So, how do you deal with it when there will never be closure or acknowledgement?
Regardless of what it was.
Whether you saw a green alien or watched the CIA execute someone on US soil...
How do you deal with coming to terms with it knowing you'll never have society on your side? That they'd rather believe you're nuts than that it happened.
Has anyone worked through that crap and come out the other side?
Quoting: TlvmmCpoft The One Who Dreams is here.
Are you asking how the real deals cope with their psychological issues after carrying out an order for the country, or asking what to do about what you saw?
If it's the former, there's no psychological issues.
Because for second example like you described above, they don't hire people to carry order like those, unless their candidates are well known narcissistic psychopaths with serious mental issues.
You don't want to be around people like them, even as your friends, because they'll never let you know what they're thinking inside.
If it's the latter, there are two possible scenarios.
1. You work for an alphabet agency and asking in this forum what to do.
- You're f###ed.
- Alphabet agencies can tell you who are, within 5 minutes, even if you're behind the multitude of proxy/VPN/remote desktops with scores of DNS leak proof protections.
- They can dig up up your monthly utility bill details within 10 minutes, if you have used the current device (PC or mobile phone) for anything personal in the past.
- Alphabet agencies don't have to go through website mods, because they can track enter and exit node time and dig up your data from ISPs from all around the world and track who ordered what at what time.
- Even if you're surfing from places where they provide free internet access, if your device was used in the past for something else, they can trace you.
- Once the system gets triggered, they automatically create maps of your associations and dig up data on whether you're a spook or not.
- If you are, they take you in for questioning.
- If you're not, you get on their spotlight.
2. You saw something disturbing and you're asking for help here with no association with alphabet agencies.
- You're f###ed.
- You're asking for trouble, because they're probably making a map of association on you right at this moment.
If doesn't matter whether you're an Eskimo living in igloo or a three eyed Martian.
If you grab their attention, then you can say goodbye to your privacy.
I noticed a lot of people were bad mouthing innocent visitors expressing their opinions, because bad mouthers were feeling safe as they were hiding behind the VPNs.
Be careful, because spooks pretend to be those innocent posters on purpose, to turn what they call 'bad people' into their prey.
