No problem. I feel very weird without her. I seriously thought that I would be crying all the time, that I would be devasted. But I love her and I know that break would help us. Help us as people. I don't know if we will be together. If suddenly she would be cured of her issues and I would take care of my things then there is nothing that could stop us from being together. But reality is different.

I am glad that I know some couples who refused to change bad things and they are staying in the same shit over and over. Police come, police go, alcohol, drugs...

I don't want this! I feel like I stopped wicked in the right time! We spent together 5 years but if we ever wanna to try again and be together for the rest of our lives we need to repair our lifes and then maybe...


I just wish I had my head clear right now to start building new life but you know that's not easy. I thing about her, I care about her and I wish her all the best. God will help me, I am sure he will!