it's pissing me off because I need to get over to Europe before all of it goes off.

I really don't know yet.

I have 4 months, and I have things to do in Egypt before Czech Republic.
 Quoting: CookieTheSorceress


If Trudeau manages to win for some unknown reason I want out of this shithole here lol. Take me with you :D

Always wanted to see Egypt.
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This is strictly personal. I only go with the other Archangel.
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I was in Cairo in '99. What an experience!

I hope you enjoy your trip.

Get rid of the fear, Cookie, if you can. ;)

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Well Epstein has been, taken care of.
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By whom?
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Well Epstein has been, taken care of.
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The pedophiles will not 'win.'

There has been enough exposure about this that I do not think people will forget. Non-GLPers are starting to see the truth now. I gauge that by the locals I know.

What are you hearing about this, Cookie?
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Holy Funky Underlying SHIT blink

You know ......

.....Ah AnyWay.
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Holy Funky Underlying SHIT blink

You know ......

.....Ah AnyWay.
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Huh?
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You know ......

.....Ah AnyWay.
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Huh?
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hihihi Yeah exactly.... Hey Big HUG hugs
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Holy Funky Underlying SHIT blink

You know ......

.....Ah AnyWay.
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Huh?
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hihihi Yeah exactly.... Hey Big HUG hugs
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LOL

I thought it was you, but was not sure.

Buzzing really high today! *giggles*

Fun times.

bighug

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