When A Christian Commits Suicide...This is how God Responded to me.

I LOVE TESTIMONIES...

I never had supernatural experiences until I asked Jesus into my life, and man 2 days later did that ever change.

The first thing that happened was I had a full body vision.

But like Paul says whether in the body or not, he couldn't tell.

Watch my testimony video, it's a much lighter topic.

Thank you for re-posting your videos. I was disappointed when you took the first ones down. They are very helpful.

OP,

Thank you very much for sharing these videos. It takes a lot of courage to talk about ourselves so openly. Like others have said, I wouldn’t mind hearing more of what you have to say. You speak from the heart, openly, and honestly.

Thank you for your time

Forgot to ask. Will you post new videos in this thread? Or make another?

Thanks

Ron, I watched the entire video

It was not easy for me to watch, especially the beginning. It was very difficult

I rarely watch long videos or read long articles

I watched the entire video out of respect for you

I am a Christian, I feel bad at what happened to you and I do not want to disrespect you

This is my opinion on almost every matter:

The pain and suffering of this world is temporary

And the Joy of God is eternal and will last forever

That is my opinion

If this is all real and not fake like most of the crap I read on this forum you have been given the largest gift I could ever ask for. I would do anything to hear God’s voice. I’ve done many of the things you have. Lust, greed, thinking of nobody but myself. I have been a very selfish person in many ways in my life. Yet, I also give much to my church and have never been greedy with helping others. I think I do that because it makes me feel good inside and gives me some form of honor thinking I’m doing the LORD’s will. In honesty, I think it’s for show inside my own body and thoughts. What I wouldn’t do to have the LORD speak to me directly the way he has done to you. I have so many questions. I have so much sin that plagues my soul. I honestly think “how could GOD ever love me with the shit I’ve done”? I think sometimes the things I do that are good I’m trying to compensate for all the bad things I’ve done. I have an incredible life, wealth and have never gone without. I’ve worked my butt off but I have been given so much. Is it GOD? Why would he ever help me with all the badness I’ve done? My worst thoughts I have are questioning GOD’s love. It’s just impossible that my creator could love me with the bullshit I’ve done. I don’t know how. If he could speak to me the way he spoke to you it would change my life too. So that poses the biggest question. What am I waiting for?

Life is so complicated. It’s so hard to choose what is right and what is wrong. Walking in the footsteps of Jesus and his teachings on earth is so much easier said or read than actually doing it. I would ask the LORD to fit me with a new pair of shoes and that isn’t a joke. I would ask him to make them the same size and fit as Jesus and just navigate me to walk only in his footsteps and make it impossible to misstep. I’d turn over 100% of my free will to walk in those steps to meet my creator someday and to do honor to him on this earth.

This is probably the most serious post I’ve ever done up here. I’ve poured a lot out to you and I don’t even know you and probably never will. You video touched me in many ways and I want more than anything to have GOD speak to me the way he has spoken to you. Pray for me. I will pray for you. Ask the LORD and Holy Spirit to come into me the way they have you and transform my life. I want it so badly I don’t know what to do sometimes because it seems like I’m walking a life I was never supposed to. I believe the LORD has a different plan for me that I’m not understanding or I’m too ignorant or stubborn to do for him.

God bless you and your family. You have impacted my life in a positive way and I thank you for that.

Thank you for posting this my brother. May the Lord bless you and use this to reach others.

Committing suicide is contrary to God's plan. This said, I believe that God is merciful and forgiving.

I CAN understand when people are terminally ill (or even chronically ill) and end their lives. They just want the pain to end.

For those that are not seriously ill and commit suicide I suppose it is despair, a lack of hope, a feeling that things are not going to get better.

Most of us have had a time or two in our lives when we also felt a little hopeless. Life is hard.

I guess what I am trying to say is it is heartbreaking that people lose their hope and end their lives.

You are not ready to depart, for you must repay a bit more karma.

But you are the lucky one because as it had been written: It's a great karmic wheel divided up into larger sections instead of smaller sections and there are people working off these larger sections as if they were the smaller sections. It's like working off concentrated karma. He says the amount of karma the spirits who live through these times will be able to work off would be the equivalent of ten lifetimes at any other time in earth history.

Far less than 50% Conversations With Nostradamus Vol 1

I could had said it myself, but preferred to let all true prophets and prophetesses who hath been sent by our adorable Holy One have a say for they are well honored.

its ok no matter what, God loves, that is all he does

:Hug from Jesus:

JESUS Is LORD!

Video too long. What he say?

Video too long. What he say?

Adjust the speed on the video to 1:25 or 1:50 - that will make it shorter.
Listen to his testimony.

Just think how many threads you've seen about depressed guys who want to end it all? Every few days there is a thread topic from somebody who is thinking about suicide.
I've seen many posts lately about how serious problems or mental struggles are so bad that they want to "end it" or leave this life.
This guy tells you what happened when he tried to end his life but he lived. He lived for a reason.
Just watch it.

Video too long. What he say?