Dealing with the psychological side of witnessing things not accepted by society as possible

Your answer is found in Ezekiel 33...

You are the watchman on the wall...

Blow the trumpet... and tell the people what you know.. (the enemy is here)

That is the entirety of your duty..

beyond that...

once the people have been told..

the burden is theirs...

to do their homework, etc.,

to make any choices that needs to be made...

to blow the trumpet and warn others.


If they choose not act (research, choose, tell others)...

The blood of those who they might have saved is on their hands...

not yours.

Maintain plausible deniability.

Easier said than done



Yeah.

But there's still meaning in life. It's just about letting it all flourish in the same garden, truth flowers and ordinary weeds as well.

Noted on not making a religion of it.



Thank you.




I've been surfing that wave for a long time.

I learned the only way to get to where I wanted to go was to find the one heading in the direction I was headed, and then ride it.
It's not perfect, but it's better than swimming against the tide.



Is it me, or is this one very oceany topic?













Yeah.
It's a difficult path to walk alone.




You make some valid points.
Little fish, big ocean.







Perception is a game changer, for sure.




Yeah, the whole thing is a shipwreck.



Yep





Me and god aren't on speaking terms right now.




Are you new here?

When the perpetrators expect you to cover it up, when society doesn't want to see it and expects you to cover it up, when even the gov is cleaning the trail for their own benefit and reasons....

What the hell else is there to do?

No one wants to see it.



God, I have been there so many times in life.
Maybe it's just in our nature to see the flaws and to try to protect those around us from them.



Yep. Yep. Yep.




We'e all carrying that one.




Thanks.



Yeah. I've noticed.

Every time that I've hallucinated something, it eventually returns to reality.

OP, I know a person who lives in Spain and claims that he has been in contact with “aliens” since his teen years. Although the experience has never been traumatic (his own assessment) he struggles up to this day with his own disbelief of what has been happening to him and would rather have never experienced it. He wrote an anonymous book and released it for free in the web as a way of closure, a couple of decades ago, and that allowed him to continue to live in peace (even if the contact never really stopped). Perhaps this would work for you also?

I am still dealing with the things I witnessed during Hurricane Katrina and the weeks afterward.

A few years ago I cracked and was put in a psych hospital for a week, only to be told to stop talking about Katrina in the group sessions, because the other people were dealing with real problems like drugs and family deaths.

That's what I learned in the psych ward: stop talking about it and take the pills.

I still tell people, but anonymously, in forums such as GLP, and I still am told to 'get over it' and stop talking.

Yeah.

There's good and bad in that regard.

I've seen deaths faked and people put into more "useful" roles that they probably didn't entirely hate.

I've seen them faked and the people tortured for decades after.

Have also seen a few die, whether executed in cold blood, shot in the heat of the moment, or just treated so terribly that it was bound to happen.

It leaves you feeling empty.

And powerless.

It's also that I'm precognitive Skully, so when stuff like that just pops into my processor it's not good. Almost didn't want to know.

Did you see people getting kidnapped?

Or more the catastrophe side of it?

I still remember seeing my first dead body. I was a kid. I essentially acted like I had seen the biggest spider imaginable, just that kind of physical reaction to it. The emotional stuff hit later.

So, how do you deal with it when there will never be closure or acknowledgement?

Regardless of what it was.

Whether you saw a green alien or watched the CIA execute someone on US soil...

How do you deal with coming to terms with it knowing you'll never have society on your side? That they'd rather believe you're nuts than that it happened.

Has anyone worked through that crap and come out the other side?

I witnessed neighbors having a gun waved in their faces by another neighbor demanding their food.

I witnesses people overdosing because they thought the world had ended.

I witnessed people walking back INTO the flood water because the situation at the Superdome was too horrific.

I waded past dead bodies floating in flood waters.

I could hear people screaming in their attics those first two days and nights, no way to escape.

I heard gunfire almost constantly.

I was in the crowd at the airport the Saturday after the storm, when the guards had the doors locked and the crowd panicked and tried to stampede. The guards were laughing.

I saw dead bodies lying on the ground at the airport terminal and no one paying them any mind.

I saw what happens when people think no one is going to hold them accountable.

I witnessed neighbors having a gun waved in their faces by another neighbor demanding their food.

I witnesses people overdosing because they thought the world had ended.

I witnessed people walking back INTO the flood water because the situation at the Superdome was too horrific.

I waded past dead bodies floating in flood waters.

I could hear people screaming in their attics those first two days and nights, no way to escape.

I heard gunfire almost constantly.

I was in the crowd at the airport the Saturday after the storm, when the guards had the doors locked and the crowd panicked and tried to stampede. The guards were laughing.

I saw dead bodies lying on the ground at the airport terminal and no one paying them any mind.

I saw what happens when people think no one is going to hold them accountable.

I'm still working through it. In the back of my mind, there is still an emergency going on. I have learned to paint it out, I keep a journal and sketchbook at hand, and I no longer try to discuss the subject with anyone in real life. Fellow survivors do not want to talk about it. Every year there are anniversary celebrations and memorials, and I avoid them all.

I am grateful that I have GLP!

I've seen live TV, in the middle of a news broadcast cut to black and white footage of an ET being tortured, strapped to a chair with electrodes strapped to their head, with a look of pure agony on their face...

Also another time, again a news broadcast cut to a scene of a person with legs blown of, laying on a metal table with shredded flesh hanging down. Someone ranting about being threatened with an ax in the background or something like that.

Both of these 'cuts' lasted about 5 seconds ..and then back to normal programming.
Anybody else see this happen on TV before?

Look for the power. Vi veri universum vicus vici as the saying goes.

What you see and what you observe and what you feel, all of these give you some sort of advantage.

What you understand is the key, how you flow with the development of that understanding in wider society is the trick.

The mask is what you show to others. It can be mostly true or mostly not, as required or useful.