When A Christian Commits Suicide...This is how God Responded to me.

Hey! OP this is for you:

Thanks for sharing. God bless you sir.

I would consider a creature whom abducts children from the streets, eats them for hormones and fetish, a psychopath (I'm sure you see these type things in the news lately)

Religion has nothing to do with following Christ. Trying to be as he is, as out father designed us to be, is becoming part of the holy spirit. Religion, well, that in my opinion is for the lost, lukewarm and wicked. Many break out, some do not. The righteous find the truth.

An attitude such as your will keep the wall up for you not to see. Only until you let the walls down, introduce yourself, make a list of sins then promise to never commit them again will you begin to experience what the holy spirit is. Everyone who makes it experiences it in a different way.

I will pray for you. You have a few demons you must shed.

As for OP, congratulations, you made it! Now you are a worker for righteousness and heaven. Prayers for you indeed. Prayers of thankfulness.

we are here not for our own gain but for the glory of God
become joyous, spread the love wherever you go
treat everyone as precious, for they are
those of us who have been bent and broken can rise up stronger
never forget you are precious in the eyes of God

/prayers sent

Bump for later.

God bless you

Try to enjoy stuff that you like

Drinking coffee or watching football or whatever it may be

God bless

Go to hell

He's very real and he found me at a time in my life when I thought he didn't exist.

I sold everything and decided to travel. 2 days in, the engine on my car blew and I had get rid of the little I had left. I kept a couple of sentimental items, some camping/survival gear and I started hitchhiking with my wife and dog.

He provided the whole time. Whenever we in need it was provided for. We didn't even have to ask.

At one point I was sitting down, my dog was out of food and I was wondering how I was going to feed him. At that moment, someone yelled out to me, waved me over, gave me $15 and said "Jesus hasn't forgotten about you".

We nver had to ask for money, not once. We did ask for help eventually in the form of food from some pantries along the way and eventually ended up at an organization that gave us a hand up. They allowed us to stay at their organization for 6 weeks while we got jobs and saved for a room to rent.

It certainly brought me toward belief, but my heart was still hardened by nearly a decade of Atheism. Yhwh and Yeshua Messiah never gave up on me though. We continued our lives, believing but not really walking with Messiah.

One day, looking for answers, I prayed for guidance. The very next day, a coworker of mine came up to me and said "You know something is coming, don't you?". I had been feeling it getting stronger for the last few months (that feeling continues to get stronger still). The he asked if I believed in the bible. To which I replied that I wasn't sure. He told me "Oh, you'll know".

And guess what? My hard head STILL didn't walk with Messiah. I tried reading the bible but it just wasn't resonating with me. I kept Yhwh in my thoughts, continued to pray and believed in his existence, but wasn't truly walking.

Well, this spring, the wife and started getting the overwhelming urge to COOHMP. We had a tire on our RV that was balding fast due to suspension issues but its a discontinued size and the nearest person with one in supply was 130 miles away. It was going to be a close one, like really close. Our spare was already blown and this tire was shot. I was praying and praying for our safe passage to an excess. At one point I thought "I trust you , Lord" to which he replied very very clearly and instantly "THEN ACT LIKE IT"

We made it with a tire so bare the mesh was showing. But we made it, got our tires and headed for the Ozarks. He guided us to where we needed to be and showed us what we needed to work towards with very clear signs.

He even showed me a great Brother on YouTube, Bear Independent, who introduced me to The Scriptures and Messianic Judaism. Things are finally making sense. I'm reading the bible, working on my sins and really connecting with the Father and Messiah. I pray much more often and I truly feel his presence.

God doesnt give up on his children. Keep searching, keep praying and you will be shown the way. With some practice, you can get really good at interpreting His signs, receiving His guidance and having faith that there is a plan, even if you can't see how things currently fit that into it.


Yeshua hasn't forgotten about you.

Ask Him to show you He’s real. With the tiniest faith of a mustard seed. He’s waiting!!!

Until you encounter the supernatural it is all foolishness. Then realization.

God bless you. Christ saved me as well. Thats when the real battle begins, but after being saved we do become much stronger...

Thanks for sharing

In this day and age, us christians need to Really do all we can to reach the CHILDREN. The next generations ! They are being brainwashed into satanism and they dont even realize it! We must reach them and teach them the true depth of the Bible /Holy Spirit/ Jesus Christ our lord and savior!

Death is coming regardless. Be patient and trust in God, he is with you then at every step when you trust, and as in a blink of an eye it will be over. No need to hurry it and fill your time with God's goodness. God bless and much appreciation.

Thank you for re-posting your videos. I was disappointed when you took the first ones down. They are very helpful.

God created you for a reason and thats to magnify His love here on earth. We all have a unique gift to raise the vibrations of this planet. A gift from God a second chance to finish your work here and following Christ. Walk gently and feel loved, every day is a gift. God bless.

its a blessing he gets to live his life, and you are an evil fool...get thee behind me satan

Please post your 2 videos into this topic

Thread: Testimonies of Miracles Angels etc...proof of God / Yahuah & Son Jesus / Yeshua

OP,

Thank you very much for sharing these videos. It takes a lot of courage to talk about ourselves so openly. Like others have said, I wouldn’t mind hearing more of what you have to say. You speak from the heart, openly, and honestly.

Thank you for your time

this is beautiful

Forgot to ask. Will you post new videos in this thread? Or make another?

Thanks

Thread: Testimonies of Miracles Angels etc...proof of God / Yahuah & Son Jesus / Yeshua

Thread: Have you ever witnessed a Miracle? I have, more than once. Post it here, if so. I'll start...

Last Edited by Servant-of-the-LORD on 07/17/2019 08:45 PM

The pain, horror and misery that have befallen so many people right before their demise is what should frighten everyone. The countless lives that have been subjected to barbaric ways of death, even including a disease-ravaged body, is the ultimate form of sadism/masochism, cruelty and inhumanity.


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So Yeshua, African born(not 20th century south Africa either) and described by the prophet in Revelation as of bronze skin, fiery red eyes, white sheep wool hair showed up in your vision as the light skinned disobedient, "thou shalt have no images of that which is on earth nor in heaven" guy you see people sin with constantly? This God, who made his own body to come out of a African woman's womb and was described by his apostles as being not beautiful, but like everyone else in the land and so similar looking to everyone else that when they tried to stone him he just simply slipped in the crowd and they couldn't find him. They didn't explain, "Find that white man!! Get Him!"



And you don't think to yourself, "why Lord"?
"Is this not strange that you should appear to me in a different form than was told of by your prophets and apostles? Why even appear as a false god made by man's hands to convince the ignorant of their belonging?"



You are to keep the law, the commandments, the judgements, and the TESTIMONIES of Yahweh your God. The testimonies prove your vision to be of your own mind.

Now, I will never reject a brother or sister who keeps the law for it is by the law which all men who keep the law are convicted as God's children one and the same. But I will not allow you to believe or teach others that Christ's body was that of a rebel who looked nothing like him.

The Father makes no body for himself, but God took on the body of an African for a time for reasons of historical and present and future significance. And so far as we know, Christ has maintained his flesh despite returning to his Godhood.

See, this is exactly why I hate religion, Faith, spirituality ... Whatever you wish to call a schizophrenic affliction that's nothing more than superstition at best ... or a horrendous mental virus that makes people feel inadequate, sinful, wrong ... and turns them into the masochistic victims of real psychopathic scumbags without so much as a grain of empathy or remorse.

A capricious god that inflicts torment and death because he can or feels like it, is a psychopathic dictator. Not the forgiving entity that murdered his own son so that we could live blisfully and free of any moral accountability. Either he's a god or he isn't. What beast would let his son, his flesh and spirit incarnate, be tortured for hours and then nailed to a cross? To do what exactly? If he'd been a god he might as well have put on a good show and saved him ...

What's precisely twisted and immoral in the faith based mentality is that god creates us sick and then commands us to be well ... Classic psychopathic behaviour: holding people in a double-bind and then turn them insane ... like punishing for good behaviour and vice versa on one moment and then doing the exact opposite the next ... It turns people into tormented schizophrenics, alright? Like a piece of shit that beats up his wife and then tells her it's because he loves her too much and that it's for her own good.

All of that ... Or there.is.no.fucking.god. I'll pick the latter because I have 0 faith in some primitive hocus picus sheperd stories from the bronze age and I have -5000 faith in the sacks of shit that perverted all of that even further in the millennia after that ...

Ron, I watched the entire video

It was not easy for me to watch, especially the beginning. It was very difficult

I rarely watch long videos or read long articles

I watched the entire video out of respect for you

I am a Christian, I feel bad at what happened to you and I do not want to disrespect you

This is my opinion on almost every matter:

The pain and suffering of this world is temporary

And the Joy of God is eternal and will last forever

That is my opinion

It's all about the worship music.

I am glad you are still here OP!

Try to enjoy something. I don't care if it's eating ice cream

Enjoy it

You can view material nature as cruel, or see it as a place where anything can happen. There's no fear with God. This body and this place were not designed to last. It is not made to stay forever and to live, suffer, and die are not inhuman but fully human experiences. Accepting what you get, good or bad is the process. Bowing down to death is the next transition.

Amen brother. I've lost 5 guys from my circle the past 15 years. All over radical feminist leftist policies.

I wish I knew what they were going through. Peace.