Well, ok, I finally managed to look at the replies.

Yay.

I know, I know, this swearing... I have been told this before by a psychic... I need to stop it...

But, alright, this was rather extreme, which I never do, it's simply because of what that experience was like, and, in so many ways, then I just don't care.

Yes, I do swear from time to time...
I have been trying to "ignore (control) my mean side," lol...

I can be a bit of a jackass sometimes. I realize that.
But I also realize I'm actually very nice. Yup, but, this "mean side," the urge to do something "jackassy," from time to time, I can't resist.

But, I'm so proud of myself that I managed to look back at the replies.