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I am an Archangel and your realm is about to change

 
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Researchers of the Archons have stated that the Archons are the Reptilians and the Greys, this is incorrect. The Reptilians and the Grey clones have become fully possessed and no longer have any freewill and are completely living out an archontic agenda and placing us all in an energetic prison to become food for their Archon overlords. It seems that the fall of many of the races in our galaxy were caused by this archontic parasitic energy. Where did these Archons come from originally? The story goes that a race of humanoid beings created an artificial wormhole in the outer skin of our universe, creating a tear in the fabric of our universe allowing the infection of these archontic entities to enter the universe. The Archons seemed to be living in the void space in between universes and on the creation of the wormhole they swarmed into our reality. I saw this process in my mind’s eye I could see the universe as an egg of light in a sea of the darkness of the void. A hole appeared in the outer skin of the egg and the light from our universe triggered something to occur in the void, it created a swarm of these negative archontic entities to then enter our reality. This parasitic entity at first was not really that intelligent but it had the urge to survive and it felt threatened, as it was out of place and was concerned about its food supply, so it went looking for a food which would nourish it. It found mind!
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Cookie. What if the war you're preparing for is being forced on you by an outside force? We are creating this reality by our own inner superconscious mind. What if that mind has been hijacked.

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Please read my other articles about the Archons before reading this so you have full understanding.

The Archons are low-vibrating thought-forms, empowered by our own creative mind abilities. In a strange way they give us the opportunity to choose what we’re creating, what we are thinking by aligning with archonic thought patterns, or aligning with our own inner knowing, our own soul’s wisdom. They require emotional energy to sustain themselves; mankind has long been their primary food source. They feed upon energies that are in resonance with their own vibrations: negative emotions, psychological suffering. They engage in lower vibrations, they thrive off influencing us to ignorance, suffering, and ego perversion. They use us against ourselves; they can read us and use our dormant negative tendencies to cause us to be locked in negative thought patterns which enable us to be fed upon by these archonic entities. They seem to work hand in hand with the matrix of control, the relationship we have with the matrix only feeds them more.

So how do we know if we are infected? Here are some symptoms I have noticed.

Partial infection

Do you suddenly feel tired like it has come from nowhere, one minute you are energised and the next minute you feel like you could easily crawl into your bed?
Do you suddenly feel heavy or have a dense feeling of worry especially in the solar plexus?
Do you suddenly have very negative thoughts about yourself which pull you into a deep depression? Do you get easily pulled into doubt, especially when you have meditated on higher energies or are having a special and joyful experience guided by your soul?
Do you feel hopeless as if everything you do is futile, especially those of you working in light worker professions, like your work is no good?
Do you start questioning yourself and your abilities, do you start analysing yourself as if you are a cold and ruthless psychiatrist?
Do you feel like giving up, do you feel suicidal?
Do you have old issues which you thought you had healed resurface?
Full Blown Infection

Do you think someone is psychically attacking you , do you feel a bad feeling in the solar plexus, do you look for the person attacking you , do you judge your friends for the attack?
Do you see everyone in their ego when all the time you are in yours? Do you become angry, arrogant towards other people who are standing in the light of their soul, yet you see it as them as being in their ego. Is ego a dirty word for you?
Do you think your spiritual path is the only correct one there is, do you feel empowered to chastise others for walking another path?
Do you psycho analyse and blame others for things you are doing yourself? Do you step over other people’s boundaries and insist of telling them all that is wrong with them, when you have not been given the permission to do so?
Do you think you have to save everyone from themselves, not honouring that they know their own way for themselves?
Are you part of a spiritually minded group and feel you are somehow better than they are, are you always picking one person out of the group to isolate them?
Are you often instrumental in the collapsing of intimate groups?
Do you blame everyone but yourself imaging all sorts of wrong doings?
Signs of someone around you being infected and actively living the archonic agenda to get at you. Often when we are free of this influence ourselves, they will choose someone close to us to do their bidding for them.

Are you suddenly under personal attacks from someone who you considered close to your heart?
Does that person suddenly turn on you and accuse you of things you simply do not do?
Are you suddenly blamed for all sort of imaging misdemeanours?
Are you suddenly under the influence of a hate campaign?
Do you suddenly find yourself isolated from your friends or likeminded individuals?
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The infamous 8/11 Tisha B'av day is here.

Let's see what transpires because there's lots of chatter about it.
When you do a search on GLP for "golden gate" it comes up. They mean San Francisco, CA......not this Lion's Gate portal that we are currently in.

Should be an interesting day, nonetheless.
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first of all, you are no christian.
 Quoting: Baloney
False.
There, see how I did that AC465?

Tisha B'Av is regarded as the saddest day in the Jewish calendar
and it is thus believed to be a day which is destined for tragedy.


Oops, guess that's why you guys are are so grumpy today.
They forgot to tell me about it in Sunday School.
So wishing one Happy Tisha B'Av is inappropriate then,
kinda like saying Happy 9/11 in America?
Please pardon my confusion, that isn't in the Bible.

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As the main focus of the day recalls the destruction of the two Temples in Jerusalem and the subsequent Jewish diaspora,
the modern day re-establishment of a Jewish state in the Holy Land has raised various attitudes within Judaism
as to whether Tisha B'Av still has significance or not among secular Israelis,
while no segment of Orthodox jewish accept this point of view that they regard as "anti-religious".

Classical Jewish sources maintain that the Jewish Messiah will be born on Tisha B'Av,
though many explain this idea metaphorically, as the hope for the Jewish Messiah was born
on Tisha B'Av with the destruction of the Temple.

Happy Birthday Jesus. chuckle
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Slow is steady; steady is smooth; smooth is fast.
Success has a thousand fathers but failure only one son.
The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain.-Gibran
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What do you think about this thread?

Thread: If you do not allow to enjoy my simulation family then I am shutting off your reality.

If you do not allow to enjoy my simulation family then I am shutting off your reality.
You either leave me alone, knock it off with your negative energy weapons and misfortune code AND allow me to enjoy my creation and family in this current simulation or I shut everything off and Completely delete everything and start over with out any possible chance your existence ever will be returning.
You need me to exist.
I AM immortal and your creator.
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Are they really our creator or are they lying?

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What do you think about this thread?

Thread: If you do not allow to enjoy my simulation family then I am shutting off your reality.

If you do not allow to enjoy my simulation family then I am shutting off your reality.
You either leave me alone, knock it off with your negative energy weapons and misfortune code AND allow me to enjoy my creation and family in this current simulation or I shut everything off and Completely delete everything and start over with out any possible chance your existence ever will be returning.
You need me to exist.
I AM immortal and your creator.
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Are they really our creator or are they lying?
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Playing on fear. Most are so programmed they don't understand there's an organic universe outside of this prison.
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You guys are hilarious. She (he?) is most definitely NOT an archangel. Archangel posting here...sci fi fantasy. Most people are so confused and desperate they would believe anything. Keep worshipping her guys, your path to heaven is clear.

Hahaha
That's the way the cookie crumbles.
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You guys are hilarious. She (he?) is most definitely NOT an archangel. Archangel posting here...sci fi fantasy. Most people are so confused and desperate they would believe anything. Keep worshipping her guys, your path to heaven is clear.

Hahaha
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I am not seeing where you are getting that anyone is worshipping anyone on this thread.
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I have had the "Today" show on for the last 20 minutes. During that time, they highlighted Epstein and are naming names...big ones. That has NOT died!

Then there was the discussion of the movie that was about to be released regarding the Elite targeting (read: killing) "Deplorables." Trump called for healing.

They just did a long expose on the Los Angeles sprots doctor that is a pedophile.

Please do not lose hope, Folks.

hf
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You guys are hilarious. She (he?) is most definitely NOT an archangel. Archangel posting here...sci fi fantasy. Most people are so confused and desperate they would believe anything. Keep worshipping her guys, your path to heaven is clear.

Hahaha
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Agreed. There are two posters that also act like the OP’s cheerleader/hypeman even when the OP is wrong.

Last page the OP even said she remote viewed Epstein hanging himself.......but there are multiple threads on main page suggesting that’s false and he faked his death. Two other inmates are speaking anonymously and saying that Epstein got switched out. This even made it to “The Still Report”.

OP is not a real angel. I think most on here realize that by now.
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You guys are hilarious. She (he?) is most definitely NOT an archangel. Archangel posting here...sci fi fantasy. Most people are so confused and desperate they would believe anything. Keep worshipping her guys, your path to heaven is clear.

Hahaha
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Agreed. There are two posters that also act like the OP’s cheerleader/hypeman even when the OP is wrong.

Last page the OP even said she remote viewed Epstein hanging himself.......but there are multiple threads on main page suggesting that’s false and he faked his death. Two other inmates are speaking anonymously and saying that Epstein got switched out. This even made it to “The Still Report”.

OP is not a real angel. I think most on here realize that by now.
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I never said she was an angel and I also called her out many times for which about 60% of my queries went unanswered as they're touchy subjects. The real question is who are you hiding behind an anonymous profile. I know the "angels" of the bible are either thoughtforms or aliens... depending on who it is. Only programmed sheep go word for word in mainstream control systems.
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Can you guys knock out Nashville/ Murefessboro for me. Til at least October?? Lol
I have a hater there who gets on my last nerve.
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When I see that word, or that someone is "worshipping"
it tells me all I need to know about you.
Dislike or disagreement is not hate.
That word is simply a reflection of your personality
along with your previous posts here. agumball

I'm in East Tenn. and wondering what's up with September?

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Silence is where God speaks. Anything else is but a poor translation. -Rumi
Wanna hear God laugh? Just talk about your plans.
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Slow is steady; steady is smooth; smooth is fast.
Success has a thousand fathers but failure only one son.
The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain.-Gibran
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You know you worship her...barring the incense and altar
That's the way the cookie crumbles.
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I am an Alien, your world is about to change.
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Lilmiss

You know you worship her...barring the incense and altar
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lmaoooooooooo

hesright
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Watch this until at least monday....something feels "different" about this weekend.

Thread: Gilbert Gottfried's August 11, 2019 warning for the Golden Gate Bridge
Thread: Gilbert Godfrey makes wild prediction about California, shaking and the Golden Gate bridge


AND.....


The fact that the NEW YORK POST has shots of Epstein's DEAD BODY on a PUBLIC site "allegedly" with him dead is very strange. It's almost to make a point to "SHOW" his enemies that he got taken care of......

Many people do NOT believe he's really gone or died by suicide. Lots of people think he was murdered or is faking his death.
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He's dead. The hanging caused his blood vessels to burst from his face.
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Wow...so you think that he legit committed suicide? How is that possible if he was NOT on suicide watch (according to ABC) and he was in protective custody? Are you able to remote view this situation to confirm that he was either depressed to the point of suicide OR if he in fact was murdered?

This all seems very odd. The only ones who won today, are Epstein's enemies because their crimes against humanity and LITTLE KIDS will get no justice. He was going to expose a lot of people and corporations.

Feels like the negative and demonic entities keep winning. SMH.

"IF" he committed suicide, he's a coward. "If" he was murdered, evil won.
What a weird turn of events. The only thing to take it off the headlines is a major earthquake or a FF. Strange times we are in.
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I can view the situation yes.
Well sometimes cards are played that you don't see coming...
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Sure. Whatever you say Cookie.......

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Lilmiss

You know you worship her...barring the incense and altar
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LOL

Enjoy that thought!

hf
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Thread: Angel help..Please read the intro first, new info added at the end!,,Page 86 for news. (Page 395)
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We knew about the whole operation in advance.
We overpowered the personnel on the waiting plane so Epstein was handed to us.
We took off and set the same course that was intended by the bad boys.
They never knew something had changed.

We had arranged that at some point during this trip another similar buisiness jet crossed our path at a slight angle and little difference in height.
During that crossing we switched transponder numbers. We both made a course correction and now the second plane followed our original course and we followed the others plane course.
We landed on a small deserted airstrip and switched to a light single engine propellor plane.
We took off with no transponder while flying low.
That is why they, the bad boys, can not find us.

I was in no way instrumental in this but it was a joy to see it play out.

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That's called the 9/11 switcheroo. chuckle

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It can now be reported that the U.S. Military Court for the District of Columbia, along with now inaugurated United States President Albert Gore Jr. of Carthage, Tennessee, have frozen all Goldman Sachs financial Federal Reserve accounts, along with their trading platforms and their fake off-shore financial entities that have been tied to a massive financial ponzi scheme involving the Federal Reserve, major worldwide banks, including U.S. Bank of America and Wells Fargo.

Goldman Sachs has also been fingered in the massive Jeffrey Epstein British-Yiddish CIA child sex trafficking operation run directly out of the state of Florida for over 20 years by Epstein and former Florida Governor, election stealing, narcotic trafficking, child sex trafficker Jeb Bush aka Scherff.

Jeb Bush-Scherff has also been fingered in a 25 year bribery scandal operating out of Orlando, Florida, which has a direct tie-in to Epstein and the fake 9/11 hijackers aka the Epstein-Mohamed Atta connection.


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Water is the only drink for a wise man.
Call me a pot but heat me not.-Putin
Silence is where God speaks. Anything else is but a poor translation. -Rumi
Wanna hear God laugh? Just talk about your plans.
An old broom knows all the corners.
Slow is steady; steady is smooth; smooth is fast.
Success has a thousand fathers but failure only one son.
The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain.-Gibran
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Lilmiss

You know you worship her...barring the incense and altar
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LOL

Enjoy that thought!

hf
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You really can’t say much because you think the Earth is flat.
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Thread: Angel help..Please read the intro first, new info added at the end!,,Page 86 for news. (Page 395)
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We knew about the whole operation in advance.
We overpowered the personnel on the waiting plane so Epstein was handed to us.
We took off and set the same course that was intended by the bad boys.
They never knew something had changed.

We had arranged that at some point during this trip another similar buisiness jet crossed our path at a slight angle and little difference in height.
During that crossing we switched transponder numbers. We both made a course correction and now the second plane followed our original course and we followed the others plane course.
We landed on a small deserted airstrip and switched to a light single engine propellor plane.
We took off with no transponder while flying low.
That is why they, the bad boys, can not find us.

I was in no way instrumental in this but it was a joy to see it play out.

 Quoting: hillbilly
That's called the 9/11 switcheroo. chuckle

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It can now be reported that the U.S. Military Court for the District of Columbia, along with now inaugurated United States President Albert Gore Jr. of Carthage, Tennessee, have frozen all Goldman Sachs financial Federal Reserve accounts, along with their trading platforms and their fake off-shore financial entities that have been tied to a massive financial ponzi scheme involving the Federal Reserve, major worldwide banks, including U.S. Bank of America and Wells Fargo.

Goldman Sachs has also been fingered in the massive Jeffrey Epstein British-Yiddish CIA child sex trafficking operation run directly out of the state of Florida for over 20 years by Epstein and former Florida Governor, election stealing, narcotic trafficking, child sex trafficker Jeb Bush aka Scherff.

Jeb Bush-Scherff has also been fingered in a 25 year bribery scandal operating out of Orlando, Florida, which has a direct tie-in to Epstein and the fake 9/11 hijackers aka the Epstein-Mohamed Atta connection.

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:chuckkle:

hugs
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You know you worship her...barring the incense and altar
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LOL

Enjoy that thought!

hf
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You really can’t say much because you think the Earth is flat.
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I do?

You do not know me.
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Lilmiss

You know you worship her...barring the incense and altar
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LOL

Enjoy that thought!

hf
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You really can’t say much because you think the Earth is flat.
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I do?

You do not know me.
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Sorry, that was meant for copyninja. I think you’re cool Lil Miss.
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You guys are hilarious. She (he?) is most definitely NOT an archangel. Archangel posting here...sci fi fantasy. Most people are so confused and desperate they would believe anything. Keep worshipping her guys, your path to heaven is clear.

Hahaha
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So, you truly, genuinely believe that the nose area of a human skull is supposed to protrude?

Here's a dose of reality: [link to imgur.com (secure)]

Please wake up. And yes, I am a Christian.
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The comment above ^^^ makes no fucking sense in relation to what it's quoting.

I really need for you all to lay off the drugs. You're all high as fuck.
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The comment above ^^^ makes no fucking sense in relation to what it's quoting.

I really need for you all to lay off the drugs. You're all high as fuck.
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It does make sense. The user has a false worldview.
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The comment above ^^^ makes no fucking sense in relation to what it's quoting.

I really need for you all to lay off the drugs. You're all high as fuck.
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It does make sense. The user has a false worldview.
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Your talking about skulls and nose protrusion has NOTHING to do with that poster saying others are in here dickriding the OP.

Chill out.
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Idol1 If you really have to worship someone,..it should only be your partner.
The One,,..who you have committed your life to….:)

That should keep it simple,.. for some of you simpletons ..out therestonerdance….lol


Cheer's, Uncle Hexy :)

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Most of what we think of as "love" is bullshit.

Read this message then tell me what you think about love.


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Most of what we think of as “love” is bullshit.

Here’s how real love does and does not go.

“Young man, why are you eating that fish?”

“Because I love fish,” the young man answers.

“Oh, you love the fish. That’s why you took it out of the water and killed it and boiled it.

Don’t tell me you love the fish. You love yourself, and because the fish tastes good to you, therefore you took it out of the water and killed it and boiled it.”

So much of what we think is ‘love’ is really this. “Beautiful” is not love
When I was breaking up with my boyfriend of five years, he responded with a heartfelt, “but I want to be with you!”
As though that makes sense as a rebuttal.

As though his needs alone were enough. As though saying that would somehow make me forget my own dissatisfaction, like “oh! well damn, aiight.” As though that was an appropriate, loving response.

I sighed. And then I asked him “why do you want to be with me?”

And he looked me in the eye and actually said to me, “because you’re beautiful.” Full stop.
And that’s how he broke my heart and confirmed my decision in about 1 second flat.

“Whenever someone tells me I’m beautiful, they’re telling me they love themselves.

They’re telling me that they want to be around people and things that give them pleasure, and that my physical appearance gives them pleasure.

But, they’re not telling me that they care about me.” — Emma Lindsay, Fish Love
So many women are ready and willing to accept “beautiful” as the highest compliment; embrace it as the pinnacle of their person.

But it’s not.

That comment really says nothing about you.

“Finding someone beautiful is not love, it is self love.

Because finding someone extremely pleasurable is not love, it is self love.”

I still struggle with what to do when being called “beautiful.”

Most days (and it is most days, being a bartender) I can brush it off a little and laugh; I can accept this low level of discourse from someone across the bar, who doesn’t know me, never will, and, frankly, isn’t invited to; for whom I’m paid to be how they want to see me, “beautiful” included.

But part of me still bristles every time a partner or potential partner says this, especially because they always fucking list it first.

Every time it happens, the music stops for me a little, like: oh. yeah. that’s right.
I have to triage — either push through it; ask and look for other things; deliberately stack things in their favor regardless of their indiscretion; do the work and paint a prettier picture for us both… or pretend and look the other way.

Because “beautiful” is never, ever love. We romanticize this culturally, but we’re wrong.
“If you spend your life looking for love by trying to find someone who thinks you’re crazy beautiful, you won’t find love.

If you spend your life trying to find someone you think is beautiful, you won’t find love.”

If someone thinks you are beautiful, but doesn’t care about your feelings or your reality — or, more specifically, if they prefer that your feelings and reality simply mirror their own or otherwise be uncomplicated for them — then they do not love you.

They like you as fish.
Same goes for being liked for “security” or any number of other major features you may offer.

“If you believe you can be nourished by this kind of love, you will be disappointed.”

Attachment is not love
We confuse these two, accepting the former as a demonstration of the latter and bastardizing the whole idea of love in the process.

Love is relaxed.

Love does not “leash.”

Love would never even consider tethering their beloved.

Love does not expect or make demands.

Love is not fucking “grabby.”

These are all attachment, and they are weak and toxic demonstrations of affection at best, loaded with insecurity and ego-centeredness.

Wanting to be together or text all the time is not love.

Wanting consistent reassurance is not love. Yearning for or pining over is not love.

Wanting — at all — is not love.

Love is give, not take.

Love is pushing energy toward them, not wanting or pulling their energy to you.

Not sometimes, or “for as long as it seems fair.” Always.

Love is never keeping score on energy exchange. Love is only offering. Anything else is attachment and ego.

When you make demands that benefit you, it is not love.

If you think in terms of your own desires, even if you think your interests are “mutually beneficial” or for “the good of the relationship,” it is not love.

Pulling, grabbing, demanding, coercing… is never love.

Allowing and liberating and giving are.
Heartbreak is not love
It is focusing on your own feelings, not theirs.

This is especially true if you are heartbroken following a breakup or divorce — i.e., something one or both of you decided — rather than an incident over which neither of you had control (i.e, death.)
If you are more concerned with your own emotions, negative and challenging as they may be, than seeking to understand, empathize with, and accept their reasons, then this is not love.

It is self-interest.

Parent-Child Love
Every time I break up with a boyfriend, I break my mother’s heart a little too.

And sure, it’s partly because she “just wants me to be with someone” (an inclination that we’re all so quick to chalk up as “love” when it isn’t, given that it directly usurps my own, actual life decisions) but mostly because: the woman just can’t fucking deal with change.

She gets to know someone and suddenly thinks I owe her their permanence in my life and hers.

And when that ceases to be the case, she piles more emotion onto my breakup than I do, clinging to my exes and continuing to stay in touch with them (sometimes for years), occasionally turning to me and saying things like, “you messed up; you made a mistake.” Even when it was bullshit love and, knowing that, I’m better off without them. Mama, she don’t fuckin care.

My mother also hates it when I change jobs. She hated when I dropped my startup — because she just “liked telling people” I had my own business. Nevermind it wouldn’t scale and wasn’t what I wanted in the longterm.

How she fails to see that any of this is a far cry from real love astounds me. Maybe she just doesn’t care. That I can believe.

We think this sort of shit is okay — endearing even; “motherly” — simply because “all moms” think and act this way. But that’s just our societal (and, frankly, women’s “Feminine Mystique”-esque) insecurity speaking.

And it sure as fuck isn’t love.

I care for her, but I’m also pretty sure I tolerate this simply because I choose to honor my social obligation to.
I cannot heave
My heart into my mouth. I love you
According to my bond, no more nor less.

— Cordelia, King Lear

And I think she fails to realize how quickly I will cease to tolerate it the minute that scale tips in favor of “zero fucks.”

We think the parent-child relationship somehow saves love — maintains it in some pure form — but we’re often wrong.

Every reason to have a child is fundamentally selfish or socially-construed, and everybody lives with this dynamic hanging over them from a parent.

Marriage
Is like the pinnacle of fish love. A wedding is the frying pan; all the years after, the plate. (Divorce and falling out, perhaps, the disposal.)

“I’m gonna make her my wife,” we say, and accept as the measure of romantic achievement.

Because we want to mark them as our own; want some legal binding to make this thing more like “forever.” God forbid they continue to roam the earth as an individual, with no legal obligation not to stray.

God forbid we love them as their own person without a sense of ownership or agency over them.

With our goal first being marriage, and the person only being the means. Or with another person being the object of our desire, and marriage being the vehicle through which to get that shit on lock down.

And sure, it isn’t always the case — I know there are people tightly tethered to their own True Love Story, who will get defensive about the Real Romance that they have, and that’s fucking fine. But, outside of you two Genuine Lovebirds, this shit is often fish.

Self-love
It’s not that self-love is wrong. In fact, genuine love requires you to first love yourself. The problem is that too many of us don’t self-love using ourselves, and we instead use other human beings to achieve it.

And the even bigger problem is that that’s the only way so many of us seem to know how to interact, and it’s perpetuated by what we see from other people, media, and society.

So often we approach other living and breathing human beings looking to reduce them to a set of characteristics; pick and choose how to see them and collect from them what makes us feel good and keep us company on a Friday night.

Love is care, not consumption. It is about first loving yourself; having a whole existence with enough sustenance that you do not need to pull love off of those around you.
And when we finally direct our attention at others, love is about give and not take.
Love is not a feeling.

Love is an act.

We’ve all heard this and some of us even believe it, and yet when we’re asked why we love our beloved, we continue to dumbly reply: “because she/he is ___.”
i.e., we love them because of what they represent for us — and provide.

But good love has nothing to do with what they are or what we harvest from them.

Good love is the way in which we love them — it’s us loving their very being, us loving their essence, us loving their ups and downs and imperfections and dumb complaints and irritations and short-comings and differences, for fucks sake, us loving their decisions — each day.

We fail to realize that the answer to “why?”, in true love, is something more like “because I choose to.”

And that the bigger question in love is more like “how” we’ll love as an act so hard and fast.
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LOL

Enjoy that thought!

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You really can’t say much because you think the Earth is flat.
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I do?

You do not know me.
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Sorry, that was meant for copyninja. I think you’re cool Lil Miss.
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Re: I am an Archangel and your realm is about to change
Did you know the ego body soul mind complex is fragmented?

Did you know the ego body soul mind complex is not the true creator?

Did you know the primordial creator or source is actually the false creator?

Did you know the false creator or ego body soul mind complex is actually a prison?

Did you know the ego body soul mind complex feels nothing and does not care about what it creates hence pain and suffering, hatred, fear, fake love, etc?

Did you know you are trapped or enslaved inside of the ego body soul mind complex?

Did you know the ego body soul mind complex is forever stuck on a pointless or meaningless wash, rinse, and repeat cycle or loop just like a washing machine inside of your material home?

Did you know the duality and polarity games are fake egotistical bullshit?

Did you know that you are stuck inside of your own arse and cannot see the true uncreated spark or true unknowable god mind or spirit that's beyond the false ego body soul mind complex?

Did you know there are actually two minds and not just one?

Did you know you are wasting your time posting messages on the internet when you could be fixing what's wrong with your ego body soul mind complex?

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