When you can't stop thinking about an in.cel....

Stupid me.

I fell for an in.cel but he doesn't know it.

I'm repulsed and attracted to him at the same time. Why God?

When we met, he said his sister in law had the same last name as me. I was like...how out of all people did you find someone with the same last name here? (I have a very uncommon last name) and we happened to be from the same country, his sister in law and me. I was shocked. His type is exactly like me. He likes women that look like clones. Dark hair, almond shaped eyes, pink/red lipstick, brown eyes and big boobs. Latina women like me.

I fell for him due to such coincidences. Maybe I met my soulmate but it's ruined now. Why did god have me fall for an in.cel geek?