Forget it!

This is what she says to me!

Let me fix it ffs.

Why you say that, did she tell you...?

What did you do?

Talk to her, I’m pretty sure she would listen to you!

Please, be nice!

Self absorption much lol?

Ever occur to you that she cries For you, not just because of you, you little twat?

Boys.
Ugh.

Sometimes we have to let it go... time heals everything and I do know it hurts so much while the process...

What I do is to remember only the good things about people who have hurt me... and I put in my head they’ve moved to another planet, so they do not exist in my world anymore!

I’m sure, you both had good times to put a smile on her face when she’s thinking about you.

Last Edited by LittleMe on 06/22/2019 06:03 PM

Thanks!

I already have. What are we forgetting again?

here you go...

She didn't say that specifically...

What did I do? Do you have a few days to listen...Just everything....so many chance...so many things I screwed up. Opportunity after opportunity flushed down the toilet.

She said I am not allowed to talk to her anymore. I am doing so much better, I would not mess anything up anymore. Or we could just play a game together again if that was all she wanted... :(

woah...tone it down a notch....geez

1) what does this even mean
2) you got a lot of nerve making a comment like that on a situation you know next to nothing

I've tried that! It doesn't go away. I just keep busy the best that I can. I don't want her to go to another planet lol.

We did have good times I am realizing now. Her thinking about them all the time is what drives me crazy though...it's just like I am right here...not sure why we can't have more than just memories!

if your love was that easy to lose...it was not worth much ...because it was too easy to gain...lol

You see? She didn't tell she doesn't love you anymore... : )

Yeah, go ahead... how I said before, I'm here for you! I love helping and protecting others

Maybe she's giving you time to think about every single thing you have messed or screwed up and appreciate her love and dedication to you!

Give her some space, and demonstrate her that you have changed, that you have changed for good.

Why do you say "her thinking...", are your minds connected?

Seemingly...or we both are just gifted in that manner...

Well, I have given her space. How do I show I changed if we are not talking?

Oh, it is so long and I dont want to get too far into it...
Missed proms
Missed dates
Mistaken identities
Me not being myself
Me taking her one identity for granted
Judging her
Signs so clear youd have to be a tard not to see em
On and on

I hope you are right. She is the only one that understands me. I trust her more than anyone.

Oh i am the op....

Also drawing her in close then pushing her away

Amongst others

Have you tried reaching out to her?

Well... who am I to judge you?

But it seems to me that she has been so patient with you...

If you trust her more than anyone, why did you act like that?

Are you paranoid or something?

I think you're very insecure about yourself and her as well, just saying!

Well, I didnt really trust her back them until I realized many things. Back then her behavior was much more erratic and confusing to me...

Why do you say that exactly?

She does not want to talk...yes i have

Im left with just the soft whispers of her soul to me

Maybe she was trying to get your attention, who knows... I do the same, it's kinda like testing people to see if they are worthy enough of my trust... nowadays, you can't trust anyone, they're hypocrite backstabbers ... ah, be aware of liars!

What did it make you change your mind?

Cuz you said you didn't trust her before

Oh, I see. Maybe I failed her tests...

Hmmmm...i can think of one particular situation that looked bad...well maybe more than one...doh

Oh maybe not her per se...there was some mishaps that did cause things to go bad...some of my own doing and some external as well

I could not trust the level of feelings i was having based on what i “thought” i knew...

Well, I never have really believed she liked me until more recently (past few years tops)

Maybe she's had enough...

Think about this, If you're part of her dream, she’ll come back one day, and vice versa!

Hmm song not quite right though it is a cool video...

To miss someone when they are gone you have to consciously recognize that you have them