once upon a time i was a young criminal.

i had been recently expelled from univ for telling a dean to F-off (true)

without prospects i drifted into crime.. small time stuff no details needed, but i was paying my monthly rent without clocking or killing...

in the middle of this i met a man i will never forget.

skipping all the tales and cutting to the MEAT

the man told me i was strong, but that i HAD GROWN WRONG
he said i would never be complete until i was broken by outside forces and healed from the inside.

this was my 20's i thought he was crazy

before my 30s were out i thought he was a prophet

but breaking is reserved for those of us artificially grafted onto the wrong path. is it really so bad that is is now for OUR CULTURE?

is that problem really culture wide?
or are we "breaking" an individual mind?

each mind is a Q-suite

complete with all the many mansions in my fathers house, some of which are mere primate hallucinations designed to appease an angry monkey...

along the way i met an ally WHO DOES NOT APPRECIATE THREATS

i am not in control of that ally's behavior.

this alliance is based upon respect for natural causes and is OPEN TO YOU ALL.

i mean no harm

in seeking answer to my question i have already said too much and deleted and replaced 1 post entirely..

my motivations are entirely innocent.

please dont think twice about slapping my ally. try to shake hands instead.