He's very real and he found me at a time in my life when I thought he didn't exist.

I sold everything and decided to travel. 2 days in, the engine on my car blew and I had get rid of the little I had left. I kept a couple of sentimental items, some camping/survival gear and I started hitchhiking with my wife and dog.

He provided the whole time. Whenever we in need it was provided for. We didn't even have to ask.

At one point I was sitting down, my dog was out of food and I was wondering how I was going to feed him. At that moment, someone yelled out to me, waved me over, gave me $15 and said "Jesus hasn't forgotten about you".

We nver had to ask for money, not once. We did ask for help eventually in the form of food from some pantries along the way and eventually ended up at an organization that gave us a hand up. They allowed us to stay at their organization for 6 weeks while we got jobs and saved for a room to rent.

It certainly brought me toward belief, but my heart was still hardened by nearly a decade of Atheism. Yhwh and Yeshua Messiah never gave up on me though. We continued our lives, believing but not really walking with Messiah.

One day, looking for answers, I prayed for guidance. The very next day, a coworker of mine came up to me and said "You know something is coming, don't you?". I had been feeling it getting stronger for the last few months (that feeling continues to get stronger still). The he asked if I believed in the bible. To which I replied that I wasn't sure. He told me "Oh, you'll know".

And guess what? My hard head STILL didn't walk with Messiah. I tried reading the bible but it just wasn't resonating with me. I kept Yhwh in my thoughts, continued to pray and believed in his existence, but wasn't truly walking.

Well, this spring, the wife and started getting the overwhelming urge to COOHMP. We had a tire on our RV that was balding fast due to suspension issues but its a discontinued size and the nearest person with one in supply was 130 miles away. It was going to be a close one, like really close. Our spare was already blown and this tire was shot. I was praying and praying for our safe passage to an excess. At one point I thought "I trust you , Lord" to which he replied very very clearly and instantly "THEN ACT LIKE IT"

We made it with a tire so bare the mesh was showing. But we made it, got our tires and headed for the Ozarks. He guided us to where we needed to be and showed us what we needed to work towards with very clear signs.

He even showed me a great Brother on YouTube, Bear Independent, who introduced me to The Scriptures and Messianic Judaism. Things are finally making sense. I'm reading the bible, working on my sins and really connecting with the Father and Messiah. I pray much more often and I truly feel his presence.

God doesnt give up on his children. Keep searching, keep praying and you will be shown the way. With some practice, you can get really good at interpreting His signs, receiving His guidance and having faith that there is a plan, even if you can't see how things currently fit that into it.


Yeshua hasn't forgotten about you.