Dealing with the psychological side of witnessing things not accepted by society as possible

Fuck, fuck, fuck I did not want to go down that road. SMH that sucks.

People never want to believe that they are wrong or have been fooled. You can't do anything about it. They only come to believe the truth when it's too late. This is what it's like trying to tell people that Trump used people to get elected by telling them what they wanted to hear, and that he has a completely different agenda than the one he ran on.

You just have to accept certain things. If you can come to grips that you may just have a broken brain, maybe you can learn to fix it, if it is interfering with life. A lot of irrational fears come from a lack of knowledge. And with that lack of knowledge, there are barriers of fear that keep us from knowing more. Douche bag people don't help. You see those obviously fake videos on YouTube. Those are people trying to manipulate you for personal gratification. Lastly, objectivity is the key of the wise. Do you think they obtain anything by scratching at the surface and proclaiming to know everything?

you have the incredible terrible aloneness, it will never go away

sometimes I wonder if you were one of those children taken right out of their homes and sent to another planet, then returned years later at the same age as you left with no earth time missing. I forget the name of the Space program, 24 and back or something

I know that you were terribly traumatized

This planet is ruled by an incomprehensible Evil. It really is mind boggling and it wants to ensnare and kill us all

So that's probably just the answer, and you were in its path

Very true

Last Edited by Dub-oNe on 06/12/2019 04:08 AM

I'll read through these once the coffee hits my veins.

I peeked over the past few pages and this thread might have some of the most genuine answers I've seen in a long time.

Yeah.

There's good and bad in that regard.

I've seen deaths faked and people put into more "useful" roles that they probably didn't entirely hate.

I've seen them faked and the people tortured for decades after.

Have also seen a few die, whether executed in cold blood, shot in the heat of the moment, or just treated so terribly that it was bound to happen.

It leaves you feeling empty.

And powerless.

Technically, U.S. Marines don't protect U.S. embassies anymore, either.

Went by the U.S. embassy in Belgrade just the other day, and there was not a single Marine in sight. There were, however a bunch of private "security" thugs (colloquially known as gorrilas) all around the place.

The most interesting thing, however was... all of the gorrilas were unarmed. They only had radios clipped to their belts.

Funnily enough, less than half an hour before that, I also saw two of our local MPs (military police) guys, buying some groceries from a shop across the street from a base (a shitload of local/Serbian military bases all around that particular part of the city, so no surprise there), and those guys were (as should be expected) carrying their personal sidearms.

Let me repeat that once more: U.S. embassy's private "security" is waking around completely unarmed, while local MPs walk around with their sidearms in full display.

I have no doubt that there's enough weapons inside the embassy to equip a small army (of gorrilas), but it appears to be all safely locked away.

The CIA (the employer of those gorrilas) just doesn't trust the people who are supposed to be protecting the CIA, and is keeping them all disarmed (the embassy, I'm certain, comes only as second in that "security" arrangement, in the "who gives a fuck about them" kind of way).

Yeah... sellouts working for the CIA are having a really tough time these days (buhuhu, I'm crying for you boys and girls... NOT!).

Even FSB is giving its "assets" better flats and perks. While the CIA is employing completley-lost-in-time-and-space heroin junkies (in the flat above mine), the FSB is placing a whole family in the flat right next to mine... and, as a perk, is giving them enough money for complete renovations and 24/7/365 full video surveillance (and, undoubtedly, a backup somewhere in the vicinity, no more than a minute away).

The encirclement is now complete.

I, for one, now can't even move a finger without either the (dying out) CIA or the (zombie-ant) FSB keeping a detailed track of it (most likely in triplicates, because bureaucracy is a bitch).

Here's what think about all these traitors...

Punch-Clock Villain
"These are characters who have no real grudge against the heroes, but are simply doing a job they're getting paid for. After hours, they're totally personable Joes who go hang out like anyone else. Most Punch-Clock Villains are not even particularly mean. Clear cut cases, will not be bad outside their job as it would undermine the existence of this trope."
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... and here's what they (most likely) think about themselves (and their bosses):

Dude, Where's My Respect?
"So, you're a hero ["WTF!? 'A hero'!!!???", I hear you say? Well, yes, they all see themselves as heroes, believe it or not] who's a fair way through your quest. You've slain fire-breathing dragons, or assassinated mob bosses, or torn apart an army base filled with hostile aliens. You've cut a swath through the land, slaughtering anything or anyone who gets in your way and spit in the face of impossible odds. You're well on your way to finishing the job, when you need a favor. Anybody who knows who you are should be too grateful or too scared to turn you down, right? Wrong!"
[link to tvtropes.org (secure)]

The world has turned into such a shitty comic book that it's not even funny anymore.

Be strong and wait until the magnetic field decreases ....then it will start happening to more and more people ....you will be glad you have had a chance to be ready .

They have really big guns at the US embassy in the UK, which is funny since the country they're standing in is supposed to be disarmed.

Last Edited by TlvmmCpoft on 06/12/2019 06:18 AM

I hear you.

From my experience, what a rollercoaster, I can tell you that it's eye-opening, so remove the emotions and focus on virtue. Virtue was the common element for me.

Question: Why do you care about other people's thoughts?

It is exciting to expand your own bandwidth of perception.

There will always be masses of sleeping NPC

Just follow your own path

Have fun and don't take 3D too seriously

It's called life.

Some are so static they will KILL you if you mess up their static view.

Touche.
I suppose that is how many of us landed here.



Taking notes..







Not sure if this is a veiled threat or just advice, but it's been longer than a year.

The crap just won't fade into the background no matter how much sand I throw on it.




True enough.



Yeah. Well put.



I'm trying. It's just a wee bit difficult when normal is only 10% of your life experience.

Trying to bury everything else leaves nothing but a shell of an existence.







for Truth.

He wasn't lying (well, maybe a little about motive).

Last Edited by TlvmmCpoft on 06/12/2019 06:31 AM

They still follow the law. kill orders are rare.

In the space of a year the most surreal events occurred to me. I ended up sectioned as I desperately scrambled to make some kind of sense of it all. The why's and what's of this strange phenomenon that completely distorted my reality.

I had a sense something was following me around, it could hear my thoughts and would sometimes respond by using near by people vocally or by its favorite method, coughing.

I was also seeing lights in the sky over the course of a month before finding my self paralysed in my bedroom one night on my tip toes crouched down. There was an extremely loud whirling pulse like sound coming directly from above the house and I had the sense of electricity running through my brain. I couldnt move or call for help and this went on for about 15 seconds before the noise, sensation in my brain and being paralysed just stopped. I then feel back and banged my head on the door frame. I awoke then next morning g with a slight bump on my head so I know it happend!

I was also visited by something demonic during broad daylight as I sat in an empty field leaning against this small empty building. I watched as this bird fly from one end of the field straight towards me and landed right in front of me on the hand railing and stared at me for what seemed like 10 seconds or so. It then flew above the building out of sight and that's when I started to hear loud hoof steps walking towards the wall I was leaning against coming from the other side. It sounded as heavy as a horse but only had 2 legs. I jumped up and ran home for dear life completely freaked out about the situation.


Then there was this one which I Dare not really post because I know how crazy it seems (if the above all happening to one person wasn't already seemingly far fetched). I'll just say it, I know it happened... I was watching a YouTube video only the video seemed to start addressing me directly. It started using my name and then started referring to things I was thinking about. It was acting in a way to try and torment me rather than something like a positive experience. It raised its voice at me a few times. I couldn't believe what I was watching, how was this even possible? I work with video as part of my job so believe me this confused and scared me as to what I was witnessing. After the video ended I ran to get my partner who by now was getting very worried with regards to all this crazy phenomenon that I insisted had started to happen to me. This time I thought I can prove it. So I played the video to her and told her to listen. You know what? It didn't say anything like it had previously said. Didn't even use my name in fact the video was on the topic that I had originally clicked on to view.

Those were some of the more terrifying things that happened but a lot more than this did occur. I was being stalked and harassed by something and I could not work out if it was demonic or alien.


In the end it did get to much and I began to have suicidal thoughts. I couldn't handle what was happening. I felt cut off from everyone, alone in the experience, scared, traumatised, helpless and about every other negative emotion you can think of.

Thankfully it has stopped. I kept telling my self that the bible says not to communicate with what ever it was (a lesson that took some months to work out as I desperately tried to figure what this energy was and what it wanted). I began ignoring all the other tricks it did and tried to get my head right again. I did lose my business and have caused doubt amongst people around me with regards to my mental condition. It's not been an easy ride and I still struggle with it at times. More so when I look back on it now as it seems almost impossible that it did happen. But it did - I am just thankful that what ever it was has backed off now.

Yes, we have been dealing with a lot of things the media is unwilling to cover. It's not that society will not believe you, it's that the media's magic spell is so strong that unless they cover something, it didn't happen.

So, we've decided to have a Super Happy Fun parade in Boston to celebrate who we are and what we're about. The world is captivated by us, and now, they're going to be forced to cover the things we have to say.

Keep your head up, don't let them get to you, and have a Super Happy Fun day!

[link to www.superhappyfunamerica.com]

Last Edited by SuperHappyFunAmerica on 06/12/2019 06:40 AM

The beauty and majesty is hidden when one is entrenched in the lower levels of consciousness, from my experience anyway.
At the core of it all there is no good and bad, light and dark. It is all one, just like the yin and yang symbol represents.

OP you have to realize this has happened in the past corruption and a pecking order unfairness and human cruelty to humans is part of history.

The GLP tablets from the fall of Rome talk of this.

Then the Egyptian GLP hieroglyphs tell the tale of Obamma the Greats conquest of Egypt. (he re cut the sphinx in his own image.)

Don't get me started on the Dark ages......GLP was there it was word of mouth spoken in taverns but it existed.

and some in all past times could see.

many burned, called witches and worshipers of A1 sauce.

but GLP continues and some to this day can see.

I predict GLP will be found on Mars encoded in a data cube but very old and unconfirmed by the global alliance of morans. GAM will run everything. Blessed be the GAM.

So Fear not Worry not all is as it has always been and may always be.

until ......

Easier said than done



Yeah.

But there's still meaning in life. It's just about letting it all flourish in the same garden, truth flowers and ordinary weeds as well.

Noted on not making a religion of it.



Thank you.




I've been surfing that wave for a long time.

I learned the only way to get to where I wanted to go was to find the one heading in the direction I was headed, and then ride it.
It's not perfect, but it's better than swimming against the tide.



Is it me, or is this one very oceany topic?













Yeah.
It's a difficult path to walk alone.




You make some valid points.
Little fish, big ocean.







Perception is a game changer, for sure.




Yeah, the whole thing is a shipwreck.



Yep





Me and god aren't on speaking terms right now.




Are you new here?

When the perpetrators expect you to cover it up, when society doesn't want to see it and expects you to cover it up, when even the gov is cleaning the trail for their own benefit and reasons....

What the hell else is there to do?

No one wants to see it.



God, I have been there so many times in life.
Maybe it's just in our nature to see the flaws and to try to protect those around us from them.



Yep. Yep. Yep.




We'e all carrying that one.




Thanks.



Yeah. I've noticed.

LOLOLOLOL
pissed at God. That's funny.

There are time slips where you suddenly see a video of the same place but a different time .

So I was in a car with some of my family we were waiting to turn right .We waited as there was a boy with shoulder length blonde brown slightly curl hair riding a bike down a path.He went past and there was a sort of pop but not so strong .I looked behind and there was no one there .
one of my family saw him too.

Strangely a few years later they built a cycle path where he was cycling .It was actually a grass verge when we saw him.

I expect the hooves sound was something like that .

The ancient Celts thought crows held the souls of dead warriors .

I have written this before here .

If you get interference from something you are not happy with you have the right to protect yourself .

You have to ask Jesus to help .Because these things are annoying and pester other people and things I pray to Jesus saying .

Please Jesus help .

Then I order you to the feet of Jesus for judgement never interfering with man, woman ,child, animal ,thing or beast again in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ .

Thank you .

Sometimes during building renovations where things are made of stone the men working see things as they break the shape .

Stone saves images like the computer does it is has silicon in it .

I hope this is helping .

Also you could make a file in your mind and store the experience .Then it is not available unless you wish to recall it as I have just done .

Keep calm and carry on .

We've all let them control what we say at one point or another.

To say or not to say.

Is there even a correct choice?



You make a lot of valid points.



Yeah. Going against the flow is a nightmare, even when it's the only sane direction to take.








I was definitely in the path of something.







Will try.



Because, in this life, we're surrounded by the damn NPCs.

Sometimes I want to be a whole person, not a empty shell in 95% of situations, and whispering in the dark in the remaining 5%.



Yeah. That's a concern.



Hang in there



Yeah, that sums up a lot of it.

I hope you have a great parade :)





I like that... "worshipers of A1 sauce"

More like seeing eye to eye and realizing they're just as fallible as we are.

It was a long climb up the mountain.

Que sara sara. But help others along the way.

Your answer is found in Ezekiel 33...

You are the watchman on the wall...

Blow the trumpet... and tell the people what you know.. (the enemy is here)

That is the entirety of your duty..

beyond that...

once the people have been told..

the burden is theirs...

to do their homework, etc.,

to make any choices that needs to be made...

to blow the trumpet and warn others.


If they choose not act (research, choose, tell others)...

The blood of those who they might have saved is on their hands...

not yours.

Last Edited by Forever.the.Student on 06/12/2019 07:20 AM

Maintain plausible deniability.