That picture was taken last year. I don't allow myself to get photographed often because I know I'm not very pretty. I've probably been photographed 10 times in the past 2 decades.

But last year just before she died, my aunt (who raised us)invited us to her home because she wanted us all to be together one last time before she died of cancer.

I love that photo. It means the world to me. It means even more to me since her husband (my father) died 7 weeks ago.

I have no idea why you are always so hateful to me.

Can you just lay off me, already?

When I finally get back on my feet and am successful once again I imagine you'll still find major flaws with me and point them out as abusively as you have done so for the past 15 years Ive been here.

Do you think I don't realize I have been weak the past several years?

Do you think it doesn't suck to have fallen from a successful life that included wealth to a minimum wage employee who hikes to and from the bus stop every morning?

But I get up every morning and I do it.

Exactly what helpful advice have you given me time and time again?

NONE!

You've just been a bitter, critical mess of a man who, for some reason, hates me.

Well, I'm trying.

Are you up at 3 in the morning working on resumes, taking assessment tests and putting in applications all over your city?

And in an hour I will shower and put on makeup and go catch the first bus of the morning to head out which will take 45 minutes for me to arrive at my first job interview in order to be the first in line.

Please do me a favor and avoid my posts from now on.

You are a cruel man with no sense of compassion or empathy. I hope you never fall the way I did. Don't think it can't happen to you. It can- literally overnight.