Yes, I am a woman. And a widow. Shortly after he killed himself, I posted here about the despair and depression I was experiencing, and some kind-hearted fellow widow responded with words that saved me. Her husband had killed himself soon after their marriage, and she told me, "I get it." She also said that it took "about three years" to get back to something approaching normal.

I printed out her post and put it on my mirror and read it every morning. She said that I would survive my husband's suicide and she was right.

My "death" occurred at 2-1/2 years after my husband' suicide, and it really was a reboot.

As to the other questions:

Someone asked, "What did the angels look like?" I couldn't say that there was a look, beyond being made of light and love, and that's not a look. I guess. LOL. When they talked to me, it was more than just words; their words came with an infusion of knowledge and THAT was very powerful.

After I was back, I could still feel them everywhere. Someone else said, "Maybe it's like another sense opened up, enabling you to experience them" and I'd say that's a very good analogy.

The angels (or spiritual beings) were the epitome of light and love and peace. They talked to me, they made me laugh, and they sang me the most beautiful songs you can imagine. I told them, "I'm not going to be able to remember this song" and they said, "We know. Just enjoy it now."

As a consequence of this Temporary Death Experience, everything shifted. I saw the world in a very different way.

As soon as I returned from the hospital, I started selling off my furniture and possessions. Donated everything I couldn't sell. Then I sold my shiny new car. Next, I sold my house. Everything changed. Now, I live in a rented room and drive a used Prius. I've never felt so free in my life.

Peace and light is all that matters and it's all that I want and need.

And someone else here recommended the book, "Return to Omega." Thank you so much for that recommendation. It's exactly what I need. Coming back to this place has left me a little confused. What's real is what you experience after your heart stops. This earth thing is quite a big show.

And I'm still sorting it all out.

Thanks for supportive comments. They mean the world to me. As to the unsupportive comments, one day, you'll see for yourself! :D

I won't be able to respond again until late tonight. Sorry, but I have to run!